Sunday, December 30, 2007
Skating yesterday
woke up went to panjang to meet jeff first.. wtf lor he make me wait so long canns! buay ta han.. somemore that place so many ah bengs keep looking at me.. omgs lor..
i was sitting at the taxi stand and then saw 2 bengs coming my way they sat at staircase keep starring and talking abt me.. then after that one shouted " the white colour shirt one at the taxi stand my friend want your number!"
LOL.. stunn i look at them and then look away and then call jeffrey ask him faster come then we faster go mos burger le..
went to ntuc to buy PI PA KAO for jackson.. he has been coughing the past few days and his house no pi pa kao.. so i so wu sim bought it for him..
bought prawn crackers for jeffrey oso..
then we went to buy my ciggs.. lmao.. i really can past for 18 at a blink of an eye.. that shows how chao lao i am..
after that went to mac none of us has lighters..
so i went to buy again.. then jeff's 2 chio bu friends come ask me help them buy ciggs.. vystroy.. lol.. ok lor help them.. the lady look at me with weird face.. lol.. why i 1 day buy 2 diff box.. lol..
after pass it to them chatted with them for abit.. then i ask them they how old they said 15..LAUGHS
so itold them actually i'm 15 too.. same as them.. theyu were like totaly STUNN.. wtf.. haha..
went to mac had our ciggs.. omg mans.. like finally.. my nose cannot take it anymore.. such a relif.. which reminds me they are currently with akira so i must must go get it from him today..
moving on.. i keep singing the " ji lang... ji pua.... gang qing buay sua... " from 881.. then at that time uncle and aunty next table that is their ringtone!!!
lmao lor seriously.. i keep singing then the aunty keep smiling at me.. damm cute aunty..
called zhe to wake up.. and then jackson called us said he arrive le.. went up saw esther.. lmaos.. jackson idiot never tell us esther coming.. now how to group??
io keep cao beh him.. i said if i know esther coming then me him esther and jeff will group.. mei yan can go die.. LOL..
in the end nvm.. akira help us then i go in as ISAN.. whoop whoop!
skate skate.. boring.. akira keep disturb me.. lol.. bt nvm he help me tie skates.. soon ah zhe come le.. then i start my talk cock with him..
really happy and lucky that he came today which really lifted my mood.. maybe if he didn't come i won't be as happy as i am now.. lol fugly slut..
fabian oso got come.. lol.. what a bitch lor him.. but he so funny.. me him and jeff can crap and laugh until no breath..
zhe what what de hold my hand ask me go skate then after that he laugh laugh laugh don't want pull me skate le.. EVIL!! lol.. but in the end got la.. so funny.. whole day he keep disturbing me.. then tell ppl say "she my girlfriend okay!" blah blah..
and he is so self obsessed.. hee hee.. with his stupid muscles bigger then my head =x=x=x=x..
i pull fabian skate then he come and say he jealous le.. bleahx.. his fault just now he don't want take the chance ma.. pull fabian skate i can die.. he so heavy and just stand there only.. i must do all the work.. lmaos.. push him to jeff to take care.. so funny..
jackson pulling etsher skate then zhe pull me skate ma.. we saw jackson keep on looking at us LAUGHS..
zhe : " you see you see him "
me: " ya ya he gonna come over le confirm lor.. "
*jackson put esther at the side and then chiong over
zhe :" omgs.. haha you see he coming le.. "
me:" zhe run run run.. haha"
best thing today is JOEWE DADDY GOT COME.. i'm so damm happy to see him mans..botak.. haha.. what a surprise..
eddie and madeline got come too.. smoking buddies.. eddie keeo saying me lil cat then keep playing with my chin.. buay ta han..
anyway really had alot of fun thanks.. altho uncle all keep disturbing me oso.. but i alwyas kenna disturb de la.. but at least i know they won't let outsiders bully me.. muahahaha..
after that left le.. i keep caobeh-ing zhe ask him send me home.. lol.. disturb him only la..
so yupps that was my day.. at night jackson sms me said thanks for the pi pa kao.. still wu sim.. say thanks to me.. lol.. =)
conference with fabian and jeffrey i can die mans.. so funny..
zhe talk to him awhile about manchester loosing.. then he said will call me back bt never call lmaos.. everytime like that..
then chatted with jackson awhile and then off to bed.
tonight got dinner with parents.. they all have hockey.. i duno where to go later.. debbie keep never pick up phone.. lol..
ciaos..
Friday, December 28, 200
so fking spoil mood.. hai i feel so loneley cans?
someone please cheer me up..
the sweet love is going to turn to hate again.. argh.. why does history keepeating itself??
i'm stupid
STUPIDITY is doing the SAME stupid thing again BUT expecting DIFFERENT results..
hate people who play hot and cold with me lor..
hate people who don't pick up their phones even more..
forget it
it was my wishful thinking.. that i had the power to change what i know cannot be changed..
iriitates me.. if he don't want to be treated by others this way.. then he should not treat others in that manner..
people who have EVERYTHING but don't APPRECIATE it REALLLY pisses this shit out of me..
everytime some one says i'm KE AI, i'll say KE xi mei ren AI = ke ai
and its sooo true.. i'll only be a barbie doll in a box.. just for display but no one will take me off the shelve.. they will just come and look at it..
haii.. i have such a hard terrible life.. i realised recently.. everything in my life is DISFUNCTIONAL.. even my family.. rich? so what?? they never give me money and never give me freedom.. fk it..
tomorrow wan go skate.. but my wish of skating is him won't come true this time.. and i dun even know who it going.. no group? skate what??
i'm already sick of skating..
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
christmas passed a long time ago but you know.. who cares.. lol.. lying down on the bed now with cousin's lappy.. so decided to update since i didn't for quite some time.. too lazyyy
CHRISTMAS EVE NIGHT
*pics with be up soon*
baiscally dresses make up LIGHTS,CAMERA and ACTION
was rushing to get ready and then limo came and fetch us all to the restaurant.. forgot what the name of it was already..
took lots of pics with family and stuff by paparazi.. haha.. felt so cool man.. we got a special room for us and got k box and everything..
alcohol and good food.. haha.. then me and my cousins started singing..
everyone joined in soon and then we were to busy having fun to enjoy the food..
went home open pressies! yay.. and yeah that was it.. nt going into details wen i get the pics they will do the talking..
CHRISTMAS DAY
family breakfast made for us...
mahjong-ed
chilled.. and shopping at night.
went home and watched the movie " BROTHERS" nice movie.. dead tired and went to bed...
tats pretty much it..its a good holiday i had to get away frm everything.
i'm ready to go back and face it now =)
*even after 2 years the feeings never fade *
Monday, December 24, 2007
3 words that makes me happy is no longer "i love you" but " gucci channel and prada " =)
i rather be materialistic then emotional so.. whatever.. lol.. its too hard..
anyways went jogging early in th morning today with cousins.. lmao.. and my aunty.. then went to eat with them and grandmother then went home shower and now just chilling at home..
its christmas eve but i'm still in denial about it.. it hasnt hit me yet that christmas is tomorrow.. meh..
yesterday went SHOPPING.. so TEMPTING to buy COATCH PHONE STRAP.. i had money at that time.. very nice somemore.. got one with a ice skate on it.. hard to explain but didn;t buy cause thought abt it and then coatch oso not as popular and gucci and the rest.. hee hee..
went to CLUB MONACO and bought 2 shirts from there $170 each.. omgs.. nvm.. mummy buy =)
that all i bought bahx.. was gonna buy bebe shirt.. but singapore cheaper.. yupps..
i want to buy my dior sunnies tooo.. tonight see how lor..
alrights i think i can stop here le bahx.. nt much to say.. have just been talking to my cousins dunno if want to uni in australia or singapore.. depends on the ppl really.. no motivation for me to stay in singapore.. no friends.. LOL.. have la.. nt close anymore..
you know.. i miss zhe.. haha.. when i go back must chat alot with him and catch up.. hope on saturday he will come skate.. and terry too.. but mm.. i think he has his own probs currently..
listening to "kai bu liao kou" now.. reminds me of son and before we got together.. what a confusing time of my life that was.. haha.. nt being able to say how you feel really sucks.. sucks more then not having enough money to buy stuff..
whatever.. i chatted with him the other day.. when i was hell depressed and could nt sleep.. no energy vto biker with him oso.. so we had a nice chat la.. can say.. lol
and i oso miss kelvin chua.. i hope he is getting better.. promise to be there for him but i can't.. so sorry bro.. if i had auto roaming i would nt minding using to money to call you.. =))
yeah well ciaoz
Saturday, December 22, 2007
makes me realise how much i can't stand them and want to kill them at times..
grrr.. altho sometimes they do put the FUN in disFUNctional
lalalas..
right and they are driving me crazyyy..
2 days before the trip went shopping.. gosh.. branded stuff is like so much more expansive here.. can faint.. cousin is willing to spend around 100+ for my christmas present.. but all the things i want is over 100.. but maytbe she pay 100 the rest i pay lor... lmao..
the drive to penang not that bad la.. oldest cousin drove our car.. other reletives in other car.. 5 cars altogether i think..
listtened to LINKIN PARK fking great.. blasted all the way.. and jay chou too.. brings back memories..
i dunno how to say la.. feeling so confused now.. bt anyways..
went there the trip was mostly SPORTY.. haha.. i got like so tanned as well.. i Jet ski-ed that was the best..
volley ball-ed.. swimming.. play on the slide..
entertain cousins.. EAT EAT EAT
WATER POLO.. haha.. champs champs.. water v-ball and ltos of other stuff la.. ate so much i think i've became so much fatter.. geeess..
anway on my last day there woke up to a b-e-a-uuuuutiful sight.. a whole bunch of like muscular soccer players from england.. hahahahha..
it made my day obsessing over them..
jack kor, iris and oldest cousin keep disturbing me..
oldest cousin " Nic that guy in red jersey is checking you out wei.. "
iris " nic now is a good time to go take food.. the whole group is there.. "
haha..they just keep disturbing me.. and i just keep laughing all the way.. lmaos..
moving on.. the whole group of them was swimming too.. they keep looking at me and my cousins la.. then jack kor keep asking us to take picture with them.. SIAO.. im nt THAT retarded..
we keep making up so many jokes.. anyway.. a few bunch of asian freaks DID take photo WITH them and OF them.. weird much
whatever...
i was lying there and then the whole group walk pass me smile smile eyebrow eyebrown. LMAOS.. nt bad la.. cousins laugh at me lor.. irritating..
duriung the whole trip got this PRESSURE to look good.. constant paparazi snapping around.. photos posted of flixer and stuff..
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so lots of pictures were taken.. i'll go claim them soon..
lazy to update la.. it was an alright trip..
i'm sooo nt in the christmas mood either..
ITS SO ANNOYING WHEN YOU KEEP THINKING OF SOMEONE BT THEY ARE TOO BUSY THINKING OF SOMEONE ELES TO TAKE ONE MINUTE TO THINK OF YOU
its already 12 lake of sleep for so many days.. and i DEAD tired..
sorry i didn't put effort into my recent posts bt i'm just not in the mood..
ppl please leave some love on my tag baord =)
Saturday, December 15, 2007
leaving for malaysia today =(( see you peeps in 2 weeks plus yeahs!
i'm going shoppingggg.. and see if any of my reletives will buy me the gucci wallet and bag.. muahahha.. and i can hao lian to irritating mummy.. bleahx..
I will miss miss miss
DEAREST terry lao gong
the OPS society of sluts and skanks
a.k.a Jeffrey WIFEY and ngyujun Sweetie =)
Alfreda bitch mei
Siah ming ZHE fugly slut
Kelvin Chua Yi Xiang bestfriend =p
Jackson and akira brothers ( don't say i bosim ahs )
i think thats all bahx. i no friends one.. haha.. whatever..
i will have auto roaming so i expect to see sms-es okayyy.. and those with n levels i want to know yr results =p..
kinda had a "bad dream" yesterday.. make me heart pain only.. ='( can't remember what it really is abt but haha yeahs very long never heart pain le..
kayys stop here..
* you smell like a baby prostitute *
quote mean girls -
Friday, December 14, 2007
one true love??
today dear no sch.. bt he only found out when he reach school.. lol silly boy.. entertain and took care of my lil cousin this morning.. irritating.. lol. bt i love him to bits nvm..
called lixin told her i going over she must give me clothes wear cus i nth to wear.. she say no prob.. but ask me wear something come.. don't go over naked.. LOL
so got ready and then go boyfriend's house force boyfriend to shower.. took me one hour to persuade him to shower.. lmaos can.. he busy playing dota.. so i have to talk cock with him say " you see u die le.. go shower and then u wil come out more pro.. " blah blah alot of things..
terry's mummy come in ask if i eat le ma.. want eat not.. want drink ice water anot.. blah blah.. lixin tell her mummy said " she scared fat everything oso wun eat de"
her mummy said don't disturb me.. haha ya lor..
after that i wore a black pregnant women dress.. lmao no la.. actualy quite nice..
terry there playing with his wigs but finaly i pursuade him to go shower.. i told him " you got 5 mins.. if u take too long i will go in there and pull you out de.. "
he said " come in lor come in lor.. i sure rape you de "
LMAOS.. irritating.. i lai ang lei bodoh.. see how you rape.. muahahaha..
he take so long to wear one shirt.. walking around with his boxers.. think how many button to button or un-buttom.. i keep telling him un-button he don't want then i must help him.. lol.. FINALLY 5 plus going to 6 we left his house..
say bye bye to his mummy..
me him and lixin maciam going prom night.. he wear zara shirt with lv bag.. me and lixin both in dresses and gucci bag.. lmaos.. style only..
but our prom night will be more kua zhang de.. hee hee.. went to the bus stop... so irritating one lor he.. disturb me whole day.. cannot ta han..
then my dress never wear properly cause is a tube dress then he and lixin there adjust adjust dunno which one is back which one is front.. in the end the whole dress is wrong side..
he pull me go bus stop behind there then akira called me.. chatted with him while dear was making my dress for. me..
Anyhow one lei him.. everything let him see le.. he said i might as well just take off the dress.. lol irritating.. make until my white panties and flash to everyone le.. he keep laughing only..
finally he help me make my dress ok de.. akira oso hung up.. he help me comb hair at bus stop..really though i barbie doll lor de..
bus finally came we went up.. wear til so nice but we sit bus.. tsk tsk..
went to bugis cus lixin want to find dress.. dear keep caobeh-ing said he is nt suitable for bugis.. he is worth over 2000 dollars.. la dee da..
arrogant biatch lei... la la la.. hen jeffrey came le.. after that went town.. met terry's pretty friend joys.. then go to all the brand shop there.. lol.. those then is suitable for terry.. hor hor?/
saw ah zhe ad his BUDDY.. we went to di siao awhile..
lmaos.. then dear went to flirt with the shop assitant in armani exchange there lor.. argh.. irritating..
" she so pretty lor.. omg u dun find her pretty mehx?? "
i ignore him wlak away.. haha.. then he contnue say say say.. after that lays and her friend came.. he had dinner and then i had to leave le..
my ice make until joys during dinner so funny " sorry sorry my ice make until u.. paiseh i very clumsy de.. "
then terry there nodding away " ya ya.. i tell u hor she very clumsy de...... " then he tell them all my funny story.. grrr.. buay ta hann
they sent me and lixin to mrt station kiss dear bye bye then go home le..
k yeah gonna give kel a call and then off to bed le..
Friday, December 14, 2007
i want to just go back to having no feeling at all.. he say some lil things i dunno what to say.. my eyes only know how to water.. cannot stand this anymore..
lixin faster meet me so i can get out of my house and forget about this..
i knew i shouldent go back to listening those chinses songs or not memories sure come back.. haish.. nvm i'm strong i can make it through..
leadig a double life is not easy.. being me is even more not easy.. no one will understand.. they only know how to give me shit.. and there is only so much shit that a person can take..
its been so long since i have a emotional post like this.. IRRITATING.. nvm..
going to shower now.. just saw dear's blog.. so funny he said " mummy saw my girlfriend like see until god like that.. keep asking her to come more often..lol.. tmd.. "
nvm at least he is the only reason for me to smile =) he just dunno it but yeah.. since last time all my miserable days the happiest day was when i saw him come into the rink because of me.. yupps..
ppl who go out with me will know once he call i will be like " omg my boyfriend call me le" and jumping around like a retarded whore..
k i'm cheered up now.. dunno whats happening.. really too emotional.. ciao..
Friday, December 14, 2007
yesterday he finally called me.. i keep saying him.. tot he forgot me le.. lmaos.. he very funny.. tlak to him about funny things.. and then he keep copying how i talk.. and calling me a fugly slut.. what a skanky biatch lor her..
today woke up feeling weird and want to die already.. pms.. haha.. sucky and so suay.. bt nvm i was getting worried why so late the come.. haha..
my hp got 1 sms frm kelvin saying gd morning.. haha.. his morning really very early.. he oso abit random..
was just thinking of terry when i remember something he told me yesterday.. the old jackson always smiling and like to am chio.. then now.. hardly see him smile oso..
sooo true.. altho i don't think he has changed much.. but i came back so long havent seen him smile.. always only get scolded from him.. haish.. nvms bahx.. i know he is still smiling just that i never see only.. i just kind of miss his smiles esp the am chio.. haha.. the past will remain the past..
don't walk abt this bahx.. lets talk about my day yesterday..,
met alfreda in the morning we gai gai around white sands and play arcade.. i wasn't really interested but that bitch love playing her slutty para para so let her play lor.. irritating.. lol
half way dear call me said he finish sch le.. hee.. then i so happy.. boyfriend call.. bo bian..
i'm that retarded.. haha .. so just pei alfreda until her friends came then she had to go chalet le.. so hug her bye bye then cabbed to dear's house..
zZzZZ.. want to fall asleep in the cab.. reach there terry's maid open door for me
then she smile so big say " omg you are the girl in the picture right?? "
i was like blur.. huh?? then she bring me go terry room ask him " she is from the picture right??"
he say " ya ya.. she is my girlfriend lor.. "
lmaos.. and i'm still blur.. dunno what picture they talking abt.. anyways got fabian there.. his school friend.. he so irritating one to put those "ling ling long longs" on his boots.. then i ask him give the boots to me..
guess what my legs to fat it cannot fit me.. OMFG lor.. then fabian keep laughing..
after that dear play his games i watched tv.. then after that dear chatted with sandy keep di siao her lor.. so bad one lei he.. laughs til stomach pain..
then i keep telling him " i dun wan baby i dun wan baby.. i don't like lil kids "
then he tell sandy " ee yer this one bo bian must use force le.. " =_= i run away go the other side watch my tv.. lmaos..
whole day like a pig lying on his bed and watching his tv.. IRRITATING.. i keep changing channel..we watched the so called " channel u fear factor" they eat those disgusting things.. the guys so scared one lor.. eeee yer..
after that we watched one the science nerd show.. so lmao canns.. terry stare at me watching then he ask " so nice to watch mehx?? "
i say " look at them gong gong saying those chimalogy things.. so damm funny" me anf fabian keep laughing at those nerds the whole show.. cannot ta han..
soon he had to go le.. so bye bye to him.. i go play dota..
LIGHTING REVERANT RAZOR!! wohoo..
terry keep taking over don't let me play de lor.. bt we buy alot alot of things.. then play until DOMINATING.. muahaha..
after that lixin and terry's mummy come back le.. i say hyie to terry's mummy.. hahaha.. lixin pig go lie on the bed and sleep..
after that we watch one chinese movie.. me and terry no need go out le.. his mummy ask us eat dinner at home and then we want to watch the movie all the timings is too late for me oso.. lol.. so nvm lor slack at his house..
lixin and me talking abt funny things and we can't wait to go shopping together the next day.. hopefully dear will come along too.. then i no money so lixin ask me call shuana see if she got the "earning money board"
with my this face + acting skills sure alot of money flowing in like water.. terry at this time hacing a stupid face watching his tv..
so i call shuana using dears hse phone then i wating for it to ring with my bitch face suddenly dear burst out laughing then i tot is cause of video then he point at the phone.. i look down OMFG
the phone thing is not even connected lor.. i look like a idiot then lixin and terry laugh til peng lor.. so paiseh..
dear said to lixin " mei mei you see her blusher so red hor.. "
whatever lor.. chatted with shuana.. then the thing disconnected again. then dear keep laughing at me.. cannot ta han him leis..
dear is a lazy ass.. he lie there say " dear ar i lazy to shower lei.. how?? u help me shower la.. "
*abish* him lor.. lmaos.. then he finally went to shower then he bring his hp in.. listening to music while shower.. MY GOSH.. first time i see ppl like this.. hahaha.. cause he he dancing and singing in the shower.. tsk tsk..
then walk out with his wet hair and boxers.. lmao. jeffrey jealous?? haha i keep playing with his stomach.. cause his friend say you keep rub rub ppl's stomach will become bigger de.. then he cannot ta han me oso.. lmaos..
craps play play then dinner time le.. alot of prawns to eat.. i think today i ate the most prawns.. so nice to eat lor.. the stupid dear go play his dota.. lol..
so me and lixin eat first.. his mummy ask me when i going back.. she ask me saturday go dear's house then she will cook big dinner for me to ear..
haha sadly i'm leaving for malaysia this saturday.. she said sorry cannot takecare of us busy today alot of prawns cause just come back from fish place.. haha.. i say nvm de la..
after we eat finish all the prawns then i say " then terry eat what prawns?? " lixin say nvm still got alot.. haha
went into the room watch *the price is right* and keep asking dear to go eat.. irritating lor he.. lol.. eat finish le he come in disturb me.. cause i lying down then he keep stepping on my ass..
" wei is real one ok so u can keep step step"
then he said " ya if it is bluff one the silicon will burst right??"
haha.. ass.. then watch finish my 9 o clock show.. ORANG MINIAK (oily man) lol.. so funny.. then dear pei me go take cab.. we keep crapping all the way there.. cannot stand him.. can talk cock all day long one.. whore face..
cab come le.. kiss him bye bye then go home le.. he keep saying reach home must must must msg him..
so i did lor.. so fast reach home.. serangoon is only $12 away from my house.. LOL
he sms me said very happy to see me today =) and franky altho we never go out and only spent the whole day at his house.. i'm also very happy.. haha.. when i'm back from malaysia sur got more chance de.. and we can go swimming too.., with my australia bikini.. hee hee..
my past 2 singapore trips i was miserable and crushed by love.. but not this time =) really thanks for letting me live with a smile on my face.. after everything that has happen to me i've become so numb i have forgotten how to love someone
but after 2 years my love for you hasn't changed at all =)
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
# I love Teryyyy <3>
Yesterday quite boring bahx.. went down to lot 1 meet those 2 fuggly sluts.. haha.. ngyujun and ngyijie.. went to food court eat and crap with one aunty.. laughs until stomach pain lor..
lazy to update la.. but after arcade all yujun buy umbrella ella ella then she go home le.. me and jeffrey no friend de.. haha so we go buy donuts and eat like fat pigs..
aftr that we went teck whye to kelvin's song kah..
funny thing happen i pregnant women must keep go toilet de right.. went to those outdoor protable toilet thingo. then i'm such a idiot I WAS STUCK IN THE TOILET
jeffrey outside holding my gucci bag for me waiting for me to come out so i keep calling " jeffrey... jeffrey.. help me lei.. omg i'm stuck lor... "
damm funny cans he run go put down our things then he
push.. push.. PUSH the door open..
then hit until my head lor.. omgs can! i'm so accident prone.. anyway that was the high light of the day..
went home early.. watched 9 o clock show at night chatted with ah zhe and then went to bed..
TODAY
woke up by alfreda's phone call.. got ready and met her at bugis.. took our photos and jeff called to ask if i got go skate.. i said i never.. then he said today jackson going.. DIAOS cannn.. so mei you yuan.. i go he dun go i dun go he go.. nvms bahx..
after that jeff came to find us and we wnt for the interview.. so fking long cans.. lazy to update oso la.. we at there keep laughing like fking idiots..
then the agency whore ery caobeh.. can't stand her moh peng face.. say here say there me and alfreda need to raise $370.. *bangs wall*
alfread said want to go sell backside already.. kns..
later we ate mos burger then walk walk to paragon to meet wei yi after her phone call.. she said she saw tony.. and i want to see tony so we search the whole paragon for him.. in the end he found us..
then roy was there oso.. imidiately call terry.. haha.. bt he never pick up.. why?? cause doing facial.. that vain ass lor.. he ask me go say hi to tony.. since i always say how shuai he is..
terry insist me and tony got meet before at rink.. bt never lor.. but he kinda know who i am and i know who he is bahx.. lmaos..
after that we went to buy the jap food then they saw me.. then lays and tony dunno looking at me and say what.. only jeff heard..
he say tony said " ayy.. isn't she the terry the girlfriend.. nicole right?? "
layys call terry report to him " i saw your girlfriend lei.. " LAUGHS
anyway me alfreda and jeff made up a 12 days of christmas song.. we sang it all along orchard and cini.. lmaos.. caroling MY style..
on the 12 day of christmas my WHORE friend gave to me
12 vaginas bleeding
11 asses shaking
10 strippers stripping
9 nipple piercings
8 big fat whores
7 sexy g strings
6 dicks a steaming
5... PROSTITUES!!!
4 porno videos..
3 sexy dresses..
2 vibrators..
AND A BOX FILLED WITH CONDOMSSSSSS
whoo yeah.. lovely baby.. actually i made up most of it.. i started sining like a idiot make it up on the stop then me and alfreda slowly think of more to continue.. LAUGHS..
copyrighted ok.. biatches..
soon they had to leave i pei jeff wait for cab and then wait for terry dear to come meet me from his facial.. lmaos lor.. he came with his friend delong.. quite cute and funny lor he.. can get along bahx.. haha
i keep disturb terry ask him buy gucci bag for me.. hee hee.. after that me terry delong went to eat.. i nt hungry.. terry buy my ice kachang.. then he keep so irritating cannot make up his mind on what to eat.. my goshhh
delong is don't mind de then terry keep there so noisy.. " i don't want eat hong kong cafe lei.. so disgusting food.. i wan eat korean.. bt so sian.. too spicy.. how lei?? here only western and korean nice.. but so sian lor.. "omgs buay ta han.. haha..
finally he decided eat korean.. delong eat his carrot cake.. he took too forks ask me wan eat nt but i dun wan la.. jian fei.. lol.. plus quite full le
got one super skinny quite pretty girl walk here walk there.. then terry keep looking at her say so pretty.. JEALOUS much..
he keep disturbing me all the way.. buay ta han lor.. say she so xi wen i so chu lu.. pui pui..
then we walk here walk there.. kia si lang terry so many friends everywhere.. then me and delong keep saying " omg he so many friends right??"
after that got 2 girls come call terry kor kor.. then they keep smiling at me.. after that ask " you are nicole right??? " STUNS
they say terry's nick put so big.. who dunno.. lmaos.. yuan lai become terry's girlfriend is very popular derhx.. muahahha..
after that went shopping.. well i look at terry and delong shop la.. credit card to the max.. lol.. they so funny one la.. terry said want buy one 3000 plus ring got 2 de then delong say "2 ar? good lor.. can give one to her" haha..
i pick a few shirt for terry to wear.. haha.. wear le very nice lor. but the size keep gt prob.. muahahha.. must change he wardrobe le..
yeah after shopping they brough me to train station.. kiss terry bye bye then go home le..
yeahs i'm tired now.. terry go chiong tonight i think.. hope can see him tomorrow.. i'm leaving to malaysia this saturday le.. my goshh ..
^ bored life? but i'm contented.. ^
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
<3 BARTENDER
# skanky effiing boyfriend-stealing whore face slutty BIATCH =D #
yesterday went out whole day with alfreda and jeffrey.. those cb whore face.. haha..then zhe got come find me at night too..was suppose to meet terry today oso but he still busy finishing his project..
woke up got ready.. chatted with kel and then went down to suposedly QUEENSTOWN mrt to meet mei mei.. but same thing happen again i so blur sit too far until common wealth there..
lmaos right? so nvm she go there fetch me lor.. raining like crazy today.. take a umbrella oso so no class like aunty.. unless is burberry umbrella.. hee hee
so went to take a magazine from the cupboard under the stairs and I KNOCK MY HEAD LOR.. i'm such a clumsy fool..
anyway me and mei mei go eat yakun then go arcade play para awhile while waiting for jeffrey to come.. then i ask him to help me bring ciggs.. alfreda keep caobeh-ing.. lol..
after that i call jeffrey then he say wad he now going home cause his house got problem blah blah
i was like stunned when telling alfreda then she shout " nb cb jeffrey" then i turn and saw him at the arcade door..
" idiot jeffrey mother fucker this your house ar?? " LAUGHS.. carry one LV bag.. then i got my GUCCI bag.. then we say.. alfreda?? pasa malam bag =x=x
joking actually i love that fugly slut alot..
i coulden't take it anymore so we went for my cig and then i saw so many wasted one on the floor and it annoys me lor.. i kept complaining " so wasted lor this ppl " alfreda ask me take up and smoke lor.. i ask her go die.. haha
pei jeffrey go eat yakun and again i start my crapping.. ALFREDA NEARLY FELL OF THE CHAIR.. lmaos.. then jeffrey go imitate that time got one guy at rink wan action then also almost fall.. haha.. idiots..
then we went to play pool.. zZzZzZz.. i keep playing a fool.. i said i duno how to play pool.. i only know how to pole dance of the pool stick..
first is me and jeff play.. we dun let mei mei play.. and then we anyhow play oso.., haha make her so angry.. then the whole way we keep scolding each other.. fugly slut
whore face
CHOCOLATE MAN !! muahaha
lalalalas.. was so funny laugh until i wan die.. then i go toilet.. lol..
then after that we cabbed down to town.. i don't want my hair to wet.. jeffrey don't wan his bag to wet.. alfreda don't care.. then i was thinking of ways and means.. saw the umbrella plastic so try to tear it and try to cover.. but cannot la.. in the end alfreda stuff it all into my bra.. LOL
after that once my big boobs attracted the cab then can slowly take out le.. so damm funny.. " OMG YOUR SILICON IMPLANTS COME OUT LE.. NO WATER ALL LEAK OUT ALREADY.. "
took pics in cab and jeff folded roses.. haha
reached there we went to look at beautiful wedding rings.. but we could not get them.. due to fugly sluts keeping starring at our ass..
anyway we got some earings and rings later.. i lost my earings.. lmao.. whatever nvm..
alfreda and jeffrey said " come on run run" then i " ok run run " BISH fall down.. up the stairs again.. LAUHS
they both shock then pick me up keep asking if i ok nt.. i ok la.. lol..
then we go gai gai walk walk.. and look at shuai ge.. me and jeffrey all same taste de la.. i'm very brave one kay.. if alfreda and jeffrey talking about some guy i will go and say hi to him one.. hahaha..
at far east got one guy quite shuai jeffrey ask me guess he how old.. i guessed correct..sec 3 only =p=p .. then i was thinking " hmm he quite good looking la" after that he called jeffrey and asked " when is nicole going back?"
OMG like shock to the max lor.. jeffrey said i too popular already.. i think cause he from jackson's sch then he know abt us.. so called jackson and ask him.. haha yuan lai he saw me and jackson at town before..
anyway went french connection to get my white french connection shirt.. muahhaha.. quite sexy.. whiile i changing alfreda and jeffrey cam-whoring at the changing rooms there.. after that they took pics of me too
happy i got my shirt.. then they keep telling me got one guy from levi's there keep looking at me.. then i say " huh got mehx don't bluff la.. whore face "
jeffrey said from the escalator all the way he keep starring.. then speak of the devil when i paying for my shirt he came and gey siao go to the cupboard there.. LAUGHS..
then alfreda and jeffrey ask me go ask him what he looking at.. then i said don't wan so paiseh if he said he nt looking at me.. but they say he confirm looking.. bt he oso not super shuai or anything.. lmaos..
after that they keep saying there there he looking.. but when i turn he look away then i turn back he look again then i turn to see, he turn away.. so i was like =_=
after that went to buy my spicy chicken then went subway eat.. alfreda saw one shuai ge she though she saw him somewhere before.. so funny then i go say " hyiie!" after that we walked away.. but me and jeffrey think he very cute la..
alfreda ask want go back take number i said don't wan.. siao.. lmaos.. but i went to talk to hinm " hi.. what is your name ar? hong yi ar.. oh alfreda you know one hong yi right?? not this one huh.. ok la.. then nvm.. my friend think you look familiar.. haha.. bye bye " LAUGHS..
after that we went top shop.. jeff wanted to apply for job.. we took photos there with their com..
then alfreda met her god father.. me and jeffrey keep saying saying saying.. so damm funny..
we went to gucci, LV, channel, prada and burberry after and then went to cini played a few rounds of para.. zhe called cause he miss me thn he said will come down meet us awhile.. then terry dear finaly called me.. i scold him for nt replying and picking up my phone.. haha bt nvm la..
after that me and jeffrey got curfew late le.. rushed down to cab there.. waiting for the fugly slut cab lor.. swo long no cab.. then ppl wan snatch our cabs we will say " effing slutty cab-stealing whore face"
after that the ah zhe come le.. muahhaa.. craps with him and then he keep saying we talk too loud.. the cab came i ask jeffrey go first..
lucky got ah zhe pei me wait for cab.. thanks =DD
at night went home chatted with zhe and then we talked about alot of things.. he said i so JI CHA ( chatty / talkertive ) lol. yeahs..
dunno where to go today?? i wan go find terry.. mmm.. see la..
peace out
i'm a clumsy silly skanky whore face biatch =p
* photos will be added to this post soon *
Sunday, December 9, 2007
* Nicole says that now Multiple-Marriage is LEGAL *
seriously i couldent be happier.. cause there is nth really to be depressed about.. i'm quite contented..
yesterday was a greatttt day too.. thanks zhe terry and jeffrey the most most most.. haha.. wilson and kel too of course.. actually everyone la.. haha
joewe daddy said he will come.. but he didn't =( and i was sooo depressed.. akira and jacksoin i knew before hand they nt coming le.. bt other then this it was an enjoyable day
went to meet terry dear at his house mrt there then we cabbed down to rink...
while getting into the rink I KNOCK MY HEAD ON THE DOOR ONTOP.. omgs cans!!
i'm SUPER CLUMSY these few days.. everyday gt something happen.. drop cup.. fall UP the stairs knock things over.. tsk tsk..
anyways he havent eat so he go buy SHAKER FRIES and i got bubble tea..then we went to buy chocolate for karen
went arcade there look for dan they all group.. kel and terry isan so nvm.. haha..
idiot daniel put 20 dollars in his card and the ass machine ate all of it.. haha TMD
then they played and played and played.. me and dear gt bored so we went up to rink first.. took hook from jeffrey and then terry dear help me to tie.. haha.. nt bad quite tight
the new skater forgot his name keep coming talk to me and looking at me.. then terry angry.. hahahaha.. he say " tell him today your boyfriend gt come ask him leave you alone la.. "
after that kel and the rest came up.. i group with dan my new friend LAVANDER and another person forgot who..
haha everyone saw me was like " omg nicole lei.. " lmaos..
say hi to xiao xiao first,saw eddie and his gf madeline and then go in got JEFFREY <3>
so glad alot of ppl remember me.. ah neo keep disturb me.. the jonathan oso.. then those other so called uncles all say " you ar this MIA one come back already" its ok at least they remember me.. happy like siao.. esp karen.. haha she so cute.. they all di siao her then take out her rubber band then she so sad.. so her brother ask " nicole help karen tie her hair cans?"
obviously i agree.. omg she is so cute lor.. then i help her tie till nice nice .. kel said " you see if she forgot you she won't let you tie her hair and talk to you de.. "
talked to zhe then he keep giving me funny face at first.. haha.. then crap with jeffrey.. the whole day he so jealous of me and terry.. but i gt help him kay.. i always ask terry go make jeffrey happy one..bleahx
then yeps terry pull me skate.. yayy.. as usual i always kenna disturb.. then i ask zhe " why you all like to disturb me ar? "
zhe said " you face got one *please disturb me* sign what.. then i keep whining.. lmao..
after speed skate the smoking gang went to smoke.. kel was like sian diao.. zhe ask " where you going where you goign? go smoke right go smoke right? "
lmaos and then 2nd ACCIDENT HAPPEN! whilest putting on my guard i CUT MYSELF.. like wtf loir.. somemore my blade so sharp.. they ask me go wash.. i said "no no after my cig first.. "
hee hee after that terry dear found me.. then he go close the door we all lock inside.. then he open close open clsoe.. so irritating.. haha.. then ppl tell him " wei yr girlfriend kenna accident lei.. she cut herself see.. "
then they got tissue for me after that i got first wash my hand then me and terry went back to the area.. i go complain to everyone.. haha.. my goshhh.. then zhe they all say i REALLY clunmsy..
i was in a nonsense mood again AS USUAL.. then i go tell kel they all " wei jeffrey they all havent come back!! how how?? i think they got abducted by aliens.. come in my space ship we go save them.. omg i'm so worried lor.. "
haha soon jeffrey come la then i was like OMG JEFFREY YOU ARE SAFE!!!
haha they all buay ta han me.. then the fucking wei xiang keep shouting/scolding me for NO REASON.. and frankly HE IS IN NO POSITION TO DO THAT nor.. then he like no friend keep taking my terry.. then i go scold him say " don't seduce my boyfriend lei.. he only love me.. "
haha nonsence all day long lor.. terry's shi fu come le so he go with him and i entertained the rest.. jeffrey is the best to talk cock with me lor.. haha.. and yu jun.. but she never come today =( anyways then i was telling hui wen jeff eddie all about CUPS
N CUP = no cup
S cup = SAGGY cup
SS CUP = super saggy cup
and then you have the F cup = FAKE cup
haha we keep saying all this nonsense things la.. haha.. i can't remember oso.. but was laughing like crazy.. then i keep telling terry " eh i think he like me lei.. " at any random.. i think he oso buay ta han me..
after that jiawei's SISTER whoc is a N-CUP muahahaha.. wan find jeffrey trouble.. then i say " wan talk go there talk "
she said she only wan show her friend who jeffrey is
so i told her that since she see already she can leave now.. why she wan to make jeff
she said jeffrey fuck her before..
LMAO.. funny story mans..
so crap crap la dee dah.. cut cake time.. then i keep disturb zhe said " omg zhe you so sexy lor.. you know you skate that time all the girls there there there and there keep starring at you lor.. then i tell them * don't look la.. zhe is mine.. *"
ahha whole day i keep saying crap to him.. said my room got poster of him.. blah blah..
after that eating cake i feed terry dear eat.. cause i dont eat the cream part.. JIAN FEI.. haha.. jeffrey jealous.. ah zhe oso wan jian fei so give all the cream to terry.. haha
went for cigging and everything then after i oso talk cock with ah neo lor.. he come disturb into my crap conversationg with jeffrey LAVANDER they all.. and he ask why i stop what was i talking about..
then i said " i was telling them about how i admire you lor.. you are my idol i wish i can skate like you lor.. you see my skates so good i skate so sucky.. you any skates oso can skate so fast.. omg lor..
then he said jackson better then i said " aiaya TWO jacksons oso bu guo ni lai lor.. "
everyone was like shocked that i said that.. zhe said " really not?? you see i wear his 23 already let you scold.. " haha.. whoops..
anyway this post is far too long.. the inmportant part...
lights off.. PICTURE TIME!!
the bian tai only take our boobs never take our face lor.. TMD.. haha
yes get down get low
other direction!
blurr but still sweet
lmao at zhe lor
omg buay ta han zhe lor.. haha..
but i keep telling him he is my idol lor.. haha.. i want to learn how to make my boobs bounce like him.. so sexy cans..
oh ya at this time terry is sleeping cause he tired.. me and jeff actually sitting next to then we like so funny lor.. we plan 135 terry is stright and is MINE 246 is gay and is his.. then SUNDAY we can all be bi and have a threesome.. LMAO... he sleeping me and jeff so di siao lor.. keep giving him flying kisses.. pretend talk to him.. say we love him.. haha..
SEXY ASSES.. i think the superman boxers is so sexy i cannot ta han le.. lmao.. zhe..
anyway since now MULTIPLE-MARRIAGES is LEGAL.. i had my WEDDING PHOTOS TAKEN TODAY
first is MARRIED TO SIAH MING ZHE
aww.. i think we are very sexy..
couples always quarrel.. he refuse to buy me a big diamond ring..
SO FIT
show the MUSCLES!!
NEXT.. since jeffrey is my love rival.. we also decided to get married la..
i am the husband he is the wife.. lmao
terry wake up le the i keep chasing after him " terryyyy terrryyyyy come lets take our wedding photos.... " then he run away.. haha idiot..
then i keep whining to jeffrey say " wei how he don't want to marry me anymore lei.. how how? " jeff said nvm terry oso dun wan him.. but actually terry love me alot one la.. haha..
so finally we got to take our wedding photos..
fake smiles! lmao
loves loves loves
terry please don't kill me..
will you marry me?
special thanks to our wedding photographer LAVANDER and madeline
wheee.. at this point jeffrey started screaming " NICOLEEEEE AHHH NOOO>> YOU BROKE MY HEART LOR "
LAUGHS..
went over to them there then terry start singing song.. then he sit on the chair there thenb i keep telling jeffrey " see he singing song for you lei... see he waiting for you lor.. go go go.. "
then he never so i say " you dun wan ar? ok lor i jump on him le! " hee hee
but i think after everyone se ejeffrey's sexy ass they will oso fall in love with him one
look at the sweat and the hair.. wheets..
eddie don't childish!
the toilet is over therrrr
after that me and terry don't feel like eating so we go home first.. plus i got curfew.. zhe ask " you send her home ar? " then dear said " no she send me home " hahaha..
said bye to zhe all.. got him to call me at night then me and terry hold hands walk to taxi stand.. haha.. sent him home then went home.. yupps.. at night chatted with zhe and then jeffrey and kel and jackson called me for awhile too.. hope he had fun today..
mango keep kenna di siao from me.. see.. thanks how good a friend i am to wilson and kel.. MANGO HAVE NO BRAIN... you open a mango.. do u see a brain inside?? hahaha.. got SEEDS only.. somemore SO SMALL
and wei xiang is like pissing the shit out of me i keep complaining to terry then he laugh at me.. then after i go tell zhe.. zhe said don't scared got him there.. he will go scold wei xiang if he make me again.. tee heez..
laterb i think i'm going to meet zhe.. maybe jackson and joewe will come along.. i miss daddy!!
and yeah i hope terry dear is alright.. lack of sleep and must do so much work.. ke lians.. was going to find him and look at him do his work de.. * go to my boyfriends house and we slept * LMAO this is for you kel =p
but yeah daddy going NS and if i don't meet zhe today dunno when can see him agains.. yeaps..
PICTURES FROM PAST FEW DAYS
ILY sandy and lixin
Saturday, December 8, 2007
is realllly different from those in aus.. haha.. actually if my parents are not so over protective i can live the singapore night life.. lol.. NVM.. soon soon..
see la if debbie come back.. lol.. debbie!! i need the new tag board soon lor so many imposters.. so irritating.. they all wish to be me.. hahah.. lmao..
and micheal sounds sooo DODGY.. i'm glad you and sy wore seat belts.. did they scare her much?? nvm sy if they do anything to you all i will break their legs personally.. muahahha..
anyways.. this is how i spent my first friday in singapore
quite boring first half of the day.. went to get my hair done.. BLONDE BABY.. yeahs.. suppose to meet jackson de.. but it got too late so i went to meet lixin darling first..
she is depressed cus of her boyfriend.. or ex boyfriend.. then wan pierce tongue so pei her go buy needle and stuff..
she became soo skinny lor.. and she said since i like to drink so much pub is a very good job.. plus good money too.. bt too bad la..
she told me abt alot of ppl she dun like in the mrt.. haha so funny lor.. then jackson sms me ask if wan go eat dinner with them.. lixin dun mind so we said ok lor.. go meet kailin first then we go for dinner with them..
after that went down to westmall met kailin and SANDY TWINNIE! so happy to see her.. in a way i think she is very brave.. if it was me i know i'll sure not want the baby.. which is bad.. we sat around mos burger chatting lots of stuff.. haha.. and they made a few phone calls.. which was funny
so bad lor they.. Terry dear sms me bt i never recieve then they keep li siao tell him say i dun wan him le so i delete his sms.. blah blah.. haha.. so idiotic..
got a cab.. actually i said we can cut through the taxi stand we use sandy and pretend say " MOVE AWAY WE MUST BRING HER TO HOSPITAL LE EMERGENCY EMERGENCY! " lmao..
in cab called terry ask if he angry with me.. he say not.. phew.. lucky.. haha..
anyway after that we went down to khee wei's hse to pierce.. bt went until there.. my darling lixin lost her fking needle.. lmao.. forget it we tell her don't do it anymore.. this is a sign lor... any way those ppl there abit dun dare to pierce oso.. they say her middle got the vain and stuff..
me and sandy keep psycho her all.. in the end she say ok lor..
we went down for a cigg and took a few pics.. hug sandy.. eat kailin's sweets and then me and lixin left le.. haha.. i owe kailin her nougarts i know! i will give you de dun scared..
then jackson call up scold us le.. cause they can't so late eat so i ask them eat first lor.. went there saw JOEWE DADDY.. i miss him sooooo much.. he bought something for me and will pass me tmr.. i'm happy.. so sweet lor..
saw AH ZHE oso.. haha..then i think i keep pissing jackson of today bt sorry i can't help it.. i'm only joking most of the time..
me and lixin went to eat then they went pool then after that i went rink with them awhile.. saw marcus with son then i said " HI MARCUS! " then jackson gave me a stupid face.. haha..
after that saw akira and this malay guy i last time talk to.. kelvin koh and stuff.. yeah i wish i can play hockey with them..altho i already lost my interest in it ..
jackson keep looking at me then i say " dont keep looking at me la.. look the other side.. " then he angry then he say ok lor then he walk away..
then zhe saif " see you make him angry again" SADS
lixin later told jackson i want take pic with him.. then i said dun wan.. lixin ZHEN SHI DE.. abt the PLAN i was joking only lor.. i nt so jian.. bleahx..
jackson say " she dun even let me look at her how to take pic with her"
LAUGHS.. then i said aiya my whole body is 24 hours let him see de ok =x=x=x=x.. FUGLY SLUT.. lmao jeffrey..
Regina george is a whore face fugly slut.. muahhaa
ok dun follow suki the fugly slut to talk until out of point..
back to the point
so ya then lixin's friend come le so we left.. said bye to them then akira said " NEVER SAY BYE TO ME LOR " then i shouted " bye akira byeeee "
he give me stupid face.. then his friend wave at me until very shuang i go _l_ him.. haha.. bleahx.. go away.. i'm quite anti social
met her friend jayjay.. he thought we both 18 so we went along with it.. haha.. merina came le.. then we went down to boat quay drop them there and then jay jay sent me back home.. talk alot of stuff to him.. mostly bull shit.. haha.. i feel bad.. but yeahs.. thats just life..
terry dear sms me say dun late but i already late le so..
yeah reached home and stright to bed..
can't update much i gtg get ready and go rink le.. i'm late! photos will be up soon yeaps..
Thursday, December 6, 2007
i wanna grow up and get away from my currfewww
alrights lotsss to update but still lazy to update nor..
piss off mans.. got offers to work at pub.. got offers to go clubbing event and got offers to be on GUEST LIST to go club.. but one problem.. freaking PARENTS.. argh.. whatever.. hers the goss
DAY 1
went to skate.. haha.. quite fun la.. met wilson and kel first at lavander and then we crap all the way to jurong.. well i was crapping they just listen..
wilson keep saying i very GIRL.. but i AM a girl wad.. silly billy.. kelvin say i very DA XIAO JIE.. then he keep laughing at me..
after that went skate.. quite fun.. anyong got go.. haha.. happy.. bt too bad never talk much to him..
then meert one shuai ge.. forgot his name le.. i call him my " qin ai de" lol.. me and jeffrey keep crapping the whole day.. haha.. that shuai ge make a paper rose for me.. awww..
me and jeff took photos with the rose.. i love the rose so much mans.. i take it and skate around..
after tt got things happen to kelvin.. i feel sorry for him.. he was so angry until i scared lor.. try to cheer him up
by saying " dun angry la.. come i sing song for you"
i super crappy lor these days.. lmao bt didnt work in cheering him up.. i kenna scolding somemore =_=
but yeah around 7 plus i pull them all go out.. keep caobeh.. cause it was so damm boring.. it feels weird without jackson joewe and akira.. first time i like go skate without them.. nt used to it.. guess i depend on them too much.. and also they all maybe dote me too much le bahx.. haha..
DAY 2
went lot 1 with jeffrey suki and kel.. crapper all day lor.. we do so many stupid things.. take neoprint and eat at food court.. alot alot of laughing.. i've been very happy these few days.. laugh so damm much until i become light headed..
we play para para and DDR and then like disturb ppl like retarded.. haha deep saw me! but he nt sure if is me then never say hi =(( he oso jio me go club.. haha
we went to the cinema there to buy drinks and it brought back memories frm last time i came back to watch transformers.. haha.. so funny.. i remember most stuff clearly..
after that we oso got go mini toons gai gai.. then i take the toy rose act like thopse retarded ppl ask them to buy from me 5 dollar 5 dollar only.. jeffrey say i act until very good.. can pass la.. after i get the money then can take go play arcade.. lmao
and the funniest thing is i BUTTER FINGERS and then drop the minti toons thing.. i SHOCKED.. and then faster try to covrrer up.. laugh too much le..
after that i stole one sweet eat.. lmao then i keep showing suki on my tongue.. today really had fun crapping and anyhowing with her.. its something we really have in common
then we go bubble tea shop at di siao.. too bored le..
ER I WANT THE THAT THE MANGO ICE BLENDED BT ER I DUN WAN THE MANGO AHS..
one cup of jelly only.. and with oreos inside oso.. i only want your oreo.. dun wan yr oreo ice blended..
haha then go pet shop and look at pet food.. i wanted to buy hamster for kelvin so he can name it nicole and take care of it.. muahaha.. we want buy dog food make NASI LEMAK give ppl eat.. hee hee
ya.. we took neoprints too.. i'll upload soon.. the machine is a FUGLY SLUT lor.. we almost have to retake our pics.. OMG but they were good pics..
i want to show justin timbelake when i go back,, muahahha...
we oso got to pasta mania find my boyfriend.. bt he nt there.. then suki go flirt with one of the ppl working there.. omg what a fugly slut lor.. haha..
btw me and jeffrey is going to make a japanese name.. whoooo..
yeah soon they left.. me and jeffrey bussed.. he go home i go town.. FIND MY BOYFRIEND TERRY..
haha.. wait for him so damm long lor.. bt happy to see him
we went to eat dinner chat chat chat and then my curfew is here i have to go le..
yupps.. will udate photos soon..
living live loving life..
thanks guys for the great day today =DD
Sunday, December 2, 2007
today was a greatttt and sexyyy muchhh dayyy.. haha
i do hate to leave.. i duno why i'm not as excited as when i use to go back last time.. maybe no boyfriend to look foward to la..
I'LL MISS DEBBIE AND SAN YEE
today was great with those girls man..
EXOTICA TO THE MAXXX
and MAXIMUM push up bras..
and flirting with security guards..
making fun of ppl..
hanging out at GANGSTA GHETTO ally way..
even more EXOTICA
and running away from scary bian tai asian stalker guys..
and and AND perving on hot guys's asses.. haha
and obviously claire and the krew will very much be missed by me!
and just something i have to say.. me and debbie was talking abt it too.. turns out jaxon is still together with that isabel chick..
how tempting is it to just show her the pictures of me and him.. hahahaha.. those R rated pics too
me and debbie thought this is what i should do.. just to make thier lives difficult
" hey isabel! guess what me and your boyfriend was doing the other night?
or
while at the bonfire that night call her and say in sexy voice " isabel.. guess what? i'm on top of your boyfriend now.. " blah blah
we say alot of things and laugh like siao..
omg i just realise i won't be use to being without debbie for sooo long.. omg.. hope she and san yee has fun..
love you guys..
EXOTICA =p
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Wednesday night = bad night sleeping head was KILLING me and i was close to throwing up.. plus had a hard time trying to talk on the phone.. but i had fun =)
thursday = felt so much better.. hungry as!
went to " TWO COWS " for breakfast.. shopping after
Friday = last day at school.. whoop di doo.. dinner with debbie and co at night
Saturday = dim sum in the morning then off to airport to get san yee.. went to new hawkins park.. ran like retards.. stayed up till 4 having deep and meaningful chats
Sunday = breakfast at Trig beach and then off to mullaz with claire chanae coops trossy and co. alisatar and jaxon came along..
and i'm of to dinner and then debbies hse tonight!
what a good and exciting week it has been.. no time to update in detail.. will detail it up soon! =))
off the get changed..
peace out
*2 days to go *
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
BON FIRE
the second bonfire of the year..was great.. got drunk as and had a good time.. except this one was so much better.. and does NOT include kissing guys who already have girlfriends.. so its all good =p
went to calire's hse for dinner.. yummy yum yum
after slacking for awhile we went over to Trossy's house..
Craig was already there and we met another guy called coon i think.. i'll just call him Coon. he is a cool guy.. most importantly hes LEGAL AGE =p
we went out for ciggs and then went back to watch tv.. Coon was so nice.. he was gonna let me wear his shirt cus i was so cold.. lol thanks =)
and then trossy went to shower we just slacked around.. waiting for Casey and the rest to arrive...
soon Trossy's parents came back so trossy was like " GUYS MY PARENTS ARE BACK! "
Coon grabbed the alcohol i grabed my bag and me claire debbie and craig SPRINTED out of the house.. random much?
we sat across the road and chatted for abit .. Coon is PRO at prank calls.. he pranked craig one.. saying he is the 92.9 dj and that craig won 2 ticked to " big day out" he tried doing it to kaitlin.. is was sooo convincing but she already knew abt it so.. nt fun =p
Trossy had a fight with his parents and then soon casey and a few older guys came.. casey is soo cute.. and then claire just looked at them and said to me " omg this can't be good "
casey and craig went to the other guys car.. me deb, coon and claire took Trossy's car.. somehow i trust Trossy more.. lmao..
my GOSHH windows down blasting music and both cars racing and them yelling out of the windows to each other.. it was like a rollercoasted and made my stomach do flips..
we were at the traffic light and i turned to look at the other car..
casey caught my eye and i gave him a lil cheaky smile and he gave me one back... cuteee muchhh..
went to to liquor store and got 2 bottles of wine and a goon bag.. me deb claire and coon share one..
trossy was our driver so he got to have some..
wwe got there tried to start the fire and shit.. and CRANKED UP THE ALCOHOL.. craig was already half gone.. it was so funny..
the rest of the night was a blur.. but it was fun.. caitlin sean alistar and JAXON came.. i was like half drunk by the time they came so i was ike all over the place.. and hugs to jaxon much... hee hee
well pictures shall do the talking.. more to be updated..
Craig dancing.. casey drinking our alcohol! =p
drink drank so totally drunkkk
CASEYYY
coon, me and claire baby
My Jaxonnnn.. lol i so totaly look like shit.. look at my face?? i'm sooo out of it man
note the gay-ness going on behind..
KAITLYNN
loserrrs
Most of my night was with Jaxon..
Kisses by the bon fire.. =)))
gawsh he can be so sweet.. we were just lying there hooking up and stuff.. and he was talking to me.. i dunno what the hell he was saying but thats not the point.. lol..
the only problem with him is his hands.. wondering everywhere.. lol.. love him to bitts but he irritated me abit for the night..
" please please.. why not.. we won't even remember it tomorrow.. " blah bah blah " ok forget about it.. " *kiss kiss*
i knew what he wanted, the answer was nooo.. haha.. as i said many many times that night.. sean somemore shout " hey its okay i have a bag of condoms.. "
fuck you sean =p
then jaxon came out with a load of shit to say.. haha.. but my answer was still smile laugh at him and then say noo.. i wasn't that drunk to do stupid things.. lmao..
just laid there on top of him took photos and he ws playing with my hood.. haha..
my hair kept getting in the way so he push them to the sides like curtain..
the sentence i remember clearly that he said was
" Nicole seriously you look so hot right now.. i'm being dead serious you are so hot.. i love you so much..
haha i know i am.. and i love Me too =p .. i'm so bad haha..
he keep don't let me go keep pulling me back so i could nt spend that much time with the rest.. i was basically hooking up with him for the whole night.. haha.. exercise tongue muscles =p
then kaitlin come disturb.. she came hug me and then took pictures with us and then keep tou pai NC16 rated pictures of me and jaxon lor.. lmao..
i was sooo drunk and wasted alll night..and then i kept trying to sober up.. drank lots of water and then jaxon took m water and drink finish.. lol.. fuck him mans.. then sean give me milk to drink.. lol ..
well lazy to say so much.. summary of the night.. one word.. jaxon.. full stop.. haha ..
at least he kept me warm and stuff.. we were looking at the clouds.. how nice..
soon had to leave le.. jaxon don't let me leave.. lol.. and i was still drunk as.. i couldent walk stright and anything.. and he still could not keep his hands off me.. and him keep saying " last kiss last kiss.. "
forever never finish.. i keep scolding him all night lor.. lol cus we were behind and debbie they all was far infront so i was like " jaxon you are slowing me down! gees.. " blah blah..
then i keep asking him to shut up and then he scolded me JEW which was so random so i scolded him JEW bac..
reminded me of my sound clip from south park so i took out my phone searching for it to let him listen and then i could not see my screen propery lor.. lmao! i'm seeing DOUBLE..
how TRIPPY mansss.. that was fucked up shit.. and he was laughing at me.. he say he oso cannort see properly so we tried to read it together.. and then his hands started wondering again i didn't pay much attentin cus i was like " i'm standing up i don't think he can do anything..
how realllly wrong was I.. LMAO.. blah blah blah and i was like " goshhh jaxonnnnn "
still in shock.. haha "Debbie!!! " run run run.. and then he come catch up and carried me all the way there.. yupp..
i'm over it.. why does his fingers have to be so huge.. gosh.. haha his one finger is like 2 of my fingers =xx
anyway hugedd him bye bye hug sea.. hi 5 macormic and then ran back and gave jaxon one last hug.. and then went home..
at night i felt like shit.. looked like shit.. did too much shit.. and then conferenced with kel suki and alfreda.. i so did not know what i was talking about.. lol ..
well it was a good night.. will anything come out from this?? lol i dunno.. i'm still confuese and can't rememeber half the night.. so yeah...
more pictures comming from kaitlin's cam soon =DD
Sunday, November 25, 2007
back frm the last monday in sch i'll have for this year! whoop.. dunno whats wrong with me today.. so "out of it" and get aggitated easily oso..
and in the morning i was like super emotional watching mtv and the sad songs esp "when your gone" made me think of the past a eyes water but duh i dont cry..
well i havent touched by books for weeks.. and i have shit due tomorrow so i guess tonight will be staying up to finish my work again.. sighs..
spoke to my cousins the other day.. gees i miss her and the rest much much much..
yesterday DIDN'T SOBER UP in time.. so went to dinner slightly tipsy.. lol it was quite funny cause my face was pinkish.. together with debbie.. then she told me abt those china ppl anyhow catch abalone
i shall stay at hers next week so we can go catch abalone together =DD
after dinner we went to eat ice.. yummy.. watched mtv and chilled.. and then went back to mine.. yeah..
half hearted abt going to the bon fire on wednesday? and i havent told my parents yet either so.. pfft.. fuck you jaxon.. its over.. haha.. i always say that to everyone..
me : " ITS OVER BUDDY "
ppl: "Nicole dearest.. when was it ever UNDER "
gt mother fking tuition now.. omg..
catch ya
# i know when i go there, theres no turning back #
Saturday, November 24, 2007
yeah just got back.. i'm abit tipsy frm drinks and stuff.. face red so parents knew.. but you know.. they have to accept it.. i drink.. get over it.. alcohol is like taking over 1/4 of my life =)
anyway quick update..
yesterday went city with debbie.. shopping.. whoop.. fun.. ate kfc.. sat there for an hour.. crapping away.. and laughing.. LOL we saw a nigga a asian and a australian together and they sat at one table.. so i was like " RACIAL HARMONY BABY " haha started singing the " build the world.. make it a better place.. for you and for me and the entire human race... blah blah blah
micheal jackson song.. i was sober that day for once but i was acting like i was on crack or some shit.. it was funny..
i saw this guy with the hottest asss EVER.. i was following it.. told debbie " deb! look at that guys assss... omg i so just wanna squeeze it! "
and then went back to her house.. tried to dye my hair.. didn't work much.. watched chris angel.. and then went home at night watched 8 mile.. EMINEM I LOVE YOU
in the morning deb called me go catch abalone.. i was too tired.. lol..
then went to the movies with claire and dale.. after the movie claire's new mate called trossy who is 18 came picked us up in his car.. whoop whoop.. went back to claires.. drank and play monopoly..
trossy is a cool dude.. duh he brough us drinks and drove us back to claire house..
and soon my parents came and i'm off my face.. home now.. and its quite trippy typing when you are tipsy.. lol.. lots of typing errors..
i have to sober up soon before dinner..
pce out
Friday, November 23, 2007
You hink you gangsta cus u did time? well listen here gangsta don't cross the line
FRIDAY NIGHT PARTYS =)
yeah party was great.. but then jaxon and alistar decided they wanted me and claire to join them instead get drunk stonned whatever.. and claire really wanted to go.. but i had to say no.. yes i'm boy crazy but my KREW comes first..
did i mention how much i love those crazy kids? well i do.. esp my boys.. and i'd rather risk not having jaxon as a boyfriend then leaving my krew .. thats just me..
so yeah party was great..the boys was all just playing around with my hat.. lmao.. chris came too.. havent seen him in ages...
there was a war between METAL MUSIC vs HIP HOP GANGSTA MUSIC
lol.. moves were broken out on the dance floor.. whoop... haha..
party party the night away.. ate subway.. whoops.. the party security super tight.. lucky i never bring alcohol go or not i sure get kicked out.. lmao..
got list one then must get the wrist band to get in oso.. haha cute much..
but shane managaed to bring some anyway.. haha.. sean came looking so cute..
didn't get to take much pics.. but it was sooo fun.. really.. haha.. i got a picture with sean.. omg he is so cute.. not in the picture but in real life.. i think i'm crushing? =x
me and sean baby
he is quite sweet.. but i didn't have time with him.. had to entertain my girls.. dance with 23 mafia..
and my boys were tossing me around trying to throw me into the pool but i had hp in my pocket so that stopped them.. and my screaming.. and hitting them.. lol..
pat and them went for a swim came up wet and started hugging me.. i was like EWWWW GET OFFFFFF MEEEEE
it was a great night.. what a pity stephen didn't come..
spent alot of time with dale.. aww.. haha.. i really love him so much.. 2 years buddies now.. yupps.. he is truly funny kid.. and most importantly he is not petty..
anyways moving on.. i think mark and a few others got jealous because of the more "open" guys with me.. but.. mm.. yeah i duno.. they are my boys.. i love them to death.. but i can never get into a relationship with any of them.. with some exceptions of pat and sean.. haha...
anyway i got sweaty from all the dancing.. so then at at the pool edge with dale babe chatting.. finnaly they decided to do it.. lucy took the phone out of my wallet.. chris picked me up jackson helped him one two THREE *SPLASH&
and nicole as into the pool.. i came out and went to hug everyone jsut so they can get wet..
sean ask " are you okay?
me " yeah yeah i'm fine.. give me a hug! "
hugs him tight tighty so he'll get wet was my intention and then i thought he would run away but apparently not he hug me back so tightly too.. LMAO.. shocked much??
yeah no one really ran away hey just stand there let me hug.. hee hee..
soon slowly everyone got thrown/ pushed in.. including sean oso.. and then i was going to push jackson in cus he betray me.. LOL but i not strong enough.. in the end sean push me and then we both together fell in.. haha.. laughing day..
party in the pool.. whoop whoop!
so 80% of the ppl at the party was wet with clothes on.. quite funny..
and then it was 12.. time to leave!
sean is going to sydney tonight.. i won't see him til next year then.. i'll miss him.. haha..
well i'm off to shopping with debbie!
* 11 DAYS TO GO *
*more pics to be uploaded
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
and then after school hip hop was pretty good too.. i was abit behind but you know.. haha.. i seam to be attracting the girls there.. abit scary much? haha they are cute..
i'm such in a dancing mood.. omg i have to teach my ricky lee dance to debbie and then we can do it! yayy..
dad says no skipping sch for me.. but you know what? Screw him.. Screw it all..
i think its over between jaxon and isabel? maybe.. well its pretty much over for me and him too.. duno.. well see.. i'm coming back a whole different person soo.. depends on what happens..
speak of the devil here he comes online.. lol
i duno what eles to update.. stop here..
peace out
dance is life
dance help me forget my problems
dance is an expression
when i dance i look sexy =D
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
bored much.. today dance in school was great.. dance till my face was burning red.. good that mans i'm loosing weight..
well right now there is one thing imperfect about my body and if it doesn't become perfection soon i WILL do something about it.. my mind is made up.. i dunno how much money i'll have to spend and the side effecs might kill me.. bt you know.. i think its worth it?
jaxon said bonfire party next wednesday! but omfg wednesday.. i thursday still must go school lor.. so how?? grr.. think of something.. parents please let me party the night out and thursday don't go school?? going to school with a hang over is SUICIDAL
anyway here are pics of me and debbie frm saturday at my house
well heres a list i came up with..
* THINGS TO FULFILL BY THE AGE OF 21 *
- Stay out and party all night going home only after 3
- clubbing clubbing and more clubbing
- Get so drunk i wake up not remembering what happened
- Dance on bar top /table
- Get my car and drive to friends houses for drinks and stuff
- get BAKED*
- party for one week stright
- not come home for over 2 days ( yes i have over protective parents )
thats all for now.. i know i'm pathetic.. lol
gtg mum is yelling
toodles
Monday, November 19, 2007
15 days and i'll be back in singapore.. when i come back to Perth i swear i'm going to be a totally different person.. so don't fucking give me shit.. even more different frm when i first came.. i change alot already.. but i'm gonna change more.. STRONGER.. confidence i'm already filled with it.. i'm quite silly and playful but next year i'm gonna concentrate and be focus on my studies..
i have my blonde moments now.. but next year i'm LITERALLY gonna go blonde.. for sure.. super light brown with blonde streaks.. please please.. cross fingers.. lol
well and also when the new year starts guys won't be my priority in life anymore.. screw having a boyfriend.. BOYS will be a big part of my life but my life won't revolve around one BOY
well had a pretty crap day?? and i'm still trying to find out what the "never again" ment..
i'm fucking pissed.. and kinda sad but screw it..
if my piority is I ME and MYSELF and just having fun my life will be GREATTT..
well i'm looking foward to turning blonde for sure.. and shopping during the holidays.. and seeing my cousins.. and ballet tonight.. and dance tomorrow..
yupp.. dancing makes the world go round..
chatted with darren justin and stephen yesterday.. primary school mates.. yeah miss them.. =DD
# there will always be haters #
Sunday, November 18, 2007
yesterday tot will be quite boring but me and debbie cranked up the alcohol.. whoop di doo.. pictures will be up soon.. yupps yupps..
decided to participate in the " aunties convo" quite interesting.. lyk watching an episode of desperate housewives.. aww.. so nice.. next time me and debbie will oso be lyk tt.. haha.. sit around while our husbands drink beer.. we ourselves can crank up the alcohol of have a tea party and gossip about ladies with big boobs and never wear bar walking around.. LMAO.. personal joke peeps..
yeah then was super tired and went to bed,..
woke up with miss calls frm claire and sms frm jaxon <3>
things between me and darren are a little.. i duno hes pissing me off.. and i need my space.. i'm no long the same person anymore.. so..
today went to my sch carnival with claire and debb.. saw the other peeps there..
hang around and then walked to take bus.. waiting quite long for the bus.. me and claire took pics..
reached there claire ask issit i nervous.. lol.. infact i was a little bit.. i miss jaxon.. finally get to see him again.. i don't ususally get nervous... weirddd.. lol
the movies timings were fucked.. so we decided to watch " good luck chuck"
Jaxon and ali was playing time chrisis 4 when we got there so we didn't disturb them we just stand there watch.. haha.. then he tunred around say " oh hi girls! " hahaha. with his lil mr happy shirt.. standard.. i think he is in love with green shirts.. i'm gonna change that.. muahahha..
then he came behind my datona chair and then we decided to walk to nandos to eat first..
and then we went to watch movie.. at first we were at the front seats.. wtf mans.. it was killing my neck.. so we moved a row back... lmao..
didn't matter much i was lying on jaxon most of the time.. the claire kinda hint to alistar by saying " awww look at jaxon and nicole " ali just said "yeah" lyk wtf lor.. lol
the movie was damm funny.. lol .. abit dodge.. but yes pretty sure jaxon enjoyed the sexual scenes.. lmao..
after that we went toilet and then claire said that ali was fridgit and stuff.. i said maybe he is just shy..
after that jaxon had to leave and ali was going to his house so they left.. then me and deb went to calires hse..
chillaxed there and then found out something which pissed me off.. and now i'm at deb's hse.. yeap yeap..
yeah claire told me yesterday when they were drinking jaxon said he liked me?? cause he was getting pissed of with isabel anyway.. hmmm.. i duno.. i don't trust it.. and he probably just SAY only.. under the influence..
i'm not looking for a hell deep and meaningfull relationship.. even more i'm nt looking for a long distance relationship so.. mm.. hai..
if i'm starting to fall for jaxon i duno what to do.. hmmm.. i hope things will be fine with us just being FWB??
* shaker and cracker for life! *
other girls and just blehhhh *******
Friday, November 16, 2007
dale and koby ask me to go see movies tonight.. sadly i can't =( sorry.. alot of ppl coming my house later.. omg they really tot this is what chalet or restaurant can.. lol idiots.. so then mum said i ca't go out.. arghhh..
tomorrow got performance at school carnival thingo.. jaxon cliaire alistar all coming to watch me.. hee hee.. then we go walk walk then after that go watch movie bahx..
last few weeks talk to alfreda kel and zhe.. hee.. i miss them.. esp alfreda.. because of me she don't go holiday! omg so touched.. i love her soooo much.. and i miss terry too.. he is 18 le.. whee.. good for him lor..
apparantly i'm doing intro clac next year.. wheets.. smarty pants.. see how i die lor.. i think less then a week i will drop it already.. see how
looking foward to my holiday back.. no boyfriend.. eh weird? but nvm single has benefits too
duno what tp update i'm just talking cock only.. deb say wan audi.. i go audi le..
toodles
Sunday, November 11, 2007
BRINGING SEXY BACK
yes finally i get to update on the best experiance of my life EVER.. jealous much? haha i know some ppl are.. pathetic =p get a life please i know your life won't be as sexy as mine but you can find better things to do then TRY oh so very hard to upset me
i was on a high for the most day.. haha..
reached there went to bursewood since we were like hell early.. took some pictures
outside the club
red carpet ready!
and then left for the merchandise store.. i got SEXYBACK sexy shorts.. whoop whoop.. and Jt beanie.. was gonna get shot glasses but then after that changed my mind..
finally doors were opened.. i started squealing and me and deb were almost the first to get in and then we like ran about like idiots around the dome.. soon we got to our seats and wated as people of different shapes sizes race age all come to see JT.. whoop whoop
me and debbie sat that laughing at ppl commenting of what ridiculous things ppl wear these days.. and JINGLY ppl.. super fat.. cute guys.. gay? duno.. haha.. spoted a few hotties from my seat.. but none of them ever can compare with JT
before the crowd started coming in
2 gay guys? or just good looking guys? hahaha you be the judge
well enough said i shan't rattle on too much.. finally he came and the enterance was SPECTACULAR.. everyone was screaming their heads off.. i'll update videos soon.. just enjoy pictures for now..
I would so do JT ANYtime ANYplace.. sighhss.. haha
opening!
the lights were fantastic.. and he sings so damm well.. he chatted with us.. so cute man his laugh.. he called us " PERTHians" and he came up with the slogan " everything is perfect in perth "
well it was so good and his dance just make me want to jump on him! omg.. really.. he is my inspiration.. lol.. super sexual on the stage.. wheets wheets.. i wish i could be one of those dirty dancers cus i can so do what they did and more man.. i'm pro.. haha.. he's a manslut? man whore? so what? i ADORE the hell out of him.. guys don't be jealous of him.. haha.. i love his cheaky smile the best
well enough said one word SEXY.. enjoy the pictures peeps
My baby
say what? lol
he can play the piano too..
and still be sexy doing it.. he can so have sex with the piano.. or on the piano =x kayys i should shut up.. more pictures!
ILY
last few song got us up and dancing SUMMERLOVE ddebbie went high and then it was LOVESTONNEd and last of all SEXY BACK.. hell dramatic opening to it.. again i will upload the videos.. bear with the screaming and shaking f camera and our horrible singing tho.. haha..
END OF SHOW
thanked us and played a last song.. whoop whoop.. haha me and debbie shouted WE LOVE YOU JUSTIN!
after that we joint them at the after party where eneminem and 50 cent were all there.. party all night and got home late =)
didn't go sch today the weather is so hot i think i'm going to faint.. well peace out ppl.. i'll try to get videos on soon =D
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE's BITCH
Friday, November 9, 2007
well the guys just call him a man whore
JUSTIN IMBERLAKE BABY
its tonight.. yes bitches jealous much?
so excitedddd... will get ready in a few hours off the bursewood and yeah party the night away!
stephen is so funny .. i said i wanna be mrs timberlake then he said " me tooo" ahahha.. gayy much
i'm in such a good mood.. and yeah i'll be back on the 5th of december =) but its only for like a week i think then i will go malaysia and back to singapore after christmas =))
i spoke to pat yesterday but i was like giving him attitude.. grrr.. i'm still pissed that he didn't ask me to go to his beach party.. everyone was shocked.. here are the different comments when i said i wasn't invited..
" Fuck off of course you are invited.. you and pat are like BBFLs man! "
" no way pat is such a dick head.. you are ALWAYS invited.. "
" your lying.. you are always invited.. there will be no party without tan-dawgs man! "
" shit i'll go speak to pat about it! he can't not invite you.. you guys are like so close! "
more to go.. everyone is shocked.. well so am i.. yes me and him use to be like THIS "X" *cross fingers*
but i guess not anymore.. and i don't want to go.. stop trying to get me to gate crash.. i just want to get invited.. even if i was.. i won't go because seeing him and millie together will just upset me..
well have fun guys.. altho it wont be much fun without me =p
well u know pat will regrette some day.. after things are over with him and millie.. i still have sean boy so pfft..
and my friends are wayyy better... so seriously i couldent care less.. i really don't want/don't need a boyfriend.. even tho ppl have offered and said they wan't to help me find one but its ok.. its all good..
havent seen cracker for a long time.. her reletives are here.. well we will have fun tonight wooo..
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Nicole thinks * pretty boy + pretty girl= aww.. its love *
swimming carnival yesterday was great.. me steph jackson and james were bus buddies on the way to challenge satdium.. brings back memories from retreat when i had to sit next to stephen all the way there.. he is so random.. haha good times..
went there got change to my cheer leader stuff and got my lil purple pom poms! wooo.. hhaha..
busy day for me.. helping my lil lover liam HAHA L L L to get all the year 9 to turn up to their events.. find replacements.. remind year 10s to get to their events.. blah blah blah.. this mischelenous stuff.. got pissed with the year 9 girls all say what can't swim cus they HAVE THEIR PERIODS.. bollicks.. haha.. along with the rest of them.. pfft..
well i went to my events.. kick board and guess what?? FIRST PLACE BABY.. i have my first place ribbon.. proud proud..
was against my pretty boy sean.. aww.. haha hell checking him out today.. blond hair and topless body.. goshhh.. haha.. and we talked abit.. well i mostly said " i'm so gonna beat you sean" and he wish me good luck.. aww.. haha..
saw stephen swim.. so funny.. i love that idiot man he is so greatly sweet in helping me get over the heartbreak pat caused me.. along with the rest of the krew.. haha.. laura said " omg stephen has a hot body"
i turned around i say like " hey! "
then she said " oh shit are you like best friends with him? ooh.. ahha "
well you know the hottie of the day was andre.. gosh.. i hate him at school but apart from that its * droollss* all the brothers of the berenger family are whoop whoop hottie heven.. aatheletic.. not so much smart.. aha.. but anyways
in water polo i had to i was the 2nd last swiimer had to swim to andre and i was telling myself " swim nicole swim! faster faster! getting closer to andre!! "
was a great day.. we got second in water polo.. and i got my ribbon.. whoop whoop
great day.. perving on guys.. and sean.. and paul and andre.. and brad! yes the only goos guy is sean.. but you know.. haha..
last ballroom dancing tomorrow.. hope i get to dance with sean.. cus or not no more other lessons with him until next year maybe =(( hahaha..
well was talking to jaxon yesterday.. he still managed to be sweet as ever.. with his new girlfriend who is 2 hours away.. haha.. and comes to perth like every 2 weeks.. which sucks for him.. i'm not jealous anymore.. i feel sorry for the poor baby..
well we had a date on sunday.. hopefully.. if nothign eles pops up.. and then i'll show up at the beach with him.. just to spite pat.. muahahaha..
peace out
# 2 days to justin timberlake! #
Sunday, November 4, 2007
went to school and imidiately hugs were given by bunky and higgys.. higgs is great he saw me and said " aw come here nicole.. its oki wan't there but i knew.. " and he gave me a hug.. so sweet.. yes i'm fine really.. i don't give a shit.. i'm abit pissed but i'll get over it.. my chance will come soon i just know it.. or i'll find some other guy to obsess about.. girls like me heart's can change pretty quickly.. but will still never totaly forget the past loves..
on the bright side.. justin timberlake's concert this sat! wooo.. and i'm getting a certificate of credit cus i'm in the top 30% of australia for the australian maths competition.. i'm so proud =DD
me S&E over all didn't do too well 53%.. at least i pass.. cus more then half the class failed.. meh.. idid well in the history section.. thats all the matters.. i got 24/30.. that is like 80%.. wooo
well the party was good.. i love my krew dearly.. i was a good girl.. only had a few sips.. no getting drunk.. no drugs.. no smoking.. =)
i got upset tho.. cus of pat and millie.. pat knew i was upset with him.. well good that he knows.. arghh.. forget about him.. zak was like gone totaly.. it was so funny.. i hell started dirty dancing with him.. and we owned the dance floor..
we had a competition to see who could get lower. obviously i won.. hee hee.. after that we walked around and he was like " yes i love you.. look at me and my azn slut " well gees thanks.. it was forgiven since i knew he was " under the influence" bleah..
well pictures bitches
best friends forever..
love you dale baby
alex whoop whoop
biance.. millie ( well idon't like you that much anymore ) and me
kane boy, me and kieren.. neighbours of WHORE street =DD
He is my hero.. and my neigbour the terrorist behind wants to kill us
sexy! me and mark look the best XD
yes its mah krew baby
lovers at the front.. ( note pat and millie on the left.. screw them )
nah i don't hate pat really.. i'l be able to get over it soon and then i can go back to treat him like my good friend.. but now i have my other friends to fall on..
Jaxon me FWB.. haha.. i miss him.. we have a date this suday.. after my date with JT on saturday.. whoop whoop
had to walk to kierens house before the party.. it was still daylight and i prayed so hard no one would see me walking and be like " wtf is with this crazy emo whore "
i got bitten by kierens dog.. arrghh.. and then his sis in law drove us to the party..yeapps yeapps
me and higgys were having heart to heart conversations about pat this morning.. and then pat came over and like massaged my shoulders from behind like he always does.. i tried to act normal and nt cry.. yeah soon the bell went..thank god.. altho ididn't want to leave them.. but yeah left for class..
ms smith pissed me off so much today.. this time i was innocent.. i got scolded for nt talking.. well screw her.. i'l make sure i'll bring distruction to her class the next lesson.. don't mess with me women..
Jaxon is so funny.. i said the teacher is jsut jealous of me..
then he said " yeah shes jealous she doesn't have an ass like yours.. "
and we went on and on i said her ass was ovesized and sagging blah blah and we both agree how great my ass was.. somehow it got of topic and he had to say " wait what are we talking about now? boobs or ass? "
funny.. jaxon is a perve.. then i said " no my dear we are still talking about ass "
silly billy
well thats it.. i have the flu and i hope i'll get well soon.. or i can't kiss jaxon.. muahaha..
Saturday, November 3, 2007
* * *-ssos-N * * *
I want to go snowboarding!
after watching kendra snowboard i sooo want to snowboard toooo.. i can so pull of the sporty sexy look.. its soo me.. hahaha..
was pat's b'day yesterday but he didn't come to school =( so i sms him happy birthday and chatted with him on myspace for abit.. i miss him so much! sorry! i promise i won't give up on this =) haha but anyways i'm excited to see him today.. yeahhs..
parents complain that i've been out partying everyweek.. and then dad say " yeah i'm afraid you will get out of control" i laughed in his face.. lmao..so he laughed too.. pfft..
josh my first love is starting to notice my existance again and crave my attention lately.. wheets.. haha.. he is so hot *drools* but you knw whatever.. too late buddy..
anyway friday was a pretty good day.. altho once again i didn't get to dance with pat i kinda ad fun dancing.. i feel sorry for sean cus some things happen.. i wish i could console him.. mmmm.. i was gonna dance with him bt then jackson.m ask me first so i said ok.. then sean was like =_=.. so i said " i'm so sorry sean! " he smile and said its ok
science was so funny.. boys i love you all and everything but sometimes you piss me off.. lol.. but its funny.. what am i saying you guys are great..
me and stephen are science partners.. apparantly we played around too mch in class that day tho.. it was funny. and then we started fighting then i said " omg stephen you punched me in the ovaries"
the whole lesson since it was science i was going on about ovaries and fallopian tubes and what not.. lmao.. dale tried to seduce me with his legs.. him and matt were trying to steal my mouse away.. stephen kept tickling me and punching me in the ovaries cus i was hitting him..
tayler and naomi help me revenge.. they both tickle him.. and he couldent take it. it was sooo funny.. haha
well off to kieren's hse at 7 and his sis in law shall take us to the party..
wooo.. update soon.. i miss pat.. so so much =)
Thursday, November 1, 2007
# 8 more days to justin timberlake concert! wooo #
got my results back.. but havent told my parents.. lmao.. well everyone eles did quite bad.. and quite a few people fail.. but i never fail so i still think its pretty good.. altho i could have done better.. i got the easy questions wrong and the hard questions right.. it was only cus i didn't have time to check my answers.. argh.. whatever..
jaxon said if i write his equation i'm sure to get full marks
Nicole + Jaxon = OMG SO FUCKING SEXY
yes we would make the cover of playboy magazine.. haha
things with me and pat are alright.. who i sometimes don't feel like talking to him.. but yeah.. whatever rights? it will get better soon.. things need to even out.. but like i told bianca.. ITS ON! ahaha.. i'll get what i want in time..
so here are my results
Maths course 1 / A maths = 67%
Science extention course = 73%
so i'm definately in chemistry next year! woo.. haha..
tomorrow i have ballroom dancing.. wooo me and sean! haha.. bt teacher will be back so if i start seducing sean again she is going to kick me out of class =x whoops
party this saturday night.. concert the next saturday night.. i have a great life.. haha.. well at least i have a life..
i'm off now..
peace out ~
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Current status : hung over and so so sick..
lets start with friday
FRIDAY
maths exams was a killer.. well i prepared for it by watching " so you think you can dance" the night before.. haha.. but well i planned it out.. i won't fail thats for sure.. i'm just slacking off now cus next year then is more impt..
so after maths paper we had ballroom dancing.. sadded i didn't get to dance with pat this week.. dance with mundie and sean mostly.. haha most enjoyable was with sean.. we both kinda took advantage of the fact that our main sport teacher wasn't there to tell us for being " too close " haha.. =x he is sooo cute lor.. pretty boy.. haha.. we ended up holding hands walking around the gym.. =x but then claire said she kinda like sean.. so after that i was like =( k lor nvm let to her.. haha.. when dancing cus not enough boys then i say " its okay claire we can both share sean" hahaha..
claire spotted me looking at pat a few times just to check who he is dancing with.. then claire say " nvm shes not even pretty" lol so bad.. but i told her " well i was thinking it but you SAID it.. hahaha " got to love that girl man
after school went to try look for my french maid costume.. dissapointed that i couldent.. then went to claire's hse slack til 10.. talked to her about jaxon pat and all.. mmmm.. asked jaxon to come over.. but he already had plans =( so nvm lor.. then sms pat he ask me to go town with him tomorrow =DD happy like what only..
SATURDAY
woke up went to train station meet pat and the krew.. it was fucking freezing lor.. kinda regrette going because all the way Millie and Pat keep flirting right infront of my face.. disapointed ? but maybe he is just waiting for me to make the first move or something.. pfft.. forget it..
so at night went over to claires to drown my sorrows.. there was me claire, claire's sister emma, dean, zak , nae and annie buds for life definately.. because that was a night i will never forget..
started with just playing a few alcohol card games like if loose must drink blah blah.. so drank drank more and more skulled it in one gulp and everything.. just so upset.. but i had so much fun.. we were dancing and being idiots.. and we took idiot photos while drunk.. haha..
at the begining.. still sober
losing balance
more to be updated..
me and claire had to shots down.. dedicated to all those guys who are dick heads and just deserve a slap
we were all over the place mans.. i wasn't even walking stright and keep falling on the floor.. super funny mans..
claire started freaking out tell us we have to sober up we have to sober up..
so drank alot of water.. but that made me feel sick so went and throw up.. but then i was ok after that.. feel slightly better..
went out for ciggs.. i was stumbling there.. atfer my cig i could not move i could not even sit stright.. so funny i started laughing.. everyone was so wasted.. i just sat on dean and everyone was just laughing and swearing and saying " fuck i love you guys.. i fucking love you .. i'm so sorry! " 3 of this were the most popular phrases of the night
anyway claire's parents were gonna come home soon so we had to tidy up and sober up and all.. i tried so hard but i felt so so soo wasted i was lying on the floor for abit..
claire said we must eat she bought a chocolate crossiant just for me but i could not eat.. just won't go down my troat..
best way she decided is just to throw up.. i stumbled over there and i didn't even need to force myself everything just came out like fuck.. so annie and all came to take care of me tied my hair up and shit..
chanae was so wasted oso after i was alright she was practically sitting next to to the toilet for AGES talking to emma.. haha
me and claire kept trying to get jaxon and stuey to come over.. i just really felt like seeing jaxon.. craving a hug from him man.. regardless of where his hands will wonder to.. but they were busy with their party and could not get here or not they dunno how to go home.. fair enough.. whatever..
all of us had the time of our lives.. even tho i feel so so sick right now.. and the night was horrible.. fell stright to my bed but woke up in the middle of the night needing to throw up and then felt too sick ti go back to bed.. just looking at alcohol makes me feel sick.. i was so so so wasted man.. thank god i did not pass out..
TODAY
woken up by nae's call.. she called to say sorry for something that happen yesterday even tho i can't even remember.. they said i hooked up with dean.. omg... haha..
but yeah after that me claire emma and dean just watched a movie and chill-lax.. i'm home now.. pissed at both pat and jaxon.. pfft.. sad.. haii
i think i might have a fever and i still feel so so sick.. thank god my parents didnt know how wasted i was yesterday..
well i'm off to get over my hang over now.. and take medicine.. ope i'm not coming down with a fever..
everything will get better soon i can just tell.. mood swingss.. meh..
# Cheating is so so bad.. learnt from the movie watched today.. the feeling of someone cheating on you / in love with someone eles is jsut the shittest.. but i'm a slut i cheated before.. and kissed someone who already had a girlfriend.. making him a cheater.. confession.. i'm not a good person.. maybe that is why my love life is so fucked up #
* once a cheater always a cheater *
Thursday, October 25, 2007
* Nicole + Patryk = sexyyyy muchh <3>
grrr.. i totaly screwed my science exams.. oh well.. when the teachers mark it they are so totaly gonna laugh their asses off and i'll be the legend they remember forever =D
absolutely definately totally.. Nicole is a fucking legend ( just as bianca would love to say it )
tomorrow maths exams and i'm off the hook.. bring on the alcohol bring on the music bring on the dance floor.. and party party party..
yes i'm going to confront chelsea soon.. wtf is wrong with the girl man.. she has issues.. nvm my ppl will back me up.. but i don't even need people to... i can do it on my own.. but that ppl for being sensible and sticking by me =) ILY
dunno what eles to update le... hmm.. i have a date with claire tomorrow.. wooo..
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
* If barbie is so popular why do we buy her friends? *
english exams today.. aced it baby.. i think i did quite well =p only i didn't write as much as other people but you know.. its about QUALITY not QUANTITY
tomorrow science.. omg i'm gonna study for the whole day and skip hip hop.. i've danced enough in school.. all is good.. was going to skip ballet and pointe yesterday but changed my mind.. can't afford to miss it i love it too much =p
and guess what I GOT INVITED TO THE HALLOWEEN PARTY
i have got to give myself credit man.. i'm so pro...just a little bit of flirting and all is good.. woo.. now i need a sexy halloween costume and everything will be okay!
pat is calling me a pokemon now.. claiming its a compliment XP .. whatever.. haha.. i love him ! just simply so so so much.. seeing him just brightens my day..
well gonna be a good girl good student and get to studying and doing my art cus that is my lifeee
* i'ma hip hop babe *
If time is a waste of life, and life is a waste of time
then lets get WASTED and have THE TIME OF OUR LIVES
damm have to go back to school tonight to do modeling for my school uniform.. JOY.. pfft.. haha
i'm a happy girl.. with only one thing on her mind I AM GOING TO GET INTO A HALLOWEEN PARTY! even if it means i'm going to GATE CRASH =p i'm pro its alright
yesterday alfreda STEAD tik tik called me.. we had nice chats.. i love her so much.. told her i'm over love and relationships and stuff.. come on.. soo.. she is my stead =D i love her! lmao.. we have fun making fun of people with old pasa malam 3 for 1 dollar panties.. ewww.. come on no fight for my gucci g string =x=x=x as jeffrey ad alfreda like to say
she show her brother my friendster acc.. hahaha.. so funny and then we talked about her god bros and stuff.. yupps yupps.. i do miss her =)
so happy when i was sleeping jaxon sent me the sweetest sms.. this is what it said " Hey babe.. hope i didn't wake you up from your beauty sleep..i'm really bored,and decided to make you feel loved. text me back when you get this =) "
i only replied him the next morning.. hee hee.. indeed sweet.. see.. even fags can be nice sometimes.. you just have to becareful and play your cards right.. muahaha..
i'm back on pat's myspace top friends.. how exciting.. i love him to bitts.. havent spoken to him for quite long.. i do miss him.. shall catch up with him tomorrow yeahs?
anyway excited for the modeling tonight kinda.. see my lil lover , Liam.. he is so adorable.. will take pics with him too.. got him mistaken with his twin bro the other day.. omg so embarrassing.. haha.. i signed on liam's cast today.. i wrote " Nicole Hearts Liam " awww.. haha.. he is the sweetest lil thing.. no matter what other ppl say..
well i'm off.. gonna change skins and update my friendster soon.. yeahs.. i've decided relationships are not for me.. unless it is with pat.. haha.. but i won't even take it seriously anymore.. this is my life now.. i like it.. =)
~God made mud, God made dirt, God made Guys so Girls Could Flirt~
Sunday, October 21, 2007
[[ a new begining? a different way of life ]]
i'm really really ment to be studying now but i'll just do a quick update anyway..
things are slowly getting better! great party friday night!
nice time spent with chris and krew on saturday,
Things with me and stephen are sorting out and he said sorry to me =),
i'm loving claire bear more and more
caught up with zac
think i might have fallen for pat? but we are quite close now =)
LAST but NOT LEAST
me and Jaxon have came to a understanding and we are now FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS.. lmao its a good thing.. as long as i don't end up falling for him it will be all good =) he is quite sweet actually.. haha.. we are making rules for our FWB relationship.. hahaha..
i knw what kind of person he is but you know we are just up for fun and living life.. someone for confront but for now love is out of the question.. but i'm not too fussed cause this guy is number one in my heart and i'm starting to love him to bits but its not going anywhere too soon.. but its okay =)
he just makes me smile so much ! and this picture is so sweet too
FRIDAY NIGHT
got ready and then called calire to ask if she was home yet then i went over to her house.. nae nae and annie was there already getting ready too and then debbie came..
claires lil sis is soooo adorable.. emma.. haha.. wished we could take her along.. used claires com.. ate chips slacked about calling people to see how we could get to the party.. and made te card for dale and luke..
finally zac is our saviour and he will be comming to pick us up! yayy.. happy so went down for our alcohol.. ready shouldent have drank on a empty stomach cause i was like * * * * * stars everywhere man.. lol..
zac came we got into the car chatted alot with zac i miss him! and we had nice chats on the car.. reached got out of the car saw the party and we were like WOW
yeah party was great like all parties would be.. i got the attention i wanted so all is good =p
when i reached there i saw pat and mark so i ran up to them and jumped on them haha.. mark first then pat after.. i didn't want to let go of pat tho.. hee hee..
me claire and zac left for ciggs and stuff and then elliot and greg kept following us.. they were getting annoying and elliot kept flirting with me.. ahaha.. go away faggot..
it was soo windy.. eww..
yeah dance until i so tired.. and i was soo hungry.. finally pizza came i was sooo happy.. haha..
higgys and mark didnt look very happy so i tried my best to cheer them up and be with my peeps.. accompany them to dance like crazy.. haha.. scott was being annoying jumping all around.. and we kept fighting.. then he say " just kidding jsut kidding.. " lmao..
anyway it was a great party.. when the party died down we jsut sat around slacking and chatting.. 3 ppl kept sitting on me.. jackson, jsoh and elliot i was squashed.. lol but i felt loved so it all works =DD
some girls annyed me but some girls will always be my champs
like lil miss manda =)
well thats enough for now i'm off to do my maths and art..
daren sms me this morning i kinda asked him to stop waiting cus its not worth it and after my last relatinship in singapore yes i'm over all this crap and i'm only going to enjoy my single life.. they don't understand my different life now and it might hurt them but i don't take thigns seriously now.. i'm sorry.. things change.. people change.. its just a bubble i built to keep myself from getting hurt again..
now chatting with stephen. .and just waiting for an sms from my sexy FWB jaxon =p their name sounds the same.. but they are totaly different people
# everyone in life has a purpose, even if it is to serve as a Bad Example #
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
HOLIDAYS UPDATE
yeah i'm going to take time to update now.. photos and shit all..
well i already wrote about the Thursday night party.. i was pretty fucked.. but here are some pictures from the night anyway.. sadded didn't get any with mark and pat at our lil after party=p
me and claire baby.. look at my retarded face.. barcardi started kicking in..
ILY dale=p lmao bend down to i won't look short in the pic
drink drank drunk.. good night it was!
FRIDAY
was hangover day.. like i said coke + barcardi 38%alcohol + even more beer + ciggs will screw you up sooo bad.. esp if you spent the night walking around til 12
when i finally woke up the next day me feet were killing me like hell.. and then we went back to my house and watched shows till at night.. got tired and was flat on the bed..
SATURDAY
spring in the valley
it was fucking hot day mans.. went down to spring in the valley with the air force krew and debbie all.. this is the shittest event of the year.. unless i am over 18 and go there with my friends..
you see all those adluts fuck themself up in broad daylight and they are so drunk that some pass out and do the stupidest things.. its so funny.. they can't even walk stright.. we made some friends near the live band there danced for abit and stuff.. bt yeah saturday sucked.. so borrrrinnggg... could have went out with claire..
had my lil tiara on to join in with the crowd.. most ppl dressed up.. when i'm old enough we'll come with my krew hire a bus so we can get drunk as and just party the night away in broad daylight with our awesome skanky costumes
Drank V to keep us entertained..
SUNDAY
went to the beach at lanceline
we did lil paddling thingo
and then we kayack-ed quite fun.. haha and then just drived under the big waves at the beach.. it was quite a fun day.. shan't say too much.. got tanned.. beach-ed.. good times.. lol
MONDAY
went to the beach with pat and the krew like i decided.. spent my last day with them.. played rugby walked to the shops.. dale didn't have shoes on i felt so heart pain i said i would carry him so he won't hurt his feet.. awww.. haha but as you guys know i'm not strong enough..
ordered pizza.. and then wanted to do the coke and mentos experiment.. they screwed it up.. we had a lil fountain on coke going.. sik-ness
then halfway the balls got stuck in the tree.. they were going to throw me up so the ball would fall off.. bleahx.. but they wouldent.. they love me too much.. hee..
anyway we hanged out fun fun fun.. later the other group was going to leave to saw josh.. justin green came over and talked to me.. altho i hate him but i just still talk to him then he intro ian to us then i said " hey i know you! "
then he ask issit i play hockey then i say yeah.. so we started talking.. and then soon the bus came.. bus-ed home.. and that was the end of my day.. yupps yupps..
today school was weird i'm used to just having stephen then and now we dont talk anymore.. where is my motivation? haiish.. oh well.. maybe its better this way we won't get distracted..
LOVE PATRYK!! DALE!! MARK!! CRACKER DEBBIE! AND CLAIREE
and the rest of the guys in my krew.. the girls are pissing the shit out of me.. but that is just the everyday routine..
"Death is instant, Pain will end, glory is forever"
Monday, October 15, 2007
actually claire said maybe later if she and stuey got go out then he will call jaxon and calire will get me to come also .. double date =x haha no la.. its tempting but its the last day of the holidays and i'm more loyal to my krew so.. haha..
really don't know what has gotten into me! debbie help! haha.. i use to always say he is so lame.. loser blah blah but still can't help thinking about him this few days man.. what made me change my view of him??
i think its the hair.. yeah the sexy new hairstyle.. haha what do you think debbie? or maybe is just because i kinda missed him then suddenly got to see him again surprise surprise he walked in just as i was gonna sms him.. OR maybe it i ust the fact that he has the same name as the other person just spelt differently..
so funny claire asked me if i liked jaxon then immidiatly without thinking i said " no because i don't know him well enough.. maybe if i got to know him better"
then calire said " but you made out with him! "
me " yeah i was drunk =p "
but anyways i know he might not make the best boyfriend in the world.. he is not in my school so i can't see him everyday unlike debbie.. but it will be FUN haha.. dunno what i am thinking OMG! debbie hope i havent fallen for him or i'm screwed.. haha
maybe going to hang with pat and MARK *wink wink debbie* will keep my mind of him.. don't be jealous CRACKER go see your doctor and fixed your screwed up jaw =p
# shit happens when you party naked #
Friday, October 12, 2007
[[ Thursday to remember =D ]]
my head hurts from the hangover so i'm just gonna make a quick update
woke debbie up and we had to get the chores done for the day and then we headed down to the beach i was in a rush because i had to be there before chris =p i promised him
waited for the rest of the krew and then we headed to the beach.. played rugby with the guys! fun much! haha they have alot of excuses why we can't tackle them. so funny.. and then mark was like " yeah bitches.."
went for a swim in the freezing cold water with steph and debbie came up and then i sat next to dale we all just basically slacked around in the sun throing the ball around.. chris tried to hit my head i hit marks head 3 times haha.. it was just a really nice time together at the beach.. glad they came.. love them to bits..
went to the park played on the sea saw with steph and then we played rugby with the guys for awhile then we just sataround the beach listening to music and then just chatting about wassup tonight.. me and debbie were going to a BYO party.. then annie and claire wanted to come so i was like " yeah yeah come come " so we planned everything and the guys decided to come too!
went home shower change went over to lake side k mart.. look for mark say hi! he brough us to lay bys to see pat working. HI BABY! haha saw him working so damm cute/ funny lor go there disturb him for abit and then he said " Nicole i was so kill you right now if the cameras weren't on" haha he said he will come tonight and i was like YAY.. and then left for debbies house
ate pizza and waited for annie and claire to come and then we walked over to the party.. quite a crap party i must say.. tok out the barcardi i took from debs house and mixed with coke.. get this party started. and then i was thinking about jaxon wonder if he got come today and then he came in with his lil spiky mohawk i was like "shit!" then debbie and her big mouth keep saying " Nicole nicole! look is your jaxon!" haha then i was like shit shit
haha then claire and annie keep questioning me, haha so i told them what happen and then annie say " omg how many parties have you been to man shit" claire was checking him out then she told me that he was not bad quite hot. haha then i said yeah and that time is was dark so you know who cares really.. haha
after that zac and dale came we stayed around and then we got bored so went to the bp drinking while walking there.. lol so funny lor altho dale said he quit drinking le i still gave him some of my drink then he said it was so good he is not going to give it back to me. lmao no la but he just joking.. cause i woulde get agressive if anyone took my alcohol =p=p like claire said " never leave your alcohol unattended! lmao
got to the bp debbie and claire got a biker guy to get us cigs and he lighted it for us so after that me and zac both took the ciggs and lighted it up using claire's cig
walked around had a party and the round about.. lol damm funny we got so bored and half fucked already but at least this is a better thursday then staying home and watching so you think you can dance.. even tho it is one of my fav shows
went back to the party and we finished ours cigss then we realised that none of us have lighters so later if we want cigs HOW? haha sooo.. claire and zac went to buy lighters.. annie and dale keep pestering me to dance to get the lame party going..
they keep insisting i must start first
dale " yeah nicole you can dance i saw you dance before! "
#annie " yeaah comon nicole out of all of us you are the one that can actually dance why don't you start"
i just lied on claire's shoulders.. then dale said " yeah she is gonna pass out "
anyway after that zince zac and claire went to buy lighter, me dale annie and debbie walked around went to the train station round about there and then a bunch of guys in the car yelled out ask what gang we were in. i hell shat meself so my first reaction was DALE!! haha natural for me to run to my guys for protection =DD love you baby
but no harm done.. anyway they told us to continue having fun.. we finish the barcardi but stil kept the bottle cause msut bring it home fill it with water and put it back.. but the police came and they were like keeping an eye on us so dale and annie told debbie to chuck the bottle away. but once the police left she picked it up again.
just as we were abt to light our another cig mark and pat arrived.. zac stayed mine havent light so i put it into my pocket and claire ran for her life with her cig cause she ddn't want mark and pat to know.
we decided to give the party a last chance so we went back.. only a cool scottish guy called stuey was the colliest there jaxon was busy with other girls trying to get something out of it.. i was half gone so i was swearing the most night when i see jaxon i say to my friends " well fuck you faggot" haha .. but everything is cool now.. stuey was so into claire haha.. he gave us more drinks.. beer.. pat got one for me. zac was fucking with it so abit of it spilled on the ground i keep scolding him.. pat keep laughing at me lor.. it got more fun when mark and pat came.. i was with pat debbie was with mark *wink winks*
half way zack and claire left for ciggs so i went along.. and then mark came so me and claire was like shit what to do? i tried rushing it.. but i decided well mark and the rest are just going to have to accept it right? mark never say anything la.. then after that claire ask him if he is pissed off.. then he say yeah he is pissed.. and then as for zac he think zac no medicine can cure le.. then i ask me " what are me? are you pissed at me? " and then he smile and say " nah not lil nicole " diao! its a good thing i'm glad.. but what does it mean? that he care more about claire of that he favours me too much to be pissed?
anyway after that we left me and claire hug stuey to say bye.. then zac dale annie and claire had to leave hugged them all.. i'll miss zac.. miss that idiot in my school.. nvm he is gonna be a painter now =) and i love dale more oso he is the most steady one! i'm glad he came to spend the whole day with us yesterday =DD
after that pat practically begged me not to leave and then i was like are you kidding? i don't have to go home so i can do whatever i want tonight! wohoo
so we walked around the streets and stuff chatting all the way.. love chatting with them so much! funness.. with our beer bottles.. mark said if a police happen to come just pass the bottles to him =p=p
so anyway we went to the primary school playground it was wet then pat disturb me i disturb him saying each other wet the place.. hahaha.. yeah.. drank finish le mark and debbie throw the bottles competition see who throw futher and must break.. then pat say must clean of finger prints because on CSI blah blah blah whatever stupid thing he said la.. haha
walked around aimlessly and then i just keep crapping away keep telling pat i love him so much then i pretend whisper to mark " don't worry i love you more don't tell pat" haha.. pat really wants to kill me.. we keep going on about their theory..
we soon went to the playground nearby slacked play talk for ages there. i needed to pee after all the drinking and then pat say he have to pee too. then we both say " yeah we should go pee together at the same place same direction same time blah blah crap.. then we ask pat to pee down the slide or up the slide.. fucking funny lor.. my word for that day was " fuck" keep saying that in most of my sentences.. so funny when we had to walk and i tripped over the metal chain thing then mark and pat come to me " aww poor lil nicole " =p
yeah so we just slacked around there till midnight le.. pat and mark walked us to debs house i hug them both goodnight then went in le.. so fucked man.. damm tired but somehow cannort sleep.. and then i woke up at 3 felt sooo sick and now its the morning having the hang over.. the weather is great tho.. haha..
<33 Pat my BFFL and of cos my other 2 dale and mark
not forgetting debbie who let me stay at her house so i didn't have to go home being so fucked up.. haha..
today went on myspace had a huge conversation with stuey and jaxon.. i scold him for not saying hi and i called him a faggot.. haha.. he said if he came over his friends will come and di siao all.. pfft whatever.. haha..
____* Let the good times roll * ___
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
i'ver just been reading my past detailed post about my time in singapore.. i realise alot of things.. one thing is how much i love him that time.. i was so sure.. but some things arn't just ment to be =) we had fun i admit reading the post makes me laugh and smile to myself.. esp the first day.. lmao hitting hands and feeding each other eat the walfer until everywhere.. he is such an idiot.. i always say to him " go away la.. i hate you lei.. " haha i don't mean it.. infact at that time i loved him more then he loved me.. it only made me realise have naive i was.. but thanks alot.. i'm over it now but you will always be special to me.. i miss him alot.. esp now after reading that.. and i'll admit here.. i love you jackson neo zhi wei i always will, even if it is not in the same way as last time but you are still special to me.. hor hor hor ah wei =x
i also realise how much i think my friends forget about it its only because i'm not there.. i know when i'm back we will have fun yeahs? i should learn to kan de kai.. not be so sensitive.. i take back my words no matter what shit ppl did to me in the past i let go of my grudges.. lets hope this time we can start a new..
i realise really thanks to them with different methods help me to pull through my stage of misery.. thanks thanks thanks.. you all know who you are.. and i also have one last thing to say
i am over sensitive because i love all of you but she is your friend and you all forgave her so i think i should also give her another chance yeahs? soo..
Ng Yu Jun wish you all the best for yours exams.. my mei mei you take care of her le kayys? hope you change for the better.. hope things will be fine from now on.. lets wait for the reunion at the end of the year bahx hopefully =D i remember we actually used to be quite gd friends before i started hating you.. haha.. still sweeties?
Monday, October 8, 2007
life is just life it goes on.. how fast time flies.. i don't need ppl to be around me everyday i can still be happy just the same doing my own thing and then i oso got ppl that will pei me go out and pei me talk but i know i can't expect them to care about me 24 hours.. ahha ..
anyone who buys me a giant pink pony toy i will love them forever and ever and ever.. saturday met debbie at lakeside train station we go lake side walk walk i bough my hair bleaching thingo.. but scared to use in case spoil my hair.. use-less nicole.. go look at playboy make-up and playboy stuff.. *fantasizing* haha.. wanted to take her go say hi to mark but don't want to disturb him working..
train-ed to the showgrounds for the royal show.. slacked around.. gambeled away with those fucking 20cents machine.. but you make good friends there =) one aunty and one Malaysian guy.. haha..
sent most of my money trying to win that idiot pony.. in the end oso never win.. then i though of daren.. if only he was here to win for me.. just nice he sms me.. so when i reached home we chatted for abit.. less and less things to say to him le.. i just wish he is fine..
so confused.. i don't want him to wait for me.. cus i know its impossible and it will be really long till i'll stay in singapore forever and i got so many other things to do.. really the sentence n the song (big girls don't cry) can apply in this situation.. * i hope you know i hope you know, that it has nothing to d with you.. its personal myself and I * its really all just me and that my heart is not longing hold on to a future relationship.. complicating? yes i know..
i dunno what to say to that boy.. i miss him.. he is so sweet.. told me all the stuff.. this time.. did he really fall that deeply for me? well its kinda too late now.. i duno.. so confused.. and stressed.. i love him and i always will in a special way bt i don't want us both to hold on to the hop of a future relationship.. i just don't know how to tell him..
guess i'll slack off at home again.. sand boarding wednesday and maybe beach on thursday.. i don't feel like stephen tho.. fuck him..
Saturday, October 6, 2007
# don't try and play games with me because you are bound to loose #
arghh so irritating lei.. why must this few ppl irritate me so much.. whatever kayys.. time is passing so fast and soon i'll be bak in singapore.. i miss ppl.. but they don't seam to care about me.. and seriously i'm saying this for the first time i never thought that i will say it but I DON'T FEEL LIKE SEEING ANY OF YOU ANYMORE.. i don't want to go back.. yet i still want to go back.. fuck it man.. anyway it won't make a difference..
when i go back those ppl better not let me see their faces.. i think they know who they are la.. cause i have announced in the public.. no more childish games.. i won't because you are friends with my friend.. or my friends girlfriend.. or my friends sister.. my friend brother or what shit.. i don't like someone means i don't like.. i won't pretend to like..
for the rest.. wish you guys a happy life.. don't come find me le kayys =)
i having big headache mans.. grrr.. later going out.. haha running all over the place.. dangerous much.. debbie i'm quite scarred of going home late.. hahaha.. esp when the guys are not with me oso
dunno what eles to update.. ppl oso dun read oso dun care.. nvm cause i don't do things for the sake of other ppl anymore.. only i me and myself.. as long as my life continue to be interesting who really cares about the ppl who go in and out of it? those ppl who are good to me i will remember that no one has to worry about..
anyway on the good side i know i will have good activities planned ahead.. fireworks tonight.. beach.. parties.. adventure world.. and last but not least exams.. AND THEN IS JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE CONCERT! after that will be maybe the last time i go back to singapore.. always have problems de.. hope this time no problems.. i still have my cousins and all to catch up with in malaysia.. they are the best =DD
("v") Playboy ("v")
Thursday, October 4, 2007
# 37 DAYS TO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! #
havent been blogging for ages.. well i was quite busy.. and lazy too.. haha.. well quick summary
Monday
went to the movies with chris michele and kane.. fuck lor ment to watch super bad then chris and michele underage.. so me and kane had to sneak them in.. in the end CHRIS got caught by elliot who was working there.. i think he was just picking on him so fine we sneaked into evan almighty.. eliiot don't care to catch me or kane.. i was telling them " If elliot dare kick me out i will be like " fuck you elliot" *abish* right in the face" but i knew it.. with my charms he wouldent do anything to upset me =DD
well evan almighty wasn't too bad.. it was quite a good show.. but i still think superbad would have been better... at night debbie and the rest f the krew came over.. we watched " like father like daughter" we finished the whole series yupp.. nice show.. watch while talking to jackson as he called me and told me off for not contacting him.. he said he and sukii ok le.. i was like " DOTS!" haha.. had quite a nice chat.. i quite miss chatting with him.. i kinda abandon my old life for my new life.. oh well.. life goes on..
TUESDAY
PERTH ROYAL SHOW 2007
me and debbie woke up got ready went to the train station and met up with the gang.. i missed them so i was chatting away being stupid.. debbie got abit left out.. but mark sweetie talked to her *wink wink* ask her to be more like me and socailise.. hee hee.. on the bus crapping away.. everyone making fun of millie cause she talk non stop blah blah blah and so fast oso.. lmao
reach town le cahnge train... FUNNIEST THING HAPPEN me and debbie kenna stuck in the in between train thing i SCREAM lor.. seriously scare the shit out of me.. then my friend lucky help us open the door cause must from outside press the open button de.. some more i saw a sign saying " PASSENGERS PLEASE DO NOT STAY IN HERE WHILE THE TRAIN IS MOVING"
i stright away ran out of it when the door open and i ran to pat they all and complain.. they laugh like siao.. crapping in the train all the way..
shan't say too much but i had fun.. debbie found herself a new friend kaitlyn which was my baby kirstie's friend.. so they 2 together then me kirstie and the guys together lor... everyone kinda got split up..
most fun was when pat ask me go on bumper cars with him.. so i got on for free.. he drove like an idiot bang here bang there.. mark chase us and i was like " pat get him get him!! " that made my day.. i was so happy and touched that pat decided to take me with him instead of kirstie =DDD
we went on a few ride i sat with kirstie for most of it.. and i got peer pressured into riding the machenical bull.. yes i actually held on for pretty long... and then when it got to stage 5 i got thrown off.. literally.. it was pretty funny.. and fun at the same time..
the gangsta crew brought GRILLZ.. me and bianca got pink.. and the phill and kane oso buy.. we are going to wear it to school.. YEAH!
then we bought show bags.. jackson.m gave me his skate board =DD mark left early so i gave him a hug to say bye and then to my shock debbie hug him too! well done! haha.. break out of your shell girl.. on the train back she keep talking about him *winks winks* yes mark is a good guy.. tho not so much my type.. but good for you debbie because he is one of the nicest guy i've ever seen.. even tho i prefer those more fun to be with guys.. who don't take things seriously.. like me.. haha .. like pat and chris carter.. haha..
well the day was good.. i got so tired.. went hom and fell asleep.. so i could call jackson.. hee hee..
dale called me at 2 in the morning i was like " wtf is wrong with you ? " then i didn't pick up cus i knew if i did i would be yelling at him.. haha..
WEDNESDAY
morning woke up chatted with stephen and chris on msn for abit and then went to study science =) yes baby i', going to pass my exams with flying colours..
after that getting late le so got ready fot the party. and went.. at first abit awkward cus i didn't know half the ppl there.. but later met some other ppl and this awsome guy called jonathan.. he have nipple piercing.. lmao.. he just got it done today then he show us.. so funny lor he.. most of the night just with steph lucy demi leecia chris and jon.. haha..
jon had a girlfriend and she was there too.. but she was with her friends.. so he played with us most of the time.. haha dylan so cute dancing like a spastic.. didn't talk to him much.. the whole friend's ex boyfriend thing.. haha.. i'm actually such a nice friend see.. i don't go around anyhow-ing with my FRIENDS boyfriend or EX.. but IF i DON'T KNOW that person that i don't think it matters =DD
pictures will be up soon.. us and our crazy dancing fun.. no dirty dancing today.. more fun and spastic dancing.. haha.. what a change for me.. yeah.. jon suddenly picked me up and ran around.. then chris picked me up too.. he was like " Nicole you are light as a feather" =p
jon's girlfriend gave me dirty looks all night.. but i don't care.. lol.. go screw yourself.. shes not even pretty lor.. come on... haha.. then she left.. so jon anyhow-ing le.. after that jon hug me then steph hug me then chris and lucy all hug me.. BIG GROUP HUG.. i got squashed in the middle.. haha poor lil me..
well lazy to update much but it was a good night =DD can't wait for the pictures to come out..
at night jackson called me again.. pretending to be kelvin.. no it didn't work =p.. haha he ask me pei him unitl he level up.. but i was tired.. party-ing is really tiring actually.. so i went to sleep.. then kel called but i was already sleeping...
this morning study maths awhile and off to shopping later.. need an outfit for the concert..
# baby tell me where you got your body from #
Sunday, September 30, 2007
SCHOOLS OUT!
haha i had a great last day of school enter my school seeing underwear EVERYWHERE.. haha.. bodies drawn on the floor.. string, cones and shit year 12s tradition every year trash the school for the last day.. haha.. wait til its my year's turn.. i'll have my fun.. plus i stay 5 mins from school no problem to break in =DDD
happy i got to talk and hug chris carter today haha.. last day ma.. he gave me a goodbye hug aww.. how touched.. lol.. and omg the funniest thing happened..
i had the best last ballroom dancing lesson of the term.. for the changing partners dance it was like speed dating.. lmao.. having a new conversation with the next person in less then a minute.. how funny.. " hey hows it going? " CHANGE " hey wassup?" CHANGE "hey baby" CHANGE after awhile i got bored and just stuck with " hey" instead of tying to start a new conversation everytime.. haha..
after that we had the partner dance thingo my partner was sean =DD a.k.a pretty boy.. " hey! how lucky you got stuck with me * flash big smile!*" we kinda sucked at first and then i was like " sean if you step on my feet i will kill you personaly! " I'm a dancer so i picked up fast even tho i missed the past few lessons.. hahaha..
he's so cute, sean:" nicole do we suck?
me : haha.. no shut up we are the best =)
turns to others " me and sean flog all of you ! "
they didn't care that i was "insulting" them they were more interested in match making me and sean.. grow up peeps =p
soon we got a little bit TOO CLOSE until teacher scold up LMAO funniest momment of my life.. i will never forget it
me and sean playing around..
teacher : " excuse me you 2, i think its getting abit to COSY there? "
everyone " omg NICOLE this is a catholic school gees.. "
me and sean " hahahahahahaha" lmao
teacher walks over with ruler " please don't get too close.. in primary school the teacher would put a ruler in between students so they won't get too close"
i was too busy laughing my ass of to care.. well So-rry i could not resist him and his sexy blonde hair.. stupid ppl.. hahaha.. he is my fav dance partner now =DD
dramma.. duh i know its a one time thing as usual although with what everyone is saying will there me more from this?? *shakes head* wake up Nicole.. don't dream.. haha
saturday first day of the holidays enjoy enjoy.. went fishing after.. chill-laxed on the beach.. i caught a fish! proud proud
today was going to go beach but the weather sucked.
oh well tomorrow going to watch " super bad" with chris kane and michele besti! gosh i miss her so much
and tuesday going to roal show with my krew! i cant wait!
and and and I'M GOING TO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE'S 2ND CONCERT!
ROYAL SHOW 2007 I CAN'T WAIT ~
Justin Timberlake in 40 days!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
PARTY-LICIOUS
finally its sunday and i'm free to update about the Friday Night Party!
got home from school went to get ready and then got a called from Katia asking me to go earlier and she said she brought a face nose piercing jewel for me =DD
Got there entered and all of them came running to me saying " TAN-DAWGS!! " and then hug me and almost tackle me to the grown.. haha..i feel so loved! and yes everyone loved my outfit =DD whats not to love? then this really pretty blonde girl come intro herself to me cherie =D i love her! she was my dance partner for the day.. we did EVERYTHING together.. and shes mine.. the guys can't take her from me and the guys can't take me from her oso.. if they want it will be a 3 way! =x haha jk
so took some pics before the rest of the guys arrived.. they would be a lil late due to soccer and shit.. haha..
The 3 man-u babes! yes soccer players will have our sexy photos in their lockers
yeah soon everyone eles came and the party has began! lazy to go into detail but was dancing the night away! and the birthday girl still hasn't arrived yet.. 2 gate crashers, Elliot and Greg decided to turn up.. haha no one really kicked them out.. so we were like.. fine join the party..
Elliot say to me " hey Nicole love your outfit "
me stunned looks at him * FLASH BIG SMILE* haha thanks
party continued and then millie was arriving! all disco lights off.. music off.. hide and keep quite.. well WE TRIED
me, Pat, Jackson.m and the guys keep bikering at each other.."shh shhh shut up patrick!" Ryan keep cracking jokes when we are trying to keep quite everyone sniggered and then i could not take it any more i BURST OUT LAUGHING. In the end we all managed to settle down and then some one said " BIANCA LIKES MEN! " omg we all cracked again
but FINALLY millie entered we all shut the fuck up. she entered and we were all like SURPRISE MILLIE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
*runs and gives her hugs* ( i complained how hard it was for me to keep it a secret from her and shut my mouth) her reaction was " HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD SO MANY FRIENDS! I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO THE MOVIES!" someone just had to open their mouth and say " millie they are not really your friends.. they just came for the party"
hahaha.. anyway THE PARTY WENT ON! i'm so proud of my boys dancing their asses off! i'm so not use to them being like that.. haha.. esp jackson.. and then there is stephen trying to piss me off during the whole party.. but he was dancing and haveing fun which is SO GREAT! elliot and greg tried to copy me and Cherie's dance moves but no no no it did not work.. sorry babys =p
Dale was allowed to join me and cherie.. we formed a lil group.. elliot got jealous.. haha.. me and cherie were the dirty dancers of the night =p too bad not everyone got their chance.. only elliot and dale was lucky enough! haha..
so enough with the details bottom line me and cherie had fun partying the night away with the guys
PICTURES TAKEN AT THE INSIDE PARTY ON THE DANCE FLOOR
me and cherie! dale behind desperate to be included
Kieren dressed up as a whore! LMAO
snap shot!
stephens hand.. ( note dale in the background )
special mention to GREG! i sat on the coutch to rest for awhile.. haha.. elliot jumped on top of me i was squash under.. laughing and trying to push elliot off.. haha.. in the process my PRECIOUS HP FELL OUT OF MY POCKET.. and then greg found it saw my picture and came up to me " babe you dropped your phone " OMFG he could have kept it but he returned it to me.. ily!
PARTY OUTSIDE!
so sexy! we are bringing sexy back=p
i am such a poser
jackson
i so love this pic.. pat looks so cute and big compared to me next to him
everything is great.. everyone complimented on my dancing =DD coby who like never talks to me at school said " wow nice dancing.. arn't you tired? you've been dancing all the way?" and then he joined the MOSH PIT we all danced.. haha..
When we were all tired and it was getting late.. people left but the kool kids stayed for the AFTER PARTY!
me georgina and cherie were the only girls left.. we went on the trampoline and have a massive group orgie! everyone on top of each other haha.. omg.. after party pictures!
dale and me! to prevent phone dropping out of my pocket this is a safe way to keep it.. ON YOUR SHRT! haha
dale me and jackson
stuck under in between elliot and dale! orgie partners!
guys don't rape stephen.. gees
to dark to see my face.. haha..
despite all the getting stuck inbetween people it was actually really comfortable just lying there on the trampoline with them.. josh and greg loved playing with my feet.. i had netted stockings and long socks on so that was what they were playing with... haha.. lil coby and elliot was with us to then they had to leave..
soon it was getting late so i left.. said bye bye to everyone and gave millie her present.. josh pulled me back group say i can't leave him.. hahaha.. lauren pull me up and said "tan dawgs is mine!" yes yes everyone wants me but for that day i only belong to my cherie baby! haha.. although i was ment to be katia's
so yeah left and reached home dead tired! great party it was! haha i love you guys!
me and pat decided we will have another party for no reason just for the sake of partying.. haha..
well if anyone is interested this is the link to my myspace album of more of the pics and with comments from my peeps here =DD
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=193997335&albumId=928384
Monday, September 17, 2007
SEXY SOCCER BABES! haha this is what me and my beloved katia is going to go as for this friday's party.. those people who support man u. yes you will love our costumes =) it will be a pleasure for your eyes
yes dale is going for operation on tuesday =(( take care baby i'll miss you.. if can i'll go visit you in the hospital and bring you lotts of junk food.. but like stephen said i don't think i'll really end up going.. my heart will be with you tho =DD
school has been good so far.. i tried my best in my test.. my best is not good enough.. i wish i could do better.. forget it
i love my boys they are the best.. they make my world go round.. haha.. yes cause the girls are recently pissing the shit out of me.. argh.. so is stephen.. i hate him but i love him.. haha what i told lauren " lauren stepehn is pissing the shit out of me.. i hate him.. no i dont really i love him to bits everyone knows that.. but i love to hate him.. hate to love him.. lauren i duno what i'm saying!" she just laughed at me.. lmao..
he always say i'm mean.. i'm pretty sure i'm not that bad.. besdies he is worst.. i think people in this world should not take things so seriously.. just go with the flow..
i find myself so pathetic.. its obvious i miss the past.. so why am i running away from it? thinking about the memories yes its starting to fade.. but i remember being happy with him.. thats all that matters.. and hes happy now.. thats all the matters too. i'm so pathetic i even stop listening to those chinese songs because i know it will make me think of the pas and become all emotional..
the problem is me is i'm scared to be sad, scared to cry.. i admit that.. i am actually happy with my life.. its just missing so much stuff..
but yes the only thing that makes me happy now is my boys.. and my claire bear some girls are alright but yes i still prefer being with the guys maybe i was just made this way.. haha..
peace out peeps
Sunday, September 9, 2007
* dare devil nic *
yeah i had a great retreat! Dance was good too, working on my spilts wakakaka.. and most of all i had fun at the party yesterday! haha
start with yesterday
me and debbie met the crew at maccers at 7.. slack there waiting for everyone to come.. all intro themselves to me.. haha.. lizzy so funny. she was eating so disgustingly but cute in a way.. haha and she started dancing like a retarded even tho she wasn't drunk yet.. i just cracked up laughing.
then we walked over to the train station .. sean needed to buy water so we waited for him.. how nice.. after that me debbie and lochlan was thinking weather or not to buy tickets to go on the train cus it WAS only ONE stop.. lochlan said $50 fine was quite alot to pay.. so fine we paid our freaking 60cents.. hahahaha...
waited HALF AN HOUR for the freaking train.. and then walked around for 20 mins finding the place.. me and debbie lsiten to mp3 and then started dancing around.. hee hee.. then katelyn on her boom box with her loser songs.. haha.. i had one of my cigs which debbie kept for so freaking long.. haha.. tsk tsk
reached there we were like " wtf? wheres the fire?!! " haha.. casey and another guy rode there so they arrived there.. then we tried to get the fire going.. turned up the crap music.. bring out the alcohol, cigs and whatever shit they brought..
It started to rain for abit.. only the cool kids stayed back..casey said we should go to northbridge to drink bubble tea.. again i started laughing.. later we tried to make the fire better by throwing deoderant cans in.. we threw it in and ran for our fucking lives.. haha.. i thought we were gonna die.. well both cans exploded finally and it didn't help very much.. but it was damm fun to watch.. lorchlan and casey are HEROS man.. risk their fucking lives.. they got thrown back haha.. they were lying on the floor.. we ran over to see if they were ok. they were laughing.. so then i just lost it.. and started laughing like crazy..
i can't remember much of the night actually after that.. haha i know i had a mixture of different drinks.. but it was bad when i drank stright vodka from the bottle.. damm that person who ask me to drink vodka from the bottle and then drink the soda from the other bottle to wash it down.. all because i could not find the FREEKING cup to pour it in..
well Lizzy was TRASHED.. haha.. it was funny.. she was so cute.. she keep thinking she can walk stright but she can't.. and then she fell on the floor.. and me debbie and lorchlan and other ppl could not stop laughing..
me and debs was cigging then another guy came then come talk to us say his name is jaxon blah blah.. sik one.. haha.. and then a group of them were doing STUFF.. they ask me if i wan i was like noo.. and debbie was like nooooooooooooooooooo haha.. shes taking care of me in case i really lost it.. which i almost did.. haha..
well most of the night was just me jaxon and lochlan lmao.. they were " fighting " for me.. yes i shan't say anymore.. tsk tsk nicole.. the next day all i could remember was lochlan's muscles man how nice.. him and jaxon were carrying me and tossing me around.. cause he say i'm so tiny.. haha.. lochlan said " you are so light man.. i think i can even carry debbie" so he did.. and she was screaming her head off.. she wan't used to it.. hahaha.. as for me? i loved the attention =DD
and then i remember something damm clearly was that Lizzy peed in a bush and she was so out of it she could not squat properly and SHE FELL INTO HER OWN PEE!! ewwwwwwwww.. again we was all laughing like CRAZY.. the night was filled with laughing mans.. it made my day.. haha..
and then soon i had to go so i left lochlan.. hahaha.. and then jaxon brought me and debbie to spotlight to get picked up cause it was getting late.. we keep asking him " are you sure you know where you are going? are you sure? are you sure you can get back on your own after? are you sure ARE YOU SURE?? ARE YOU EVEN SOBER???? haha..
but we were fine.. he carried me there.. awww.. haha.. and then debbie tested us maths question to see if our minds were still alive.. me and him answered the algebra question wrong =x=x=x opps.. haha..
i said that i'll find him on myspace when i get back.. and ask him again if he can walk back himself.. he could so me and debbie left.. haha..
went back to my house she tried telling me what actually happend there.. haha.. and then she was being retarded while i was trying to remove my make up.. she scream and started running around sayng there was a BEE but it was a small freaking FLY.. loser debbs =p
well yeah and then today we went cycling to the beach and stuff.. haha.. 16 km! haha..
now i can't fucking walk!! me and debbie came home dancing like retards colided together and in the process i hurt my foot.. shit mans.. so damm pain lor.. cannort walk now.. it better get better by tomorrow..
i still can't believe what happened at the party.. haha.. and yes they said i was hardcore..so i'll be going to the next one they have for sure.. haha.. hope i won't get as trashed as this one tho
RETREAT CAMP
it was great i was the devil who did all the high ropes course.. including the fear factor leap of faith.. everyone was proud of my.. first girl to do everything =DD it was a great retreat.. sat next to stephen in the bus all the way there.. what a torture.. yet somehow i enjoyed it.. and then i got moved to his group.. me him and lauren were the 3 maskatears.. whee..
yeah i'm lazy to carry on.. but it was a great camp.. i'm proud of myself =) one word "brave" never fails when someone needs to discribe me..
stephen is lecturing me now.. yes i need to study.. if i don't get into the same classes of you next year you will be disappointed in me right? i really want to be in the same class as him.. one of the reasons why i stay in my fucking school and continue to study.. yes some of the stuff i did yesterday was a little crazy and maybe stupid but i was just having fun.. i had my fun.. now its time to study!
jia you! he doesn't read my blog and even tho he has amanda now, he really means alot alot to me.. i don't believe he doesn't care about me.. cus he does =DD he is the best.. he is great..most guys don't think with their brains.. they think with their dicks.. stephen is different =) i guess amanda is lucky to have him.. i'm lucky that he is my best friend.. i'm lucky i knew him.. JIGGLE WEAR! haha..
i duno what i'm saying.. i guess my feelings are mixed..i want to have fun but i need to come back to earth sometimes..
but Nicole if you ever read back on this post and think that stephen doesn't care about you he does =) don't piss him off.. you'll never find someone like him.. some one who is always there annoying or not annoying.. someone who enjoys whatever you cook even if it may taste bad.. someone who will take the time to teach you chemistry no matter how dumb you are.. someone who motivates you.. someone who helps you when you need it.. someone with good qualities and yet good looks too.. remember on the low ropes course how we had to help each other so we won't fall off.. remember how he held you tight and then he fell instead of you..
yes its annoying me how he lectures me now.. but i'm glad =)
stopping here.. i'm going to study =) stephen i won't let you down.. i promise i'll try..
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
* Get down get low, Lets ride lets go *
RETREAT TOMORROW
omg i got 50 on my last math test.. lucky i didn't fail but.. WTF mans.. this is so shit.. i blame it on that trainee teacher who can't teach for shit.. from like getting A's to a just pass.. omg lor i can CRY A RIVER..
Stephen is the only reason i'm actually trying to get good marks actually.. if i want to get into INTRO CALC.. damm it.. i'm doing so bad in chemistry too.. lucky hes there next to me patiently trying to teach me.. he is quite the gd teacher.. better then my normal teacher anyway..
I'm dance crazy now.. kinda gave up on skating and ditched the rink.. as far as i remember i have been skating all my life but after what happened i have no inspiration to skate anymore..
all i want to do is dance.. Hip-hop jazz funk tap ballet and pointe.. Going with ella and probably debbie to deniese dance studios.. now i need to find a way to tell my parents how much they have to pay.. no choice cus i want to take my dance exams and get medals and throphies.. haha.. its what i always wanted.. my shoes will cost alot.. dance school fees will cost alot too.. fuck it mans.. i really am in need of money..
SUNDAY
went to town with debbie.. apparantly 3 cute guys keep having "fate" with us.. but i didn't pay attention.. one of them smiled at me big big i was like " er ok.. " =DD i was more interested on all those playboy stuff which i so could not afford.. we bought ciggs.. yayy.. ate lots.. but it was healthy stuff.. kinda.. went to sizzelers at night have vodca cruiser.. i face went bright red.. and then went home..
son has been calling me the past few nights but i was asleep in my mums room.. haha.. and i'm grumpy when i'm asleep.. his n levels start le JIA YOU! i duno why the other day i jsut felt like saying to him " idiot i miss you ! " and i did.. haha.. he said he miss me too. dunno weather true anot but haha i just needed to say it..
yes SOMEONE miss SOMEONE do YOU have a problem with that? lmao.. joking.. i dont care what she says she can write what she likes.. i'm over it..
EXAMS are coming.. like 1 month away or something but i am still freaking out cause I DO CARE.. argh.. so frushtrated these days.. i've been doing so bad in my test cause i've missed so many lessons and teachers are shit.. so i'll have to depend on myself.. i really should start studying like steven said.. or get a tutor.. but i have no time for tuition.. well stop here..
* dance dancing dancerZ *
I LOVE PLAYBOY
i'm bored and tired.. and most importantly BROKE esp after i bought that aussie bikini thingo.. i really shouldent have bought that.. haha.. oh well..
summary
thursday went shopping with debbie.. got MY NEW SEXY PINK FLIP PHONE! i'm in love with it =DD and spent practically most of my money so i am broke broke broke
friday went to the air base.. hanged around.. free food.. smsming most of the night with chantel claire and chris.p <33>
woke up got ready and then called claire to confirm and stuff.. Claire is this new girl in school. just came to perth.. haha.. shes so sweet <33>
so we went over to chantels LOVELY house.. with her LOVELY pool LOVELY home theater LOVELY room and lots of LOVELY throphies.. i was glad/shocked to see that she had WWE posters =p
waited for her to get ready and then we went to the mall.. went to HJ's (as chantel says it) to eat first.. its Claire first fast food since she got here.. yay!
We went to "Thingz" cause chantel wanted to buy shot glasses and i saw amanda working there.. shes pretty.. lol.. no wonder stephen likes her.. well who could blame him?
walked around after that and then chantels friend came and we went to watch CHUCK AND LARRY! great show..
guess who we saw working there? CONNIE.. me and chantel just keep bitching about her.. she now oso don't like chantel just because she took a picture with chris? omg.. POSSESSIVE WHORE GIRL FRIEND!
the cinema got damm cold then i said to chantel " CONNIE IS TRYING TO FREEZE US TO DEATH! " lmao
then later chantel dropped me and claire outside school near my house.. then i said i'll pei Claire to walk to the infront us stop cus i don't want to leave her there alone.. so then we waited for her mum to come pick her up and then i walked home.. while sms-ing chris.p.. and then i told him i can't sms him so much any more my bill went over this month.. sorry!
debbie was at my house.. we went for dinner.. and i'll probably go town with her tomorrow.. i'm sooo broke broke broke.. haha..
going to bed soon.. and i'm still soo in love with my phone..
ciaoz peeps
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
* tiring week * Why is it always me?
its been a tiring week filled with ups and downs.. interesting yet broing? sleeping late everyday.. dunno what i need to think.. just gonna squeeze abit of my time to update cause or not i think i'm going to go crazy.. i really should be studying..
FIRSTLY
i'm so crushed devastated sadded because in the first hour that justin timberlake tickets were on sale it all SOLD OUT!! TOTALY! hope he will have a second performance since so many ppl wanna go his concert.. please please pleaseee
While peopling were queing up like crazy to get their hands of the tickets i was a rock eisteddfod =D it was good.. well shant say much.. pictures shall talk for me..
Me and jess crashed a convention hall next door and got lotts of free stuff.. haha.. got lost after that.. a cute guy from the other competing school showed us the way back.. thanks =DD he was sooo hot too bad he had a lil mustache thing.. i told my friend " if it ever works out between us i'm going to have to get him to shave that thing off" hahahaha
ewww,, cake face.. bo bian.. haha
retarded again
kissed by an angel
Andre's arm!
Chris carter's arms
our lil flings too bad don't mean a thing
Me and kelly sweetie strighten and did andre's hair.. by the time we finish i just looked at him and said " omg you look hot" haha.. yes i could have fallen for him =x no la.. second time le.. but.. in school we like dont even talk to each other.. you have the right looks and body too bad your attitude in school sucks
still i like to keep the good memories.. haha
anyway yeah past few days my late nights are spent studying and lucky got steven to pei me =DD thanks.. he and amanda stead le =0 shock shock.. both of them come saying sorry to me.. please don't do that? nvm its ok i dun really mind.. so everyone please stop asking me if i'm ok or not.. i'm really fine.. haha.. He gave me a pink pen because he lost my normal one.. lol.. but no my dead buying a pen will not make me feel better.. nvm we promised to be best friends forever =DD
and also spent playing 20 questions with chris.p was he is just so lame.. haha.. i painted him a really cool car with his name on the number plate today.. passing it to him on his b'dayy.. haha..
as for chris carter hes moved on with his life with connie i saw him at com labs the other day his " hey nicole!" scared the shit out of me.. but i was happy.. so overall i am left with nothing yet everything.. guess stuff will work out for the best
went to the hospital today for the alcohol driving program.. well i shan't say too much cause i really should go back to studying.. but yes..
PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE ANYONE READING WEAR YOU FUCKING SEAT BELTS ESP IN A TAXI
IF YOU DRINK THE PLEASE DO YOURSELF AND OTHER A FAVOR AND STAY OFF THE ROADS
Last of all please drive safely/ tell your parents / people driving to drive safely because you all never know what i've been though today..
how confronting when you hear their stories.. when you imagine what would happen if you could never walk again? if you could never move again? if you could not even eat / change yourself.. worst still what if you needed a fucking machine to breathe for you jsut so you can live? just because of a bad choice you make and go flying across the road.. it is so NOT WORTH IT
have you ever been into the ICU at the hospital? the area where only doctors can go in? if you did then yes maybe you will understand what i'm talking about..
yes thats all.. haha.. please keep this messages in your heads.. anyway yeah i'm looking foward to retreat next week.. and next year in july i'm going to sydney yay! for world youth day.. trying to persuade steven to come with me.. haha.. thats all for now..
- DRIVE SAFELY,STUPID HURTS-
# # dance dancing dancerz # #
Thursday, August 23, 2007
* * Nicole Is Bringing SEXY BACK * *
don't you just love my new song? haha.. the first time i listen to this song i love it le.. it such a nice song to dance to also.. haha.. and it reminds me of the party.. omg.. haha.. how i danced with that random with this song.. =x=x=x shan't go into detail.. well it was a party so its expected.. lol..
annette was talking to me about it she said " omg Nicole you are getting into so much shit from my party.." then i say ya thats just cause everyone is un-happy with themselves and they are just jealous.. LOL
so irritating everyday ppl asking me who i like? i don't like anyone la hor.. lol.. why must i like someone? i'm so over it already..haha.. i only love monica! shes my bitch.. who loves checking me out.. lol.. personal joke.. i only want to be with her..
so anyway tomorrow is the ROCK EISTEDDFOD GRAND FINALS!
today ment to be whole day rehersal.. but i was like " screw this i'm going to home econ for the first 2 periods.." well there is a few reasons to that
1. i love nikki =)) and she will so freak out if i leave her to do the assignment all by herself
2. I love my cooking teacher and i want to get an A so i suppose i can't miss my practical..
3. i would rather look at steven brandon and levi in cooking rather then chris carter at rock eisteddfod
4. Kinda over dancing..
haha yeah.. so well we made this ngoki thing which we didn't really want to make.. it was an Italian dish and my teacher wanted us to make it so she could eat.. haha.. well me and nikki didn't really dare to eat it.. we just didn't have the appetite.. haha.. brandon ate it.. haha.. my poor baby ran to the bin and spat it out.. we and nikki claim to be the top students of that class.. which is really true too.. lol
everyone was running to our table to taste our genius food.. but they all took it like a "fear factor challenge" faggarts.. and then my knight in shinning armour a.k.a steven who always hangs around wanting to eat the food i cook.. so since me and nikki didn't want to eat then steven ate it.. HE ACTUALLY LIKED IT! lol
no i know how my mum feels when she cooks for my dad and my dad likes it.. haha.. its such a nice feeling mans.. me and Nikki were so touched.. we love steven now.. won't shoo him away from our table anymore.. =DD
and not only that our teacher loved it too.. she say this is the ways its ment to be.. ppl just not used to it only.. lol yupps.. me and nikki managed to pull it off again.. yeah baby..
well yes the rest of the day was basically dancing and more dancing.. yupps.. its good.. i love kelsea and chantel the best best best.. chris i don't love you anymore.. because you cannort make up your mind if you love connie or not..
Wish me good luck for the finals tomorrow!
__* Guys can be so totaly CLUELESS sometimes *__
# yes we'd make a cute couple
Sunday, August 19, 2007
You are sweet.. too bad she found you first.. every relationship i try to get in between i'll only get hurt in the end.. so this time i'm not going to event try anymore.. is up to you to see if you want to risk it and come talk to me. so yupps..
I'll never forget the good times we had chris carter
The first time i saw you with your "carter 6" on your rugby jersy.. you were put beside me.. we were dancing "lean back" i'll always love that song..
Never forget when you ask me to treat you as my pole..
Never forget that me and kel c are your sluts( which we are not anymore cause the positions changed.. hai )
Never forget the look on your face when you called me a drag queen
Never forget our memorable rehersals making fun of the jazz people..
Never forget our sweet sharing of "starburst" sweets you would not share with withney but only with us
Never forget after the rock eistedford heat one how you came and tickle me from behind as soon as we got off stage..
never forget us playing with the"caution" tape
never forget us putting make up on you
Never forget me throwing sweets into your mouth
Never forget you sweetly letting me drink your sprite
Never forget how happy i was to see you waiting for me to walk to school
never forget those cheaky looks you gave me
MOST OF ALL I'LL NEVER FORGET THE FEELING OF YOU HUGGING ME FROM BEHIND AND SAYING YOU DON'T WANT THIS TO END
but unfortunately boy i have to forget all of this.. because we will never be together.. remember the smiles we gave each other today? how apart we were.. deep down dissapointed i guess? But you are great.. Your name leaves sweet traces in heart.. because you always made me smile.. you gave me a reason to keep going.. too bad you have a whore for a girlfriend.. too bad you love her so so much.. too bad that i'll never be like her..
My last wish is that i can feel your warm sweet embrace again and just stay in your big muscle-ly arms.. how safe and protected i'll feel..
a dream that will never come true..
Sunday, August 19, 2007
what a big surprise that they are back together.. lol.. whatever la.. not lyk i will die lyk tt.. mmm.. i miss him! but forget it he has connie and i never even talk to him today.. lol i chatted with the other guys.. see.. he is not the only person that makes me look foward to rock eistedford..
anyways.. i'm bored and yupps i'm going to crap now..
CONFESSIONS OF THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
* My Dirty Lil Secrets *
MY NAME IS NICOLE CHANTEL TAN PEI TING
- I gave myself that middle name =x
- My name is actually a FRENCH name
- I'm not pure chinese.. my grandmother is a mixed blood
- I was a prefect in primary school ( surprise surprise! )
- My first kiss of the cheek was given to me by a super cute French guy called Jeremy =)
- My First kiss on the lips was given to a guy 5 years older then me that stayed at my condo instead of my boyfriend at that time =x
- As shallow as it may sound i go for looks and body
- I always fantasize of having a boyfriend who pierced his tongue
- The first thing i ever stole was a ZA powder from watsons and till today that is still one of my favorite make up..
- Once (recently) i stole a gold plate from a fancy restaurant
- I always cheated in "ting xie" and spelling tests..
- I started when i was in kindergarden.. my mum use to give me spelling test and i would cheat by writing it on the walls.. >,<
- I was a ballerina when i was 6
- Today i changed from balerina to dirty dancer =p
- I actually suck at ice skating
- I'm a bitch to people i don't know
- I "La ji" with a girl before
- I actually want to get good grades and awards at school
- I wish i was atheletic
- I really can't be stuffed about alot of things
- I have the ugliest ezy-link photo
- I would never stead with someone who was tooo ahbeng-ish
- I actually liked more then 3 guys at one time
And there is many other things people dont know about me.. hahax.. but overall.. i am a nice person =DD just don't get on my bad side..
so yeah anyway loyal readers you now know so much more about me!
PEACE OUT
Sunday, August 18, 2002
Dress theme= " typical teenage stereotype "
ME = " typical high school slut " / mean girls lol
Great night it was! lol enjoy the picstures peeps!
Mean girls! before the party at paisley's house!
enter the dance floor..
Wtf am i looking at?? hahax..
Drink drank drunk!
Live life the the fullest.. don't be a cute school girl like steph.. be a slutty school girl lyk me =x=x
hugs to the birthday girl
smiles!
take a brake from dancing and take a pic!
my princess i love you!
on the dance floor baby
*loves*
come dance with these sexy babes
amanda me and georgina!
THe cool kids! Me Sweety jack,Hannah and james
I look so retarded! screw the photo taker!
Me and hannah!
Me Silly steven and Pretty Boy Shawn
Party overdose had made us retarded
Nerd and slut team! >,<
She loves me!
But i love him more!
yupps thats all my pictures for the night! lol.. i had fun.. a great night.. dance my sorrows away and enjoyed just being me! life is good =) The best things in life, Music, DanceFloors, Dirty Dancing, Bouncy Castle, Alcohol, food and Foam Pool.. hahax.. yupps.. all at the party.. they made the world go round..
Hey guess what! the random guy whom i blew a good bye kiss to, i tot would never see him again but i found him on my space! yeah.. hahax.. still don't know his name but yeah.. its good =)) he still remember me he say " yeah you are the girl at the party who i drew a heart to! " hahax.. then i was lyk " yeah i drew back the heart and blew you a kiss" lol
yupps.. update more tomorrow.. off to bed now..
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
yeah the performance was great yesterday. yupps.. i totally love dancing.. hahax..got ready went to emma's house and then we went over to kalia's house.. rushed to the shops to get her fake eye lashes and then rushed over to the theater.. met the other dancers there.. then bec and sieanna run and ask me about chris carter and connie so i told them the story then they say they tot 2 of them broke up cause of me.. because connie went around telling ppl that i cause them to break up..
Fucking hell lor women.. don't fucking blame me just because you dunno how to treasure your relationship.. me and him are jsut friends why can't you get over it? its not my fucking fault and i'm not fucking responsible lor..
pissed off mans.. but anyways the rest of the night was pretty awsome.. me and bec wanted to call paul or andre or rob to chat but they all had rugby.. damm..
we had our own DRESSING ROOM.. we got ready watch the performances.. then our turn to perform.. at the end went on stage to recieve prize.. lol.. there were 2 guys there keep looking at me.. they so hao lian lor.. fuckers.. hahax.. but they are cute.. we keep smiling at each other across the stage.. then after that help bring costumes to teachers car and then hopped into kaila's car and went home..
Dancers
me and amanda! taken while getting ready.. lol.. i was eating candy..
TODAY
today was such a weird day everything just flew before my eyes.. i never talk to callum le.. no chance bahx.. hahax.. its just one of those lil camp flings.. after we become pretty close at camp, after camp its a different story le.. lol..
sat with steven in science yayy.. my buddie.. ii missed lyk so many days of classes i was so lost.. lucky he help me.. hahax.. he keep saying me "omg" lor each time i ask him questions lol.. after class he walked me to my history class and then he went to his class.. sweet!
had lots of period of free study today.. spent it half study half messing around.. hahax.. at recess lucy all keep on talking about me and chris.p lor.. dun jealous la bitches.. lol.. why cant i be friends with him? just cause he like me better.. hahax..
then monica ask me whats going on between me and steven? nothing lor.. hahax.. we are jsut good friends.. and hes cute.. at my space he wrote me a comment and then the last there he put " i think i'm in love!......................with the foam machine of cos" lol.. what a retard.. yupps..
my love life is soo messed up?? Daren go boys home le! omg lor.. i tot he wun go in de.. i'm glad ii spoke to him the night before he went in.. hope he will be fine.. haii.. take care boy..
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
* Nishino shiteru.. *
alright time for my major updating..
SUNDAY CAMP
wpoke up got ready went to school.. aw my lovely amanda and katia there.. and callum and the boys.. lol.. yupps.. say there in the cold.. wait for everyone.. then we went on the bus.. sat next to nessa all the way.. listen ipod with katia and we were gonna break it down in the bus =x=x .. hahax.. still in the party mood.. talking about the party all the way lor. lol.. they saw the pics of katia's cam that i took with chris.p and steven.. lol.. then they keep disturbing me..
reached there le finally after many hours.. hahax.. the place looked scary.. then tt lil retard garrick carry the food stuff then the container broke and EVERYTHING fell on the floor! LAMO it was so funny amanda burst out laughing then we all oso cannort help but laugh.. everyone so bad to him la.. lol. but he so retarded lor.. and irritating.. talk too much..
after that we went into the place we going to stay!
chillin on the beds.. lmao.. enjoy our free time before we have to do our comunity service..
so me amanda brogan and nessa share one room lor.. then we go eat and then hang out.. the boys were wressling outside.. LOL.. callum so cute lor.. idiot i laugh at then then he take pillow want hit ma.. lol.. but he never la he wouldent.. =p
just looking around.. hee hee
after that all went to the hall sat there and listen to Mr.D tell us what to do.. lol.. was sooo lyk "big brother house" lor.. we the house mates sitting on the big brother couch then Mr.D is the big brother telling us our next task.. wakakax..
Mr.D.. you are not cool.. hahax..
so the boys were off to the monastry to scrape BIRD SHIT.. wakakas.. some girls went to pick up rubbish on the free way..while me amanda brogan and nessa stayed back at the house and cleaned up ALLL the DISHES UNTENSILS and whatever shit we could find in the kitchen.. which was ALOT.. then we had to think of a way to put the tables together so everyone could sit..
TA DA.. our work of ART.. hahax..
after that we went sight seeing.. lol..
snap shot of me walking and nessa behind..
then we had to go to CHURCH! for mass.. which was not very long.. but i was trying hard not to burst out laughin cause we had to be lyk totaly silent.. and kira and lauren keep making me laugh lor.. hahax..
after that went to hang will CALLUM! jacob and charlie.. hahax.. they keep disturbing me.. idiots.. hahax.. then callum and 3 other guys and Mr.D went with the monks and stuff to go eat dinner in total SILENCE.. good luck to them..
we went back to the house eat.. we were STARVING.. hahax.. me brogan amanda and nessa RAN all the way back.. then my table is me nessa jacob and charlie.. eat le yum yum full.. the steph and connor and even the teachers talking about that garrick.. cause is so retarded lor.. with his lil "army" costume.. LMAO.. they got videos of him.. all the girls laugh til wan cry.. lol..
after that sat around and relax.. brogan conor and esp nessa all was craving for chocolates so they wanted to run down to the shops to buy.. i was full and freezing so stayed at the house with steph katia jacob and charlie.. played around with pillows.. lol funny..
after that they came back disapointed cause the shops were closed and we had to go meet the others to go church again.. monks dunno pray how many times a day mans.. crazy.. it was so damm dark and no lights so had to use hp light and all LINK ARMS.. lol.. sweetness.. the year 10 boys was with us.. while the year 11 tried to scare the shit out of us.. we started screaming.. the whole town could hear us.. lol..
then reach le went there talked to callum ask him how the dinner was and all.. then went with the guys to church..again it was a big fight to try not to laugh.. Mr.D and garick and kira and the number ones make me wanna burst out laughing lor.. hahax..
after that went back to the house got a monk come talk to us.. i sat between callum and jacob squashed.. me and callum cannort stop laughing at garrick and his stupid questions.. lol.. callum is so warmmmmm lol.. so nice sitting next to him.. but his breathing is so damm loud lor.. idiot.. lol..
jacob whisper to me say "hey i think callum likes you.. he is hell trying to show off.. lol.. ask him for stead la" then i just laugh.. hahax.. and say " sure sure mans i love callum" but i was only joking.. lol..
after it was finally over went to change.. then played poker with the guys.. they cheated cause i won.. idiots.. we bet with sweet.. hahax.. then went to play charades with the rest of the crew.. so damm funny lor.. laugh till stomach pain.. fun fun fun.. then went to bed le.. steph and katia came to our room .. lol so 6 ppl in our room chat chat chat til we finally fell asleep..
DAY 2 CAMP
woke up got ready went to the bakery.. lol.. go church again.. drank the wine this time.. Wa CAKE lor.. hahax.. then we went back eat breakfast then go get ready for our comunity service.. my crew went to this really old place on the 3 floor where ppl never go ther for AGES.. so we were pretty lucky.. we had to vaccume the whole place..eat person start one corner then vaccume till we meet up.. hahax
look how pretty it is outside!
INSIDE IS FUCKING SHIT MANS.. dead flies.. dead crocroches.. dead moths with their wings and all.. dead spiders.. bat shit.. fucking hell ..lol.. half way through cleanning got this part very scary lor.. i got abit scared.. hahax.. then after that i vaccume then this thing cannort suck up.. then ii push push with the vaccume then saw IT WAS A DEAD BAT!!!!! so damm scary can still see the face all.. i freaked out.. jump around for a bit then my teacher was near by so i ran to her.. LOL
after that went back to find the guys.. ate lunch.. yum yum.. and my ice cream.. wakakax.. we to the river
me and kira cleaning out legs after we cross the river.. lmao..
back to chruch again.. sat we callum.. so many things were annoying me.. 1 Mr.D's stomach was grumbling so loud.. lol.. 2.. callum's breathing was so loud! lol.. one lady behind me singing oprah.. fucking hell..lol.. and one lady infront rising on her toes maciam what lyk tt.. lol.. after the mass we jsut had to run out and had a major bitching session about this.. wakakax.. and laugh till our hearts content..
after that went to museam art gallary and then up the bus and back home..
Monday, August 13, 2007
* lil camp flings don't mean a thing.. =) *
just got back from camp! it was awesome! tomorrow going to Bursewood hall to perform! omg! scared? excited? not prepared? lol.. i can't think straight now a days.. everything is just a blur from saturday night.. hahax..
SUNDAY MORNING
the previous night was chattin til quite late.. then i had to wake up at 6.45.. was so damm blur mans.. reading the blog i last updated i could not remember much until i read what i wrote b4 i went to bed.. hahax.. i woke up remembering one big incident i forgot to include in the previous post.. sophie's cute lil gate crasher friend was the ma.. he was so cute.. hahax.. huged everyone good bye then after that he oso say bye bye to me ma.. i stunn cause i dunno who he is.. then i was in a hurry so i blew him a kiss.. hahax.. sophie cracked up laughing..
then she say come over here give him a good bye kiss! then cause he was quite far away so he say he love me in sign language.. lol.. then i say i love him back.. aww how sweet.. who the fuck he is? i dunno?? dun care?? ii was late so i had to leave.. lol.. too bad..
another thing that i though about when i woke up was abt daren.. previous night he say wad i'm avoiding him ever since he said he lyk me.. he say if it because of how he treat me last time.. but it was only because i was at the party then i never look at my phone all ma.. and also my bill ex and i lazy to sms bahx.. but i'm going to have to call him later.. i think i should make the effort bahx.. no matetr how tired i am.. hahax.. cause he say he tomorrow going to go court so he wanna hear my voice today..
anyways.. i was going to update about my great camp but i guess its getting late and i have to make phone calls.. so i'll proberly update tomorrow.. lol.. i'm just loving life.. i think it will be better if i update tomorrow oso when my mind is more clear... heex..
peace out~
#Ever since then, i gave up on RELATIONSHIPS but i never will give up on GUYS =DD hahax
Saturday, August 11, 2007
*Tired sore feet, totaly trashed from the GREATEST PARTY EVER*
i'm going to make this a short and sweet post =) won't babble on too much.. hahax..
started at 6 plus went to pasiley house.. met her gang there.. hahax.. quite cute guys she had at her hse =x ate there then me Hannah and Paisley left for the partayyyy...
since we ate le we just danced the night away.. hahax.. saw chris! he still look cute with his new hair cut.. hahax.. and then just dirty dance.. disturb the guys.. watch ppl play pool try to run away from chris and patrick trying to push me into the FOAM POOL.. hahax.. jump in the bouncy castle!
best thing of the night i dance with all my girls and dirty dance with so many guys i can't even remember =x=x hahax.. some i rarely talk to in school and espacially one i never met before.. hahax.. can't remember his name now.. but it was the best.. the music was awsome!
Andre keep asking me hannah and sophie to pole dance around the so called "pole" which we rufuse so he did it.. hahax.. he was deseprate.. so i pull him and treat him as my pole! =x=x=x hahax first target of the night.. then after that he ask me do it again the i was lyk " no no andre.. hahax.. " everyone keep *wheets wheets* and then a random 18 year old was dancing with basically everyone.. lol. jump from girl to girl.. and then after we finish dirty dancing they tell me " omg nicole you just danced with a "man-slut" lol.. Its a party guys.. GET OVER IT.. hahax..
was so surprised to see steven there.. hahax.. but happy none the less.. i wished i spent more time with chris today.. hahax.. but i am so happy to see him.. i wonder why i will get jealous when i see him lyk with other girls.. hahax.. but we are 2 totaly different ppl so..no comment!guess maybe when i am not in my "party mood" me and him will get along beter.. hahax but i love you anyways chris.. hahax..
Reached home at 11 plus.. nearly 12..hahax..
anyway my night was filled with dancing and i can proudly say after this night all my past love problems are totally erased! bleahx..
pics will be uploaded soon! didn't have chance to take much pics tho.. lol
Thursday, August 9, 2007
i'm bored to tears and i really should be doing my homework bt i'm not in the mood.. so pissed off lor.. got all excited about playing dota wil kel and wilson.. bt in the end cannort.. DOTS! hahax..
dead tired lor.. whole day in school was going to die.. really wanted to go home cause head pain lyk siao lor.. seriously cannort think properly..
after school dance sadded Chris not there.. bt he came towards the end.. then Connie was lyk pissed off with them.. think they quarreling bahx.. over dunno wad.. Connie oso abit guo fen.. i feel sorry for chris =x=x we put each other as "top friends" oh my space.. yeah! hahax.. claud is an ass.. bt he ke lian oso kenna scolding frm Connie..
seriously la.. even though she is Chris's girlfriend she needs to get over herself sometimes..lyk monique said.. she controls chris too much.. but i oso kind off can understand her feelings bahx.. even tho i kind of dun like her, kind of like her.. but i think she kind of dun like me cause i think maybe me and chris flirt too much=x but i rarely talk to chris when she is there.. unless he come talk to me first la.. so the bottom line is i understand why her attitude will lyk that.. she sometimes remind me of myself.. hahax.. and what i bitch i am.. lmao..
sooo.. ii dunno.. i know Chris loves her alot but gets pissed off because of her attitude and jealous-ness.. it is natural for connie to get jealous bahx i guess.. hahax.. see chris the pattern.. plus he is soooooooo...mmmmmmmm... hahax..
so i see connie already mood so bad so i didn't go talk to chris much today bahx.. walked home.. and then all alone at home since then until now.. yupps yupps..
i'm still looking foward to the weekend =)
* dun throw this chance away.. but do i really want it? *
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
hahax.. i'm bored.. but i had a really good day today.. started with a really good mood.. lol Christopher carter you light up my life =) hahax..
walked happily to school listening to "dang qiu qian" on my ipod and then while going to enter the school saw Chris.C standing there.. then i was wondering who is he waiting for.. then walked closer saw his silly cheeky smile.. i look around tot he smiling as his girlfriend or someone eles.. hahax.. bt anyways i realise he was smiling at me then i said hi to him.. then we walked into school together.. wakakax.. he noticed that i was walking to school.. then i say cause i live 5 mns frm school then he say he live 2 mins from school! omg he stay so near me i oso dunno.. what an idiot i am... LOL.. know where he stay le wakakas..kidna..
chat chat chat.. then he told me he tomorrow not coming to "rock eistedford" SADDED.. bt nvm.. me and debbie is going to enjoy ourselves LOTS at my house.. yeah baby.. hahax.. feel so happy.. ahhh.. and then the rest of the day just all fell into place.. dace was good.. and i got my costume ready for the party this weekend.. wheets..
will be meeting the OTHER chris.. hahax.. chris peters! today brogan say she wants to "get with him" at the party.. hahax.. i said chris belongs to me me me.. we are the nerd and slut team.. bleahx..
stress lauriee claud and lots of others will be there oso.. hahax.. bt nvm its going to be the party of the year.. best day of my life.. best weekend of the year.. hahax.. provided nothing screws up.. and if i get drunk i wonder how i'm going to go home.. hahax.. my mum is gonna kill me.. dots!
anyways let me introduce you to some of my friends.. hahax.. with their "my space" pictures..
just my girls!
and i love them lotts..
fags of the year =p
Vicki! pretty girl
my darling buddy STEVEN!
another buddy, patrick!
and his lovely girlfriend a.k.a Rachel my TURTLE HEAD
Michele besti.. i miss her!
Martin French the SMART ASS
My beautiful darling Amanda prescott
On the right is THE BEST GUY you will EVER meet a.k.a CHRIS CARTER, with amazingly huge muscles! on the left is paul =p
Chris.C 's muscles! wheets
Katia sweety and Bianca in italy!
Chanae and Annette <33333>
Bianca and NICKI my cooking buddie!
the best picture i could find of my gd friend Chris.P hahax
IAN! hockey is made more interesting with him >.<
sweet Steph and Dylan.. awww..
thats the end! hahax.. peace out peeps
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
* If i never give it a chance i will never know.. *
# start of something new? #
hurt my foot figure skating today.. but i'm alrgihts now =)
yesterday went back to play hockey! yeahhh.. skating with my rbk 4k is sooo different from skating with my XXVs! as i was telling jackson yesterday but obviously he had more interest in bickering with me rather then listen to me fuss about my skates which is better then his.. LOL
anyways i was soo glad to be back there again! Can finally go back to my normal life.. saw ian.. wheets.. and he was changing infront of us =x=x me and debbie just sat there and enjoy the view.. LMAO.. i missed kierens blond hair! and all my other hockey peeps too.. it was a good day..
went home watched Australian idol.. lauged at those ass holes.. went and did my history homework/ preparing for tomorrows essay while sms-ing daren.. lol..he told me that he likes me again.. then i said " you last time also lyk that say lei.. in the end.." but we chatted chatted alot about this.. ii believe he has changed le =) and i told him in time i know that wo men de gan qing ke yi pei yang de.. just that now i have alot of things on my mind.. bt once i ove someone will forever love them some how de.. so of cos still got feelings for him bahx.. but i think he knows my current situation very well.. and is very understanding of it too =))
so he came up with his theory that i am "reserved" for him.. lol.. hao bahx.. stress.. what do i really want? with a chance to love again standing right infront of me yet i am hesitating weather to take it anot.. will he grant me the freedom that i want now?? although i know now i say i want freedom but if i throw this chance away i know i'll regrette it.. ii'm HOPELESS.. no matter what i need someone to take care of me and love me.. haiishs..
anyways just needed to concentrate on my studies yesterday.. was dead tired after hockey but i am so dedicated to my studies =DD after that kelvin called me.. we chatted.. and then Jackson called on the other line.. chatted with him until i forgot about kelvin on the other line =x=x sorry >,<>
after i cap the phone with jackson i felt abit guilty because of the attitude i used =x.. bt i didn't really mean it bahx.. STRESS i dunno.. sorry kor kor.. is was a short chat bt a nice chat anyways =)) i wanted him to go to sleep and oso i had to get on with my studying.. bt after that got kel to call me agains and we cap the phone quite late bahx.. can't remember but ii was falling asleep..
today appolegised to daren for forgeting to sms/ call him yesterday due to me falling asleep =x today school was fine.. science was the best! chanae taylor me and my lovely steven.. lol.. did stupid experiments.. and as usual i'll always say " don't do this or you will die! don't do that! you will die also! " paranoid me.. hahax
then steven went to the other table and talk to monica all mahx.. then i go pull him say "hey steven you are my group de lor.. " then i go scold them say " don't snatch my steven!" LMAO.. then steven hold me and then bring me back to our table say " its okay nicole its okay.." LOL.. fucker.. =x he so cute lor.. always say i bully him just cause i kick his ass and always disturb him.. then he say i lyk to bully people bigger then me =x lmao.. he always call me short.. humph nvm.. cause he can't find anything eles wrong about me.. wakakakax.. my scientifical best friend =DD
just been chattin with chris on msn.. chatting about the party.. we will be the NERD AND SLUT team! what awesome combination.. lol.. make other ppl jealous =x hahax yes i'm a bitch i know.. we were just chattin about our history together.. so weird how things worked out =x before i used to think he was the weird msn guy and so i blocked him=x=x=x until we met at a party.. LOL.. story of the year.. we are lyk close friends now.. hahax..
wonder if my phone will ring today? haiish.. tomorrow will be a better day.. yupps..
___* my new way of life*___
Change of mind set! jia you jia you!
Friday, August 3, 2007
32736 =))
i'm slowly getting better le =) so i'll just blog about the past few days bahx.. Today had sports carnival.. suppose to be in the 100m relay bt in the end change to 400m!! wtf ii never run for so long lor.. but ii SPRINTED all the way.. pulled my muscle and almost died.. LOL.. ii must train! jyjy for next year! hahax.. ii must get one of those 1st,2nd, or at least 3rd place ribbons next time!
tuesday after i updated then i called daren chat lor.. so lucky get to eat 2 birthday cakes this year.. lol.. then chat with him alot of things about the past again lor.. hahax.. it was a good chat.. bt ii wasn't really paying attention to much of what he saying cause was chattin to zhe and jeffrey and chris on msn =x=x
after i put down the phone with daren ii went to call jeffrey to console him and cheer him up =)) soon ii became depressed again and then went to call ZHE to pour out all my sorrows.. lol.. he told me alot alot of things.. and altho ii usually don't trust ppl 100% ii trust his words 99.999999%.. and yeah ii think through it all.. and does make sense.. and will take his advice also =D
i tried deleating all the sms-es.. ii deleated alot le.. i want to be lyk zhe.. but i can't.. i'm not strong enough.. ii can't press delete for some sms-es.. they mean too much to me.. esp the one where he ask me to be his stead.. love me forever? only love me? never leave me? one and only? never be replaced? i'll never believe any of it anymore.. my problem is that i love too much.. conclusion is that i wont love anymore..
the following days until yesterday go out and come back late and occupy myself with alot alot of things.. unfortunately tonight gt nth to do bahx.. that day went to go watch simpsons with debbie.. lol.. what a nice movie..
i can see both of them happy nw.. and i shan't interfere.. maybe i should just ty and be happy too =) i'm sure i can find my own happyness.. altho i won't be 100% happy seeing them happy together but even if i use ways and means to make her miserable i won't be any happier..so whats the point?
maybe things are meant to turn out this way.. a sweet beginning with bitter endings..ii can see how much both of you love each other.. bt do you guys care about what i feel?? bt i'm okay now.. i won't cry because its over.. i'll smile because it happened.. i'll wish you guys all the best and i hope things will return to the way its meant to be
# why do all good things come to an end? #
when ii am hurt too much my memories start to fade.. bt nw i'm stronger and i can face it.. face the facts.. face the truth.. and accept it.. treasure the past memories.. because that is all it will ever be..
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai..
* you happy can already kayys?
yesterday night watched "big brother" finals! it dragged on for 3 hours! watch til sooo kan chiong.. alecia won.. which is a good thing. altho ii like Zach more.. that sexy funny sweet gay.. hahax.. he is just so cute in his own way.. yupps.. maybe after seeing him people in the world will be more open minded!
while watching was sms-ing daren wong oso.. lol.. he got pissed because ii watch tv until forget abt him =x=x sorry la.. too kan chiong ma.. bt yeah.. sms him til ii fell aslepp after that.. and then the phone rang.. my first reaction when phone ring is ii will be happy cause ii thought that is him who called.. haiish.. must change mind set le.. hahax..
but i was happy mei mei called me.. was worried abt her the past few days.. then chat to her alot about my past made me think alot.. my history starting frm Terry, to Jackson, to Daren, To Guoliang, To yongteck, To Daren daren daren then to Jackson again and then current status with
Daren Jackson and Terry.. ii did make mistakes in the past.. but i'm glad ii fixed up most of the stuff.. and somethings.. just have no hope anymore.. and ii know there is no turning back..
by the way it is EIGHT now.. and ii just came back.. wtf more then 12 hours out at school lor. .did community service.. which was kinda fun.. serve teachers tea and cofee then we obviously stole abit of the food =x=x.. hahax..
the sec 1s are soooo annoying.. esp the boys.. can't stand them.. then after that they started all talking to me asking me abt the boys in my year.. blah blah.. do ii think they are hot.. blah blah.. erm... they not up to my standard bahx =x=x..
after that connor tell me say they all talking about me say they think me, steph and bec are hot.. LOL.. ii was lyk WTF.. bt they are so annoying lor.. buay ta han.. one of them the blond one very funny.. then talking about dancing that time they saw us ma.. then he say wad he like my ass and legs.. LOL.. then ii just laugh then after that run to go find steph cause they were freaking me out..
i'm so looking foward to the party next week! yupps yupps.. dance and party my sorrows away.. i'm sure it will be great.. so many ppl going.. and ii got CHRIS to pei me! miss him so much! can't wait to see him again.. hahax..
stop here bahx.. gtg shower nw..
# crossed fingers #
please don't torture me anymore....
Thursday, July 26, 2007
* wo shi yong yuan zhao bu dao xin fu le*
i'm kinda glad to be back in australia.. no matter hw much ii miss singapore.. bt my friends here miss me.. and the water rocks.. make my hair so damm nice mans.. lol.. aftr shower blog dry my hair and look at the mirror ii was lyk " WOW" hahax.. buay paiseh =x.. nw get to concentrate on my studies.. and on my dancing.. we got into finals.. GOGOGO! nicole jia you! and also gt partys to attend.. >,<
reach back everyone say to me " NICOLE! yo are back! hw was your trip?? "
my reply was " it was great!"
bt actually was my trip really good??
SUMMARY..
lost my boyfriend..
made new sworn enemies..
managed to fix up old broken relationships/ friendships..
made new friends..
closer to alot of people..
ii know who wil stand by me..
dye hair
rebond hair..
actually.. nt too bad bahx.. managed to screw my life up once again.. haiishs..
wheres my motivation to live to the next day??
It hurts to breath
It hurts to sleep
It hurts to eat
it hurts to look at that zhuzhu
it hurts to look at the phone waiting for it to ring
It hurts to look at the past messages
It hurts that wherever ii go the number 23 pops up..
IT hurts to do the things ii love to do most which is skate and play hockey..
It hurts to look at my school diary where every 25th ii drew hearts around it.. thinking it would be another month that we will be together..
IT HURTS TO LOOK AT MY OWN FUCKING NAME
most of all it hurts that everything ties together.. the date we break 23/07/07 have only the number 723.. the date we stead 25/03/07 oso have the numbers 723..
Everythig reminds me of him.. and the cold harsh reality that ii mean nothing to him anymore.. bt still ii have to get on with my life.. i'll be contented just watching him be happy..
Thursday, July 26, 2007
# do you knw hw much i hate you? bitch.. =p #
MONDAY
Today was ment to be a great day.. filled with memoriex.. bt even as ii opened my eyes to that day ii knew ii wouldent be smiling when ii closed my eyes and the day ended..
a day that started with a smile would end with never ending tears..
i was woken up by terry chee xian guang's sms.. " girl you wake up le ma?" lol.. it made me smile.. thn he never go sch ma.. ask me go meet him.. so woke up got ready then say will meet him at dohby gaurt mrt station at 12.30... hahax.. bt as usual we never on time de.. and he was fussing about what to wear.. LOL..
he was LATE! make me wait so long.. hahax.. idiot =p.. bt nvm la.. then we go walk walk meet his friend.. take neoprint then go koba eat.. at koba alot of phone calls come lor.. ah zhe call.. then akira call.. then darling call.. then mei mei call.. say want to meet me so ii call her come lor..
Terry tell me alot alot of things lor.. then we chat chat chat.. wow so many things ii didn't knw.. hahax.. then ii wan go find my DOTA disk le.. so Terry pei me go find.. go all over singapore to find tt disk lor.. hahax.. sit the bus dunno go where =x=x then reach there e we finally found the disk! yayyy.. then after that ii wan go toilet.. me and terry run up and down to find the toilet lor.. so funnny..
go out with him very entertaining lor.. he everywhere oso gt friend.. then gt discount =p=p.. first we go top shop.. saw his red cheetah spots pants.. wakaka.. $100 + lor.. then after that we saw this very very nice ring lor.. very SPECIAL.. $1800 ++ ii ji tao sian diao.. hahax.. then he laugh at me..
then he bring me go MANGO.. ii bought a black basic tee.. ii wanted to buy white.. bt terry say ii wear the black one nicer.. oso the black one more tight ma.. ii dun lyk to wear loose loose de.. so buy black lor.. lol. after that go french connection the shirt so ex then we both walk out lor.. hahax..
after that we go far east wait for mei mei.. then we go gai gai.. take more neoprints.. halfway realse if jeffrey knw we 2 go out with terry he confirm angry / jealous.. so ii decided to use tery hp call him.. then he oso dun wan come. .so nvm lor.. thn he angry with mei mei.. haii dunno whyiie oso la.. forget it..
me and terry neoprints..
Me terry and mei mei neoprints..
after that go play para para.. then at cini saw more of terry friend he keep intro me as " this is my ex girlfriend" people call he say " ii now outside with my ex girlfriend.. no la must pei her she tomorrow going back australia.. nono she is not ang mor.. " LOL canns?
after that darling call " er got bad news for you.. " just as i suspected.. hahax.. nvm lor.. nt his fault that he sprain his ankle ma.. no fate to sit cable care jiu shi no fate.. haish..so chiong cab to his house there..
see him walk bai ka bai ka.. heex.. bring him go see doctor lor.. on the way keep saying him " see la see la.. continue playing soccer lei.. " then he keep insiting so proudly that he still play so well and score 3 GOALS =p wow.. hahax..
at first keep bickering at each other.. then after that ii just keep giving in say " aiya anything la.. you happy can already okay?" the sentence has a much deeper meaning to me. bt aiya..
then ii keep joking with him then he ask me " you still got mood to joke and laugh? you nt sad mehx? " ii never say anything.. lol. then he go see doctor le.. ii stay outside waited for him.. he come out ii see his face can't help laughing lor.. then he say ii so evil laugh at him.. then ii say ii nt laughing at his misery.. just laughing at his facial expression lor.. then we go eat lor.. cause ii hungry.. on the way walking there one cat sitting ther then suddenly jump up ii ji tao shock lor.. then hold him so tight hide behind him.. lol pathetic mans.. after eat le then just slack there and watch tv =x=x..
he ask me wan go walk to other place ma.. cause there very hot.. then ii say " yr leg lyk that.. you still want walk? " lol then he say nvm lor.. after that ask my piggy back him.. LOL.. ii very strong hor? =x we went bus stop there sit lor.. chat chat chat.. he keep asking me take care.. ii just nod nod nod.. think we both know what is going to happen at the end lor.. sighsss.. walking pass the playground he call me " Liang pei ting! " then ii turn and say " Liang mehx?" then he quietly say " tan pei ting" ii control my tears..
then he say why i today weird weird one issit gt things to tell him?? ii just say no.. continue the rest of the time with a smile on my face =D he ask me if ii sad that we not sitting cable car.. ii say.. nvm de la.. nw just sit here look at car lor.. or we can pretend we sitting cable car.. LOL.. he keep saying me.. then ii tell him ii entertaining him ma.. or nt so sian.. hahax..
as we sit at the bus stop he keep looking at me.. ii look away lor.. he knw ii going to cry le.. thn he just keep looking.. ii said to him ii won't cry de la.. cry for wad..
then he say next time will bring me go sit.. ii ask him "Next time?? " then just laugh lor.. next time.. haiish.. he will bing other ppl go sit le.. sua.. ii knw very well..
and soon the time was going to be up.. so ii ask him " made your choice le ma? " he keep quiet.. " i make yr choice for you bahx... you choose her better.." and then ii say alot of other stuff.. its nt important anymore.. ii knw hw much he love her more then me.. ii knw he can never forget her.. so ii choose to give up..
just like that it ended with a kiss and my last words " wo hui den ni de.. " and ii ment every word..
tears keep rolling down in the cab.. haiish.. reach home emo all the way.. bt ii knw at least we break on good terms.. be his gan mei.. oso better then nth la.. but ii can't bring myself to call him kor.. without having that bitter feeling in my heart..
at night ah zhe call me.. we had a nice talk =) at least ii knw who ii can turn to nw.. he say ii know how to think alot.. haiish.. talk about lots of stuff.. so sad.. one thing he tell me i'll never forget.. ii at night at cry.. morning wake up cry.. bt does anyone know?? NO.. they don't.. does anyone care?? No they don't.. so?? cry for what? haiish.. yeah.. ii feel better after the talk.. and got one piece of advice ii won't regrette listening =))
just like that.. my day ended.. and the days following that.. i'll nver be happy again...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
* start with a smile end with a kiss.. just lyk that*
Second happy day
SUNDAY
was originally suppose to go to SENTOSA as planned.. with jackson, ah zhe, daddy, akira and ii think mango bahx.. then in the end even tho ii woke up and gave they all morning calls.. still A FEW PEOPLE who can't wake up.. so me and akira came to a conclusion.. DUN GO SENTOSA LOR.. lol.. actually ii dun mind.. as long as today ii get to spend with them i'm happy =)) really.. they all have no time for me de.. so ii really treasure any time the pei me.. and regardless of anything.. ii know if anyone lays a finger on me.. they will be there.. =)) the feeling very nice..
only disappointed that ii didnt have chance to wear my bikini =x=x.. lol.. damm..
so after that decided to go town.. i go meet akira and darling first while the rest still sleeping lyk piggs.. hahax... met them at mrt station there.. then akira say he forgot to bring my JERSEY! then ii panic lor.. i ireally need my jersey or nt hw to play hockey sia? my beloved PINK jersey.. in the end is he bluff me de.. ii so stupid lor.. never see him carry the paper bag.. jackson keep saying " not ii want to say you lor.. bt you really very dumb leii" !!! ii can't help it that my eyes never see properly OKAY..
first part of the day is keep raising the KELVIN subject.. and ii keep have to emphasize that me and tt person totally NO LINK at all ANYMORE.. full stop.. he keep asking whos side i stand blah blah... duh my heart only belongs one place.. ii knw you guys first and ii know you guys will never scold me lyk he did.. and ii know you all heart still gt me.. and the things you all do for me is more then kelvin will ever do.. lol..
then akira and me keep fighting for jackson =x=x.. then got two doors to walk into taka mahx.. jackson walk with me and then akira walk through the other door then ii say " HA see... he follow me =p " lol.. then oso another thing ii say " you see.. he hold my hand leii.. got hold yours anot? " =x=x.. yaya i'm a idiot.. ii know..
we go walk walk.. then go see the car exibition.. then ii thought of daren.. so sms him ask if he got go see.. me and him kay le =) he got case then we chatted on the phone and he told me lotts of stuff.. includig stuff about the stuff which ii didn't knw! argg.. iif only iif only.. bt haii.. nvm ..
went far east.. darling bought his super ex SCHOOL SHOEs.. lol.. then went to NANA THAI restaurant eat.. so damm slow can? screw the service mans..
after that we go cine, daddy come le.. then we 4 play lan.. at first e play CS against eac h other.. then against the other ppl.. ii play against other ppl till so du lan.. bang table =x=x...darling dun even wan play lor.. he go play his DOTa =_= so then after that we all quit CS le ii ask him teach me hw to play.. he teach lor.. " you must buy this buy this buy this.. then do this this this.. then balh blah blah" ii ji tao BLUR.. hahax.. the only thing ii remember is the snake thing.. right click to kill.. always wait for you GINA.. if yr GINA die le then you must run away.. =DD bt.. so sweet.. he teaching me hw to play.. hahax.. i was just very happy that dayy.. yupps..
then go arcade le jeffrey josephine and hazel come le.. we play para para.. then after that all go gai gai..when leaving cini darling said his leg pain.. then ii say.. " ii piggy back you lor.." he really let me piggy back lor.. WTF.. hahax.. jeffrey josehpine and hael all stun.. see ii so STRONG.. muahahah.. darling so damm heavy lor canns?? then we go heeren first.. me and darling took neoprints >,<
look at my retarded face..
muackx!
*hug tight tight! dun leave me.. * dotsss...
then went back to car exhibition .. some WHORES there posing at the car.. wtf mans.. hahax.. josephine and jeffrey say ii should go apply for the job >,< le ="x..">
then go back far east.. darling bought me that pink addidas jacket ii wanted! heex.. so happy =p.. ii love that jacket lots lots.. also cause ii brought them to the left foot got discount lor.. then jeff said " ohh.. no wonder la.. nicole is this kinda ppl. he gucci bag also on sale tt time buy de" stupid jeffrey.. lol.. then darling keep ask me piggy back him.. =_=.. bo bian he buy jacket for me =x=x..
waited for ah zhe to come then we went to shore center there cause ii had to go for dinner le.. we went to super market play play.. hahax..
daddy bought me 5 packet of POILFUl sweets =DD then me jeffrey and jackson keep squashing all the packets of chips everything.. at there play play play lyk ll kids..
me: "JEFFREY *crack* ii tell you hor *crack* so many times! not to *crack* do *crack* this *crack* RIGHT?" hahax.. gey siao only.. stupid nicole..
after that ii had to go for my dinner le.. darling, josephine jeffrey and hazel met my mum =x=x.. so paiseh.. dinner was good.. me and aunty stole 2 nice lil golden small plates.. so cute de lor.. all relatives keep complimenting me =DD
this was a very enjoyable day.. most of my wishes fufilled?? mmmm..
today made me realize who really mattered to me..
* start with a smile end with a kiss.. *
or as QiQi said end with a smile a start a kiss with her =x
1st happy day.. kind off..
SATURDAY
day started off FINE.. met mei mei, serene, ad my EX friend, kelvin.. from today on.. since he want to draw such a clear line.. ii have erased kelvin chua frm my memory and as far as a remember.. ii do not have s friend lyk him
so anyways.. reach enter FIRST.. even tho ii stay at pasir ris.. waited for them.. while waiting eat my ice cream.. wanted to take cgs frm ppl then decided nt to cause ii knw serene sure bring de..
after that met josephine jeffrey mei yan hazel akira all upstairs.. akira still angry with me and dun wan talk to me lor.. haiish.. just give me one look.. SADDED.. already my day has been so EMO-ish..
went skate skate.. no one to tie my skates.. so ii go look for Shawn.. hahax.. cause jefrey say his HAND PAIN.. and kel tie le will TOO LOOSE.. and akira dun wan care me.. he tie for alfreda.. pissed of mans.. lol..
skate skate.. try to enjoy.. with josephine and jeffrey entertaining me.. they so funny la.. and we keep trying to make mei yan and chen yang together lor.. lol..so funny.. they dun talk to each other de..
under all the smiles and laugh.. under i'm so emo and miserable.. only got SERENE to peii me emo.. and have our cgg-ing sessions while talking abt xin shi.. feel sad for serene oso.. she had alot of troubles.. then she jio me at night go k box at cini to drink.. bt ii say see first.. cause ii though that today will be the last day ii spent with him and gt things to tell him too..
at first when he enter ii got mixed feelings.. bt still happy to see him bahx.. the day before he gt call me.. and ii was happy to hear him call me after such a long time.. bt ii know hes only trying to be nice to me.. haiish..
we didn't talk much at first bahx.. then after first speed skate went for another cgg-ing session at toilet with serene and xiao xiao mei mei all gt go.. halfway darling called me to go eat.. then ii say okay after this lor..
went to eat.. akira dun want to look at me lor.. idiot.. then just talk to daddy and darling lor.. mostly keep quiet and eat.. then they keep saying me kelvin this ke;vin that.. wtf cannrot take it le.. so go skate le nor..
then saw lixin miyake and TERRY walk through with wilson ii was so damm happy to see them! hug hug lixin and then terry oso wan hug hug.. hahax.. then smile and miyake.. she keep say ii so cute.. lol.. she oso lor! hahax..
me and lixin.. terry behind..
mwarks..
EMO-IMG
the day started falling into place after ii emo in the corner and tears fell.. then ii turn around and saw him standing above me.. ask me go skate.. ii say dun wan.. the whipe my tears.. he ask me whyiie ii cry.. ii just shake head and pull serene go toilet for 3rd cgg-ing session..
after that suddenly akira disiao me again.. ii stun just stare at him then he smile.. fm then things were getting better le =)) my last day so everyone treated me lyk princess.. and then talked to terry.. he ask me feel his hear beating so fast shows how much he miss me.. hahax.. hw sweet.. all this time of blaming him for the past.. ii finally got over it le.. and nw we can be gd terms again.. so glad glad.. then dirty dance dance with ALFREDA MEIIX.. wheets.. hahax. and also dirty dance with serene oso.. bleahxx..
play with hazel shi fu all.. jeffrey josephine entertain.. ii get to disiao aaron wilson all.. and me and xiao xiao giving chen yang idea on what to do with meiyan *winks winks* the only thing missing was darling..
so skate skate alone then saw him alone looking to the board outside.. then so feel lyk hugging him so skate and then lightly hit onto him then hug him.. hahax.. DRAMMA.. bt yupps.. at least frm then we okok le.. =D
the only thing is that kelvin give me this jiao bin.. WHATEVER la.. he just can't stand to see me happy.. wtf is this..
second and my LAST SPEED SKATE FOR THIS TIME.. very happy with it =) only xiao xiao and chen yang ji tao BUANG and hit the boards and same place.. OMG lor canns.. then one uncle who trip xiao xiao de keep cao beh then ah neo scold him.. he scared he shut up.. HA..last few rounds darling pull me run hahax.. bt i hum ji.. keep cao beh say too fast.. tinkerbell cannort take flash the speed mahx.. hahax..
lixin and miyake during the break snap shot us.. lol..
after that resurface me and mei mei skate to the center and dance dance =x=x.. hahax.. R18 R18! then they off the lights and on disco lights sia.. wohoo.. hahax..
everything was ok frm then on.. bt jeff they all had to go..
then lixin and tery had to leave le cause qiqi got probation.. lol.. ii wear terry gucci cap and run away.. then qiqi take my bag. GRRR.. hahax.. ok lor.. so return =p humph.. then later hug them all bye bye le.. pei them to to go out there.. WO SHE BU DE!! qiqi kiss me.. wakakakax.. then terry gave me a kiss of the cheek too.. as a belated b'dayy present.. CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP =x=x.. no la.. jk.. hahax..
so left the usual 4.. me jackson,91 daddy and akira.. then daddy wan come talk to me.. he tell jackson he wan ask me abt kelvin thing then ask him go away.. darling wan act lor.. he tot i dunno then he tell mei mei " alfreda pei me go there ii wan buy something.." LOL.. ii ji tao say " wei yr acting SUCKS lor =p " he arm chio.. so funny.. haiish.. i'll do anything to keep that smile on his face.. even if t means ii have to give up my own.. he go pull mei mei skate.. then ii ji tao angry lor.. lol.. think he pull her better lor.. she nt scared.. nt lyk me.. so hum ji.. hahax..
daddy tell me alot of things.. and i'm glad that ii could have tt chat with him =)) my one and only bao bei daddy forever!
yupps.. after skate go KFC eat..then darling pei me go take cab then ii go le...
go home dead tired then that kelvin wan come quarel with me.. fuck off mans.. the FIRST PERSON who so daring-ly scold me till so hiong.. still can ask me why cannort scold? ii so dai sai mehx?? arghh.. make me damm piss off.. if just because ii tiong sim jackson means me and him cannort be friends at all then FINE..
at night akira all call me ii also gt talk to ah zhe.. he say will see me tmr =)) then akira call and talk abt this situation.. damm angry.. then can hear darling pissed off in the background.. bt.. at least one sentence darling said to me which made me very happy " if he scold you again tell me okays? " and then at night he sms me ask me to give him a morning call the next day..
anyways saturday was my LAST DAY SKATING =) thanks to everyone who turned up.. it shows that you care <33 me ="D">
End of the first happy day.. ii know he made an effort to come and pei me and make me happy =) bt his heart was still somewhere eles ii know very well.. bt towards the end of today.. ii actually thought things were getting much better between me and him... bt ii knw very well the ending of this story ..
continue the 2 other days tmr.. nw going sleep le.. ZzZZz
The only thing that makes me happy.. my XXV skates
Thursday, July 19, 2007
* no one will ever understand.. STRESS! *
had a very nice sleep and then was woken up by daryl tt idiot.. keep ask me go 213 find him cause he kenna suspand then his parents dunno.. wtf siia.. then he keep cao beh cao eh.. see him so ke lian so ii agree lor.. since he offer to pay my cab fare to go there.. heex..
but bad thing is that had to put kelvin airplane la.. heex.. pasieh arr =x=x
pei daryl all the way then kel reach hm frm meeting his GERALDINE le and debbie wan come so ii ask them both to meet me as mos burger while me and daryl eat.. in the end ZAI ZAI de.. kelvin refuse to go to mos burger =x=x forget it lor.. we go mrt station find him..
me and daryl's hp.. lol
akira called ask where ii am all these then kenna say by him.. say ii bo sim never jio him go skate blah blah.. keep saying alot of things.. so stress can?? ii know that you are feeling lyk tt lor.. but dun say until like ii dun care about you anymore lor.. ii always kenna wu hui.. I HATE IT MANS!
after that went rink with kel and debbie.. saw the rest there..today got jeffrey,meiyan,ys,josephine,serene ( ghim ghim mor ), wei ting and others bahx.. you'll see in the pictures later..
lazy to go into detail today because i'm really not in the mood...
but just ii was having alot of fun with them.. serene so funny one la she.. come kiss me de =x=x hahax.. bt she oso very ke lian lor today.. gek sim sia.. went to hug her..
learn lots of stuff today oso.. break.. crossing.. behind break thing, weaving thing.. aiya ii dunno the name.. but kinda learn till du lan.. but thanks kel and jeffrey for having the patience to teach me..
most of the day is di siao siao de.. with mei yan josephine jeffrey all.. went to disturb this super tall guy.. dunno hw to skate then laugh at jeffrey friend.. then i start Q go disturb him then make him the drangon head all this then the rest all play.. hahax.. so funny.. he fall we all purposely laugh damm loud..
very crappy and fun.. and ii was hoping that it would get better once darling came.. but guess what?? he sms me saying he can't come.. haiish.. nvm bahx.. ji tao spoil my mood.. but still live goes on.. ii know he got more important things to do..
anyways.. although alot of unhappy things.. suay things.. mood swings bt overall ii enjoy today.. =)) everyone is still generally sweet to me.. and today like become so much closer to serene and wei ting and meiyan.. yupps lor.. bt everyone eles oso yupps.. play a big part in brightening my day!
JEFFREY AND KELVIN! today hor.. good lor bully me.. they suck.. just jealous of my pretty face. keep taking lan jiao bin snap shots of me when ii dunno... lol... chase them lyk siao force them to delete lor.. LOL.. so funny la.. hw i torture them.. jeff ke lian me say " ok la ii delete la.. see you so angry i scared leii.. " kel dun care de.. he say ii fierce nia.. xi guan jiu hao.. HAHA..
me and serene kenna pao toh smoking in the toilets.. sian diao.. aiya.. also nth de.. come only lor.. lol.. ii know kel piss of with me today with this sub.. bt really ii cut down lots le.. serene smoke most.. and then when ys they all jio me for second round ii never even finish half.. also cause of guilt bahx.. ii knw you all care..
Today.. LAUGHTER.. PLAYFULNESS.. REBEL.. SADNESS.. MISUNDERSTANDINGS.. TEARS.. SMILES.. REGRETE.. CONFUSION.. FRUSHTRATION
SERENE KISS ME >,<
photo time! group photos.. muahahaha..
look at me and kel JIAO BIN
serene da jie jie come le take with us..
my clever idea to force everyone into taking a group photo=x=x..
YS! act sexy! kick him with our skates!
<333>
me and wei ting hug serene!
close up! hao xin gan wor..
boy,ger,boy,ger,boy,ger,, HEYYY WHY AM II THE SHORTEST!
the tiny winnie lil baby princess=x=x
can you see my XXV? =x=x..
after skate went to eat dinner.. meiyan and serene pls stop molesting me! lol.. zhen shi de..
after that cabbed with jeff, meiyan and jeff friend.. yupps.. after that tai ji liao liao.. bt ii think nw everythings okay =))
more pics to upload soon!
my parents piss me off so much lor.. guess i'll have very lil time left le.. have to keep go for this lan jiao dinner that lan jiao dinner.. knn.. really can't stand my parents any longer.. esp my FATHER..
stop here..
___#remember happy things.. forget the bad.. bt ii wun forget the unforgivable things ppl do to me..#___
^ ^ Miss XXV daxiaojie, XXX de mei mei, too bad ii suck ^ ^
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
* 7 more days to go *
arghhh.. can all the troubles just be settled one and for all?? today came out with the intention on settling this probs.. bt since she wants to avoid it then sua sua sua le lor.. just gonna keep carrying on this freaking prob..
and just as ii thought.. he never contact me today.. mmm.. everyday in school.. seeing her the whole day.. UNDERSTANDABLE.. forget it la.. nvm ii was fine today.. a few mins of emo.. bt alot of laughter and hyper-ness..
mrt-ed down to westmall lor.. guess what?? my ipod no batt.. THANKS LEI BERNICE.. lol.. then so damm freaking bored in the train.. so go ZzZZz.. and then was woken up by kels sms.. and then hazel call.. lol.. then mei mei call too.. so never sleep le.. just stare into the windows.. must wait very long till ii can sit mrt and look at singapore again.. lol..
jeffrey say wan eat PASTA MANIA.. siao arr?? too rich le.. lol.. ii wan eat MOS BURGER leii.. kelvin say that is AH BENG and AH LIAN place.. wad siia.. tt idiot ii reach jurong le he ask me wait for him cause he is on the train before mine ma.. hahax.. =p=p.. so ii got out of the train and wait specially for him lor.. how NICE of me..
went there met mei mei then we 3 eat first lor.. ii say wan treat mei mei.. then she ask me iif ii have prob.. LOL.. ii very bad mehx?? wun treat ppl de mehx?? bo bian.. who call her to be my mei mei.. hahax..
eat le jeffrey and hazel wan go home change first ma.. then we called yu jun.. she say she at lot 1 all this.. so we 3 decided to mrt down to lot 1.. go there gai gai sneak the 2 baichi's into arcade to watch me play para para.. hahax..
we go minitoons wan buy things mahs.. then ii bought DICE for me meimei and kel.. mine is PINK.. mei mei is RED.. kel is BLACK..
then later hazel SHIFU! jeffrey and josephine xiao jie come le.. lol.. all play para para and burn everyone eles.. so funny lor.. we all got our own style de.. the josephine keep di siao lor.. bo bian.. who call her so pro??
then we go comics collection look at games... ii wan dota dota dota!! wei cap for me leii =x=x..
went down food court caus josephine and jeffrey the RICH BITCHES wan eat ma.. lol.. alfreda mei low class.. wan go KOPITIAM.. hahax.. then they say " weii she carry GUCCI you ask her go KOPITIAM? " hahax.. funy siia..
go kopitiam le called sukii.. she sleeping.. sua we dun wan disturb her lor.. then we chat chat.. SO DAMMM FREAKING FUNNY SIA.. esp JEFFREY..
he is number 1 clown.. so glad he today got come.. brighten the day sia.. everyone laugh lyk crazy. thenn josephine immitate ppl ii laugh till stomach pain de nor.. lol..
our main subjects of the day was.... *ahem ahem* talk abt tiger airways then we say the "ah lian-ish" air stewardes.. lol BUDGET ma.. say until so funny lor the pattern.. we anyhow talk cock de.. me alfreda and kel laugh till pengs.. the main ppl saying is jeff josephine and hazel.. LOL.. then another sub is WX and WX at national day.. KALLANG WAVE!! *faints* LOL.. oxygen mask! air stewardes throw ah ma out of the plain! LOL.. force you eat =x=x=x other ppl dunno what ii talking la.. bt we were jsut talking cock.. and ii laughed so hard.. for a moment all my troubles was forgotten.. yupps yupps..
after that we went to call suki ask if wan come out again.. bt she never pick up.. so we go park park play!! yayy.. lyk lil kids bt very fun lorr..
then got one skate board a.k.a surf board thing lor.. then later we made a movie.. halfway to the end a idiot call and then our show no ending.. so we had to shoot is seperately.. lol.. i'll edit it soon and post of you tube then put here de.. heex..
now time for pics!
me and shi fu!
kelvin! bua stun again!=p
surf up!
my fav pic! group photo! thanks josephine for taking =DD
lol even standing on the thing kel is still taller then me.. look at me laughing lyk a retard cause ii can't stand properly.. LOL..
josephine jia you!
baichi!
me and ke ai josephine!
ii look retarded lor =_=
mei mei and jeffrey!
me and jeffrey!
Me and kel! lol
at long john take pics of our ling ling long longs
me and josephine de octopus! on top of me kel and mei mei DICE!
DICE ME ON TOP =p
at the bottom =((( bully!
me and mei mei hands!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Me and my ERZI
YESTERDAY
woke up by 2 calls.. hahax.. keep cannort wake up de me.. but yesterday ii dunno why ii woke up feeling kinda happier..
got ready and chiong out of the house before my parents cao beh me to go meet them.. wait for my da ge to finish report lor.. then just eat and slack around paya labar..
after that went to vivo.. meet debbie there.. me kel bernice and our other friend.. hahax.. at there walk walk.. then so damm sian.. play para para..go TOYS R US!
play like idiots..
then slack at outside there look at CABLE CARS..
once ii look at that ii ji tao sian lor.. haiish.. rememberning what he promise me last time.. forget it la.. just continue with my cigg and kel there keep cao beh me.. sorry ii knw you are dissapointed.. bt..
kelvin took this pic to show me cause he tired of saying le =x
he keep psycho they all nt to supply me with ciggs lor.. so bad.. hahax.. then ii tot pasir ris got lan shop so we went down to white sands eat first then we realise WTF NO LAN!!
ii ji tao CHAO DA lor =x=x.. so paiseh.. keep say sorry to them.. ask them go down town east play then ii pay cab.. bt they dun wan so go home lor.. left me kel and bernice.. she keep playing with kel's psp..
after that slack around white sands then go park slack lor.. for quite sometimes and kel became so cao be,, he wun shut up... hahax. after that he and ber cabbed hm lor..
go home chat on phone and attempted to settle a problem lor,, make me damm freaking pissed off.. yesterday night was so so SHIO LA!! arghh.. iif this problem dun settle soon ii hen bu xing le lor.. hw to settle when she is lyk a mice when we ask her things?? hao xin mei hao bao!
i made an effort to ZUO HAO REN.. bt its nw easy lor.. and you take forgranted nb!
to top it up darling came and chat with me on msn. chat quite alot of things.. haiish.. until ii there fighting to stop my tears le lor.. guess really have no choice bt to let go le.. ii only have less then a week left.. ii want to enjoy my last few days.. can Can CANNN??
so many freaking probs lor.. arghhh..
later going to meet mei mei. haiish.. hope things wil get better nor.. ii have to go get ready le.. update soon..
SISTER.. hui & pei <33>
25/03/06..
it started a crush which was so apart only in my dreams did ii ever think we'd end up together..
then the feelings slowly grew.. bt no one said a thing..too much pressure on this forbiden love..
the coldness grew and i thought it was the end of everything.. we were so close bt something came between us.. ii never knew what did..
It shattered me.. ii didn't know hw ii could continue.. i blame myself for believing ii actually had a chance to be part of your world..
ii finally got over it with lots of effort.. my life had to go on.. ii had a whole new life..
Soon it was time for me to leave.. and my phone rang.. ii heard the sound of your voice..
that sweet sound which ii missed so much but tried so hard to forget.. ii was happy to hear that voice..
ii regarded you as the big brother ii never had..
treasured you deeply..
but because of the past.. ii promised myself not to fall too deeply into it..
ii enjoyed the short bt happy msn conversations.. ii might have neglected you abit. bt ii was only trying to protect myself..
ii finally came back.. and you were in distress.. but so happy so see me..
as for me ii already ahd other things on my mind..
bt ii still had a special place in my heart for you..
and we finally met up during my last week in singapore..
that day was possibly one of the most enjoyable days ii ever had and i'll never forget.. everything you did for me..
and altho ii promised myself it will never happen again.. the feelings grew..
ii could nt turn back i knew the love was still forbidden.. afraid to loose you ii kept everything to myself..
u ended in with her and soon we were together..
ii could not believe it.. it was too good to be true..
ii never thought we would ever end up together.. ii don't even believe in long distance relationships..
bt ii thought what we had was something special..
how so very wrong ii was.. ii was happy that for a period of time ii ment the world to you.. ii knew how much you love me..
ii felt the love..
ii fely lucky..
and then unlucky complications happend.. ii tried to get over it.. thinking everything will be fine once ii return..
the day came ii returned. bt it still didn't feel right..
we met up and ii was very happy.. we was finally together.. bt ii still felt the distance there..
the distance that was never there before..
it grew bigger.. and it shattered me so much..
mmy love for you already grew too deep..
ii love you too much..
and ii can never love anyone eles besides you anymore..
we had the chat you told me the truth.. which led to days of tears after that.. ii could never truly be happy again..
unless ii knew you love me.. that question you could not even answer..
you said it hurts you to see me cry.. ii cried so hard in those seconds of your sweet embrace..
maybe the last hug i'll ever get..
ii thought you would be someone who would never let me drop a tear.. guess ii was so so wrong..
ii always suspected you still loved her.. and nw the truth is out...
i'm just waiting for you to make yr choice..
altho ii've already made the choice for you.. i'm willing to give up my happyness so that you could be happy.
ii took you from her.. so just take it as i'm giving back what i've stolen..
thanks for the memories..
thanks for everything..
at least ii know ONCE you loved me so deeply..
ONCE we ment the world to each other
ONCE ii knew you would be the shoulder ii could lean on
ONCE we were so happy together
ONCE we were so close..
ii can't bear to see you leave i can't bear to loose you.. bt ii also can't bear to see you stressed.. can't bear to see yu unhappy..
ii guess nothing will ever be fair for me.. this story's ending has not been written yet.. hw will everything end? will ii ever be happy again...
ii will remember everything this time.. every single thing you tell me..
NICOLE FOREVER ONLY TIONG SIM JACKSONEOZHIWEI
Sunday, July 15, 2007
at my house play with my ER ZI! tried to take pics with him and all.. hahax..
after that went to my god parents hse eat.. chat chat with my god bro all then my and ber finally managed to sneak out to have out ciggs and then she call dajing chat and ii call kel chat lo..
she so cute sia.. keep hold me so tight cause dark dark de then she scared fall down.. then at park there gt a few dogs she also so scared lor.. then ii tell her is friendly de anything ii will protect her.. lol..
after that went back play REVERSI! and bernice is a CHEATER thats why we TIED the game.. bleahx.. play " murder in the dark" she oso cheat lor.. lol..
so sianz lor lucky got her pei me.. and gt kelvin to chat on phone with me.. today darling go sentosa waited a whole day to see if he will at least send a sms to me.. bt haiish.. nth.. so nvm lor.. ii knw he is having fun there wiht someone eles playing volleyball.. dotts..
then my dad gave bernice money to cabb back home.. and my god parents gave me big ang pao.. muahahaha..
went back conferenced and then went to bed shortly after that cause next day must wake up..
Sunday, July 15, 2007
* nothings gonna change my love for you *
yesterday after blogging went to get ready and rush to go on the train or nt they all must wait for me very long.. kel was at city hall so ii asked him to come onto my train nor.. paisejh make him wait so long!
hazel called me and we went to meet her at control station then ii ask her where is jeff and mei yan,, never wait for me.. lol.. wanna die ar?? =x=x
so went to the atm there find then then question them.. yuan lai is cause jeffrey angry with hazel so will go off.. hahax.. still.. bo sim never wait for me! BLEAHX..
then all went in.. akira kor tie my skates then talk to me abt the yesterday thing. aiya today is totaly no mood.. after that ah zhe, marcus and darling all come le.. then oso got xiao xiao, ah neo, aaron,mango (viewer) and us lor,, jeffrey me hazel meiyan kelvin marcus akira jackson.. daddy wake up late so never come.. mostly skated with mei yan and hazel lor.. xiao xiao got alot of funny story to tell us de..
akira keep ask me go talk to darling.. looking and him already make me wanna cry lor.. so ii just pass him his glove sit next to him all this la.. bt.. today ii just can feel the distance between us.. although we are still stead bt ii can feel that its nt going anywhere le..
after that speed skate.. 4 o clock skate myself got meiyan behind me and then after that me and hazel together run.. bt 7 o clock de ii ownself all the way.. hahax.. so ke lian..
got 2 ang mor then they all keep di siao them lor.. esp ZHE.. hahax.. they all very wad leii.. keep aim their there and throw ice.. then ii just give darling a stupid face then ii go other place le.. with hazel xiaoxiao and aaron all.. aaronn so damm funny lor.. then jeffrey there put gloves into his shirt there.. hahax..
got one girl carry pink coatch bag and skate ma.. then jeffrey and hazel tell me " wei gt one girl carry CHANNEL pink bag leii.. " lol.. then ii scold them say its COATCH not CHANNEL.. hahax.. bleahx. GUCCI is the best la hor?
sukii and alfreda MEIMEI<3>
dun want to update in to detail bahx.. but ii know kelvin was du lan with me.. when ii leaving say bye to him he oso never care.. so sua le lor.. left with the hockey ppl and josephine with her friend..
me daddy and darling in one cab.. daddy alot of stun de lor.. lol.. then in the cab darling called his class ppl and esther oso.. cause he meeting them tomorrow.. then ii was lyk sian diao..
at the BBQ there okok la.. abit sian bt at least got josephine and her friend pei.. and oso got ppl talk to me.. kelvin koh come in his work clothes so damm funny.. then saw daddy play WI boxing so funny.. cute lor he.. then ii dun wan eat ma.. zhe keep asking me to eat lor.. lol thanks all of you for yr concern.. then josephine feed me her food.. akira feed me his food.. darling feed me his food oso.. then ii keep tell zhe ii eat le ii eat le.. cause they all wun let me have cigg if ii never eat.. then zhe pass me a hotdog ask me eat then ii dun wna my hand dirty so darling take from him and feed me.. LOL.. idiot lor her.. keep pushing it into my mouth.. =x=x
after that zhe dun believe that ii got eat so nvm lor.. ii go play WI bowling with akira.. and ii won! woohooo.. ii rocks lor.. strilke strike spare! bleahx.. some more at first ii took over tt time my team was loosing unti lthe last few rounds ii catch up hor?! =p=p in the end he say another round.. iif ii win he will give me cigg or not cannort.. then play play le ii winning all the way.. the joe this malay guy wan play so since ii winning ii let him try one round.. cause he actually jio akira to go out for ciggs de ma.. then ii tell him " don't loost ar! or not akira won't give me ciggs!" then he say " wa you oso smoke?" then ii say nt really.. then smile continue play.. in the end I WON AGAIN =p=p
pass it to marcus and kelvin koh to play.. darling playing NHL dun wan care me.. lol.. ii keep di siao marcus ask him dun loose all these.. then after that went out with akira and joe lor.. then akira dunno go where so left me and joe there chat lor.. he ask ii how old.. then ii ask him guess.. he guess 17?? 18?? huh 19?? then 16 mehx?? 15?!! then ii say " ya 15.. " then he laugh say " wa you quite cool hor.. look like 17 18 lyk tt.." LOL then chat chat with him he say alot of things.. lol.. think he dunno ii am jackson's stead ba..
after that they got meeting.. then darling got award.. heex.. then ii lyk headach le.. my mum call to cao beh so josephine and her friend pei me go take cab.. thanks thanks..
then ii sms kel ask if he angry then he really damm du lan lor.. the whole night conference with them till so pek cek,. feel so bad and guilty oso lor.. like its my fault..
bt thanks everyone for an wei me bahx..=DD ii so no mood maybe my attitude wasn't very gd bt ya.. hope they understand..
then akira call me ii told him ii head ache all this and tmr dun wan go out le.. then ii think is he ask jackson to call me de and ask how am ii.. or not jackson oso wun call me de.. haii
then chatted with esther on msn ask her some stuff.. guess she still really lyk him.. and he really like her too.. i'm happy to see them happy together.. just being his close gan mei like last time.. haiish..
today woke up kel said sorry for his attitude and ii conference with da jing and bernice all the way till nw..
bernice coming my house nw! yayy.. stop blogging le bahx.. continue tonight..
# i'd do aything to keep that sweet smile on your face.. #
Saturday, July 14, 2007
ii know everyone asking me dun emo.. i'm trying my best! everytime ii come back singapore thinking that ii have finally ii can be happy with ther person ii truly love.. bt once again my heart is shattered.. last time is daren.. nw is him.. why are they so ALIKE?! to ruthelessly make me fall for them and then tell me they are still in love with someone eles?? nvm bahx.. a simple question like " do you still like me?" and he reply DUNNO.. ii know my answer..
and ii will let you go if you really want to.. hope you'll be happier.. bt my heart will always have a space for you if you change your mind.. dun stay with me because you feel you have to.. ii want you to do it because you want to.. and because you still have feelings for me.. hai.. write oso no use cause he wun be reading.. why do ii love him so much.. why why why..
Well stop with the emo-ness nw or bernice and Da jing will come and say me le.. hahax..yesterday conferenced with them.. so funny.. they keep disturb me.. keep KELVIN here KELVIN there..=p dajing gay.. he is in love with kelvin.. and bernice ii wan you to be my partner!! ahahaha
YESTERDAY
happy birthday alfreda mei mei! =DD i'm sorry ii kinda spoil yr b'day.. bt ii hope we had fun before all the bad things happen!
woke up got ready and then mrt-ed down to westmall.. then kelvin showering so chenyang brought me to his hse.. cause ii suaku dunno hw to walk there.. hahax.. akira kor called in the morning ask me peii him go hospital bt ii got to meet alfreda.. sorry! bt ii jio akira to come along with us too..
after that chen yang went to his CRUISE le.. then alfreda say she will be late.. so me and kel go westmall eat first while waiting for tt HAZEL shifu.. hahax..
she came le then we went to jurong.. play DDR then ii go take neoprint with mei mei! <33>
after that jeffrey, akira kor,hazel,kelvin, me and mei mei go k box le.. xiao xiao dun wan come with us.. so we go there.. sing sing.. cao beh cao beh.. play play.. my fav game.. throw food into ppl mouth.. hahax.. akira anyhow throw at me de.. stupid kor..
happy happy halfway ii started tearing.. never really cry.. then kelvin ask me dun lyk tt.. jeff and alfreda say they will kenna affect de.. so they eject the sad song out.. lol.. keep lyk tt de.. once sad song start and they see me lyk buay zai buay zai le they will eject eject eject!
then ii wan go toilet see if my make-up got smudge then hazel piggyback me to toilet! lol.. then coming back is mei mei piggy back me! so fun.. hahax.. mei mei keep suan me say.. mei mei carry jie jie.. then mei mi taller then jie jie.. wad siia! =p=p bleahx..
after that we left le went to arcade then darling they all say they wan sing bt too bad we come out le.. then we all went down to mac.. ii keep hold alfreda pink pillow dun wan give back to her.. then darling say " dun worry she will return you de la.. she SAY only" stupid la.. lol.. kelvin another one keep snatching pillow from me..
went to mac le they there talking cock then ii say ii gtg soon le nehx.. then things become serious le.. daddy ask darling to "go buy thins" then they talk to me first.. who knew daddy so clever to call darling and let him listen to everything ii said.. then he come back tt time.. ii dunno hw to stat talking to him lo.. ii just know iif by today ii dun settle this i cannort take it le..
serene come le. she so funny la.. hug me then say she wan sit down.. then all of them say " you ownself sit lo.. we all leaving le.." then they really go. pangseh.. bt nvm.. at least me and darling get to talk bahx.. he keep saying he kai bu liao kou.. and ii keep asking him to say.. then talk abt somethings me eyes start to water so ii turn away.. then later he hold my hand and say okay he will tell me what he want to say..
say say say.. my feelings start to mix lor.. is like.. no words to discribe it bt SHATTERING.. he tell me the whole story and as he tell ii start to cry le.. arghh
.. II HATE CRYING.. then he whipe my tears and say he cannort continue saying le.. bt ii insisted he finish the sotry cause he can't leave me hanging there in the air..
now ii know the painfull truth.. and ii have nth to say.. ii know.. it was a mistake a big mistake.. is it time ii give back what doesn't belong to me?? its too late.. i've fallen for him too deeply le.. bt.. i'll still let him make his choice ba..
then ii want to pull my hand away le he dun let.. bt ii had to leave le.. or not ii will be late.. so he pei me go wait for cab.. joewe they all see us tot we okay le.. he still smile and give me thumbs up sign.. haiish daddy.. then ii just look at him.. then zhe saw me.. lol.. ii knw zhe keep saying " wan dan le wan dan le.. " bt.. aiya..
while waiting for cab.. alot of things were said.. he ask me if ii have anything to say??? ii just say.. ii can't loose him... ii really can't.. then ii ask him to simple question " do you still like me?? " and he replied with a "dunno.."
that was the worst part of my whole day.. ii push him away and turn another way.. on top of that.. 2 cabs dun wan take me.. one say no petrol.. one say he wan fang gong le.. NA BEI!
iif he dun like me anymore ii've nth to say le.. whats the point.. my life without him is like a broken pencil.. it has no POINT..
so.. fearing that it will be the last time.. ii just went to hug him.. very very tightly and cry cry cry.. i've never cried this much in a long time.. it just proves to show how much ii love him..
finally got a cab he ask me to sms him when ii reach home.. then kel and alfreda keep ask me what happen.. ii say i'll talk abt it when i'm home..
the days before this..
TUESDAY
slacked around vivio whole day with debbie and then visit josephine xiao jie so eat her left over ice cream and scrape her ice..
WEDNESDAY
went to skate with kelvin they all.. Nicole gt go also! hahax.. all of us emo.. sit on the bench.. then wei xiang keep saying us.. we SHI LIAN lE OKAY?.. wait for henry to go then YS and serene all jio us go *ahem ahem* after tt kelvin say dun so much.. all these.. ii know ii know.. thats why,, ii havent touched it for 2 days le! wohoo.. proud proud
was playing psp then darling was outide.. saw le ii was so happy.. chiong there.. i'm just always happy to see him.. haii.. then ii ask him come in awhile.. he help me tie my skate tighter then he left le... chat awhile.. bt he lyk no interest in talking to me. sua le bahx..
wei xiang then treat me and kel eat koba,.. wakakaka.. and then they pei me sit mrt halfway cause dun wan me alone.. thanks =)) and also thanks for keep spot checking after that..
THURSDAY
me kelvin chen yang jefffrey hazel and wei xiang go cini play lan.. CS!! ii love CS!! hahax.. then saw serene at k box there go hug her then she carry me up and swing me around.. ahh.. so scary lor!.. lol
after that darling and his friends came le.. so went to see him.. they wan play pool so we go lor.. in the end ii played with hazel and jeffrey.. so funny.. hazel always make me laugh till stomach pain de.. got laughing fits le.. she keep imiitating the siao person playing para para like a BAICHI! slapping armpit move! hahax.. jeff and hazel really make me laugh alot that day.. although ii was still sad.. bt the DOOR thiing.. and the PARA PARA thing.. and the WALKING thing.. hahax
after that darling say he wan go home le.. so he left with his friends.. haish.. so later we went to taka buy things eat.. then go home le..
# # how will my story end?? # #
I'm so un independent.. ii cna't be alone.. ii dunno how to take care of myself.. ii always need ppl to be there for me.. and thats hw it has always been.. ii though you were going to be the one that ii could fall on.. the one who would take care of me frm nw on.. nw ii wonder hw things will go frm here..
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
TODAY
morning made a few phone calls and akira kor told me her drive the car and bang the pole.. LOL
went to timah meet kailin and anqi all play lan.. SUCKY com.. waste my money.. lol.. then we mercedes cabbed down to west mall.. eat mos burger.. so long never eat le.. yum yum.. anqi buy BIG WATER.. without the intention of drinking it all.. lol.. in the end oso wasted..
then ber and alicia came le and all slacked around at mos.. saw the da jing.. nw knw who he is liao.. lol tmd.. yesterday add me on msn ii never reply him =x=x just nw chatted with on on msn for abit.. he ask issit i'm the girl who die hair.. blah blah blah.. haha..
joey and xian yao go watch movie.. lol XIAN MU LEII.. really lo today.. haii..
HANDPHONE NO BATT.. wtf lor.. and anqi keep laughing at me.. so bad.. after awhile and long PLANNING on the fun we were going to have today.. SHE decides nt to turn up.. standard de.. since ii knw her till today.. still never change de..
so just slack around.. hz come le kailin go to his house.. she so happy to see him.. hahax.. so sweet.. haii.. then akira come in cab say want ppick me up then we go kelvin's hse.. ii frm mos burger walk down to his cam he never see me then keep moving.. then ii idiot having to chase after the cab.. in the end akira came out and say we shall walk to kelvin's hse.. DIAO..
he keep cao beh say " THIS IS 1 HEAD! MY ZAI DUI! " blah blah.. hahax.. funny lor he.. then reach kel's hse daddy call.. then he say will be late blah blah.. lol.. standard de.. then akira scold me say " Wa joewe call then you will say hyiie daddy then when ii call why you never say hyiie korkor?" hahax.. paiseh la.. next time ii wil lde =DD
play halo again.. 1 on 1.. play till so pek cek. summore ii no mood de nor.. feel lyk killing ppl.. LOL..
after that we mrt-ed to the rink le.. at first cannort go in de.. thanks alot alot alot KELVIN CHUA.. help me puay.. hahax.. and SO SORRY to hazel jeff and ESP josephine! pangseh you and wear your skates.. ii feel so bad!! bt really thanks lotts.. =))) they already tired to see if you all cna go in le..
went in today skate.. saw alot of old skaters.. lol.. so long never see them.. so touch they remember me.. akira help me tie skates cause darling never skate.. haii.. feel so weird to go skate without him.. bt still fun ba.. gt kor kor.. kelvin, idiot kelvin koh =p,steven ahbeng, shawn, brandan, ah zhe,derek and lots lots others.. hahax.. thanks for all treating me so nice =DD and giving me yr light sticks to extend my long long earings.. hahax.. bt hor.. they keep di siao me also.. want kick my skate behind make me wanna fall then catch me.. then the idiot steven go use the light stick make make me put it together until lyk olympics then they all take phone out take pic of me. NA BEI! hahax..
had alot of nice conversations today updating steven and brandan abt my current status and life.. hahax.. suprise brandan will still knw wh ii am..
then zhe come talk to me ask iif ii knw who he is.. then ii say " Zhe lor.. hahax.. ii gt talk to you b4 ma.. " he say ii look diff frm pic.. he also look diff nor! hahax.. bt as kelvin said, zhe is very nice de.. then he talk to me abt alot of things.. say just tell him he will help me =)) so skate skate talk talk.. holding my tears back.. haii.. bt anyways glad to have that chat =DD
rest of the time was pretty much disiao.. then we went to the toilet smoke.. lol.. lucky the alarm never ring.. na bei.. lol.. idiot kelvin.. nw ii oso like him liao keep say na bei.. then zhe say i so fierce.. =x=x
then akira keep sit there see me skate.. ask me dun skate so fast all this.. hahax.. can't help it.. josephine's skate so much nicer to use! i'm loving it.. lol.. then zhe keep asking me teach him say ii pro.. LOL dun SARCASTIC la.. then gt alot ppl in my way then ii lucky SAN away in time.. then akira and kelvin clap hand.. then keep li siao me.. then after that zhe brandan all keep making me lor.. so damm HENG HENG HENG ii never fall down today.. DEREK also say ii heng lor.. lol. 2 reasons.. one.. ii keep missing all the ppl who ALMOST knock me down.. lol.. zhe was a number 1 witness to one.. lol.. he got a shock =x=x heng i'm still in one piece.. butt never touch the floor.. wooo.. then another reason is ii can get inside.. lol.. 5 dollars.. free food.. ii nt even iin poly yet =x=x bt my this face aiya.. hahax.. derek so funny de lei. aft awhile then ask me
" you knw i am ma? " then ii say.. of cos la.. blah blah.. ii tot he is the one who never remember me.. LOL..
kelvin koh STEAL my jersey! and ii wanna STEAL his pink shoe laces.. wakakak..
then outside saw ALFREDA mei! and DAFFY! then daddy came with yujun's skates then ii pass to kelvin ask him to keep for me better.. hahax..
then they got choose "SKATE KING AND QUEEN" na bei.. lol.. must together de.. then ii queen bt dun have my king.. hai hai.. or not we 2 confirm win =xx
the idiot dj so irritating.. keep saying wad so romatic blah blah.. love song.. ccb.. lol.. make me feel so wad.. humph..
at first didn't really want to skate bt ii never regrette going in.. and thanks so much to kelvin and akira help me.. ii really enjoy myself! altho abit lonley bt yupps i was cheered up =DD
STEVEN you idiot.. today keep disiao me huh.. ar ar ar? lol.. have fun in NS! dun miss your hair too much! =p
ZHE..thanks for the chat and consoling =)) and also THANKS for spraying me ice and keep disturb me oso..ii will BAO CHOU one day! SAN here SAN there... ii knw you very pro. haha.. shi fu shi fu..
KELVIN KOH.. wanna run with me ar HUH?! you wait.. i'll win you one day.. lol =p=p and steal yr pick shoe laces.. so funny la.. small small run that time me shawn all laughin. so funny..
BRANDAN SHAWN and others.. wei ii tell you all hor.. stop spray me ice! LOL.. one day i'll bao chou oso.. lol.. bt you guys so funny.. thanks for the ciggs oso..
KELVIN AND AKIRA thanks the most =)) for EVERYTHING.. and today kelvin teach me hw to skate abit oso.. hahax.. thanks thanks..
JOSEPHINE HAZEL AND JEFF! so sorry! and also THANKS for beinging my to the taxi stand and entertaining me! =p=p
hope alot of ppl will come skate on sat! except steven sorry you go your NS hor.. bleahx.. ii promise mei mei to find lotts of ppl.. WO HUI JING LI DE!
reach hm call darling awhile then he tired so go sleep le.. sent him a super long sms saying alot of things.. bt he never reply.. mmm.. nvm ba...
nw going to conference with kelvin all le..
PEACE OUT =pp
* i'll jia you jia you! practice makes perfect! ii dun believe ii was born without the ability to skate! *
Monday, July 9, 2007
even though you might not care as much as you used to at least ii know once upon a time ii ment the world to you.. and ii want you to knw that no matter what you still and always will mean the world to me.. ii knw you dun read my blog le and so won't see this.. bt ii hope you can feel how deep my love for you really is..
SATURDAY
sadded day for me.. dun wanna say much bt.. just very disapointing and shattering.. bt thanks to the ppl who made an effort to be extra nice to me cause ii was feeling down =)) thanks lots..
SUNDAY
darling go sentosa so ii no place to go.. then no place to go.. hahax.. so morning wake up call him then we decided to go cini play halo 2! hahax.. then at night daddy jio us go watch movie.. =DD
first went to visit my great grandmother.. then after that mum fetch me to orchard mrt meet kelvin.. paiseh ar.. make you wait so long.. lol.. after that we went to cini le.. he treat me play =DD xiie xiie..
so fun lor.. venting my frustration by shooting aliens.. wohooo.. hahax.. bt so long never play le.. bt still kelvin keep encourage me.. hahax.. =p we make a good team.. ii just CHIONGGGG only then he at behind help me look out and shoot.. hahax..
after that play hao le until stage 3 we go down wait for jeffrey hazel and josephine.. josephine firsst one to spot me then point at me.. hahax.. then ii see her so familiar.. soon all chat chat chat.. then ar ka liao le.. hahax.. then we go arcade.. play para para.. they all very wad de lo.. keep say i pro they dun dare play then ask me play first..
IN THE END then all PRO.. hahax.. play HARD de.. ii keep saying hazel my shi fu then hazel say ii then is her shi fu.. josephine also play till very nice.. jeff oso nt bad.. then jeff say nvm if ii nw play normal.. practice. bt my style nice.. lol WAD ONLY..
went out for ciggs then went to take neoprint! haha.. josephine dun let me update.. hahax.. bt i'll update soon de! surprise of hw much they all knw abt me.. hahax.. STALKER.. they shcoked that ii knw their names.. lol ii CLEVER ma..
they all so funny de lor.. keep disturb me.. esp tt hazel keep say ii shi fu! hahax.. idiot =p.. then all keep disturb me cause of my GUCCI BAG LOR..hahax..then after that we go play lan.. AUDITION! lol.. jeff and josephine dun wan play with me.. keep say ii too pro liao.. nt me lor! is sandy the most pro! hahax.. play play le.. then decided to play CS with kelvin and hazel.. omg so damm fun!! II LOVE IT!! II LOVE KILLING KELVIN! hhax.. me and hazel make a good team. .yupps yupps.. lol.. kelvin say nt bad for a girl first time oso.. lol ^^ then hazel say ii first time play more pro then her le.. JIAO WEI.. hahax..
hope next time will have chance to play CS with darling.. see weian and ber tt time together play DOTA so XIAN MU XIAN MU.. haii
after that daddy buy tickets le.. then had to say bye bye to josephine hazel and jeff.. ii took josephine number cause she so chio =p hahax.. then said i'll call her tmr meet cause she oso no sch.. YEAH gt ppl pei me le.. wohoo..me,her and jeff have the matching lil octopus thing hang on my hp..mine is PINK! josephine one is red..heex..
went to watch MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3! joewe said the show represents me.. hahax.. and jackson should be saying " my wife is a gangster" LOL! so qiao tt the lead actress SHU QI is the one ppl say look like me.. LOL..
the show so damm funny can laugh til stomeach pain.. she is my idol lor.. ii told kel.. hahax.. never regrette to go watch it with daddy all.. then aft that they send me go take cab home le..
at night conference with hazel kelvin and MANGO who tot ii was YUJUN.. haha.. so funny.. ii help kel to entertain only..
# ii knw all of you care for me ^^ thanks loads.. bt some things can't be help.. #
*91daddy,kelvin,akira kor,kalin,anqi,kaixin jiex,alfreda *
Saturday, July 7, 2007
** retribution?? **
I am at a lost and ii dunno what to do and i'm just so confused.. the only thing ii know is ii can't can't loose him.. ii really can't.. i'll jia you jia you and do my best
to save this relationship.. ii just hope there is still a relationship there to save..
just update on what happen the past few days bahx..
THURSDAY
met debbie at town go shopping.. hahax.. i'm BROKE! bought a shot jacket,shorts and belt nor.. ii dunno hw to save money de.. it scares me sometimes.. went to try to pink addidas jacket.. omg so nice lor! regrete telling darling that ii dun want it.. lol.. forget it bahx.. like ii said.. maybe me and tt jacket no fate..
aft that she went to meet her friends and ii went down to 213.. with banni yongteck weian they all.. took cigg frm yongteck and slacked around there awhile.. lol.. ii remember hw ii used to be so close to them.. bt nw not so much anymore.. bt their pattern all so cute in their own ways.. nt use to ming kwang nt being there.. hmm.. ya.. wonder hw ii screwed things up with him last time.. maybe its no ones fault .. it just happened.. ppl just drift far far away..
after that ii go cabb down to west coast meet debbie and the rest.. then me and her go to cini play lan.. daddy called me.. he tot ii was at westmall wanted to come find me.. too bad bahx.. then darling busy playing soccer.. hmmm.. tot ii this time come back will be able to spend alot of time with him.. maybe ii came back wrong time bahx.. he gt not so much time for me..
aft that eat super spicy chicken and drink 1.5L of water! lol then we went home le..
FRIDAY
went to get my hair rebonded then wanted to go meet darling de.. bt he tired then say meet later for dinner bahx.. then ii say ok nor.. aft meet him must early go home le.. so went down to csc with bernice and the rest.. today i have my box of ciggs so supply them.. hahax..
later darling call me le.. ii so happy.. hahax.. so went down to enter to meet him.. sorry ii was late! we went to eat mac.. yupps.. then went hm le.. happy that ii get to meet him bt still can't help hoping that we can be closer and that he'll care as much as last time.. maybe got good and bad the bahx..
watch 9 o clock show then went to sleep.. trying to get back my beauty sleep.. unfortunately that phone call came.. spoilt me whole night.. and my stomach pain like siao.. never so pain before nor..
# ii want to treasure the time ii have. ii knw it has been unfair for you.. #
Thursday, July 5, 2007
WEDNESDAY
woke up called kailin.. she anqi and alicia pon sch.. LOL.. paikia.. so ii went to meet them first.. went to mos burger.. drank ice milk tea.. lol.. yumm so long never drink le.. stupid alicia once she come she go drink my ice tea.. lol.. di siao lei all of them.. but missed them loads yupps.. hahax.. slacked around at mos burger.. and have anqi's ciggs.. hahax.. then after that debbie call me say she wan come find me so ii ask her come lor.. aft that anqi kailin and alicia wanted to eat so we bought stuff to go mos burger eat.. bt ii never eat.. lol.. ii ate abit of their ar.. bt ii dun have much appetite..
ah boon called anqi ma.. then they keep disturb me ask me talk to him.. lol.. they say " your australia friend is back!" hahax.. idiots.. then aftys that they call joyys.. then ii dunno is joyys lai de so they ask me say " hyiie ah ting" caus eii oso ah ting ma.. then joyys tot ii was bernice LOL.. so our voices are still really alike.. hahax..
joyys say later come find us.. heex.. good nor.. then can see her le.. then we pei kailin go back change.. slack around at her house.. they all so cute de nor.. lol.. had lots of fun yupps.. and i love to disiao alicia.. cause she so bad to me.. hahax.. BULLY ME!! =p=p .. kailin catch me and put make up on me.. ahhhh.. debbie just sit there and laugh at me.. so bad lor!
after everyone was ready we cabbed to panjang.. 5 ppl ma.. so must go puay with uncle.. obviously ii did all this hard work.. after awhile got pissed of so before the uncle could explain why he could not fetch us ii alreaddy slam the door on him.. lol WASTE MY TIME
finally got a cab then we went there to eat first then they bought donuts.. which must que for so FREAKING LONG.. then after that they keep dun let me go.. hahax.. then joys came.. we also saw jia jia and alisa.. chatted wtih them awhile lor.. they ask me abt australia the things.. hahax.. actually i'm kinda surprise they still remember me.. heex..
me and debbie then cabbed down to jurong le.. went in saw darling tlaking to his friend.. then ii just give him one jiao bin.. hahax.. cause he just nw talk to me on the phone very attitude.. then ii go find daddy take my skates frm him..
i'm so useless can't take care of myself.. so in then end must ask darling to tie skates for me.. heehee.. thanks DARLING =DDD stupid debbie dun wan skate lor.. humph.. haha.. then after that while tieing my skates darling talk to me mahx.. tell me abt.. something something.. hahax.. then ii realise that actually ii knw quite alot of his secrets bahx.. altho ii know he does not tell me EVEYTHING.. bt.. yeah.. i'm pretty contented..
ii dun dare to skate lor.. never skate for 6 months le nehx..but ii feel so happy to be back at the rink.. lol.. darling hold me skate.. bt he skate so fast de nor.. then ii keep scolding him ask him dun so fast dun so fast..
over all dun want go into too much detail but really enjoyed the day bahx..gt kelvin,daddy,darling,darlene,marcus,eddie and alot others.. hahax..so easy make friend.. then talk to some of the guys bt dun even knw his name lor =x=x.. although joewe daddy say ii look bored bt yupps still pretty entertaining day.. except no speed skate.. and darling dun wan take pic with me =(( lol his excuse is that his hair too short.. ii managed to take one pic bt he nt even looking at the cam.. qian da hor? hahax..
AND yujun's skate so blunt! ii cannort skate!lol.. cannort cannort wait for my XXV to come lor! hahax.. darling keep try to teach me to skate properly.. ii so noob can! but i blame it all on the skate.. haha..
what ii owe him today pay back liao hor.. hahax.. kelvin they all see our pattern all keep on laughing lor.. hahax.. ii knw ii say alot of things to darling that ii hdun mean bahx.. hahax.. like " go away la.. " and " ii hate you lei! " lol.. but ii love him to bits bits bits lor.. lol.he also very bad de.. keep bully me.. wan make me fall down all that.. bt never la.. he always catch me.. lol..
during resurface chatted with daddy and darlene they all hlafway then he suddenly say to me " nuer you very fierce lei!" then darlene also say " ya lo ya lo.. ii saw her tt time ii oso tot she very fierce.. hahax.. daddy say cause ii always point middle finger.. hahax.. xi guan le ma.. easier then saying things..
skate hao le actually ii wanted to go home le.. cause 9 plus liao.. then alot of ppl waiting for cab so knowing us.. we go opposit and tried to SNATCH OTHER PPL CAB.. haha.. then got cab come le.. he still give me good-bye kiss and ii was about to go up the cab... then the MARCUS came running out then ask me " you dun wan eat ar?? " then ii say dun wan.. then he say actually he wan cap cab with me de.. then ii ji tao change 360 degrees.. thenn say " OKAY OKAY II WAN! " hahax.. darling again give me stupid face.. then marcus say to him " you should thank me lei.. ii give you 2 more time to be together.. " LOL
so went FKC eat.. darling order 2 piece for him 1 piece for me.. plus mash potato.. he feed me eat the cheese frise.. then actually ii dun wan le.. then he still give me eat the the sause drip all over then daddy say " omg got blood!" hahax..
then eat eat and chat chat with daddy,darlene,kelvin,marcus and darling.. hlafway darling shout " oh shit!" then ii look at him then he say " sorry sorry ii never notice then ii finish drinking all the drink" hahax.. ii jsut look at him then he say later he buy another drink for me.. bt ii just want water.. HEALTHIER.. he very bad de lei.. keep making my stomach.. hahax.. just cause he have 6 pac I DUN HAVE.. =p=p den ii keep saying.. aiya my stomach so big is all caus eof jackson lo.. lol..
then 10 plus le. .can see darling very tired.. and ii need to go home too.. so ii ask marcus if can go le nt.. then everyone oso wnat to go le.. darling send us to take cab.. then ii saw a cab le then jumping like a lil girl say "got cab le gt cab le! wohoo!" darling say to marcus "just treat her as if she is normal can le" wtf sia.. hahax.. then me and marcus cab back.. chatted with him alot things on the way home,, nt bad ar.. hahax.. first day know him only.. lol.. i too talertive le.. he sent me home first then he go his tampenise.. thanks thanks =))
can't wait to go skate on saturday again.. lol. reach home sms debbie abt tmr and then sms darling to say ii come home le and going to sleep all that.. bt he never reply.. maybe he sleep le bahx..
___ what a long day..___
# have things really changed? or am ii thinking too much #
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
** normal batok days.. history all over again**
Today neveer go meet darling so ii suppose to 213 meet banni first.. then before that ii pei my mum go blood test.. hw nice of me..
bt guess what after take liao she pang seh me dun wan bring me back to MRT station.. FINE.. lol idiot mother.. so ii ownself go find the mrt station frm the hospital lor.. anyways lyk darling said singapore so small wun get lsot de lor.. and plus ii this kind of pattern sure gt ppl will help me de =x=x= opps.. haha..
reach le called banni ask him where he is then he say " okok ii come nw" fk him la.. lol.. then he say he will hurry take cab.. make me wait alone like a idiot lor.. then went to zhi hao shop buy water and tissue.. lol.. caus eii always go there buy tissue and lighter de.. nt this time never buy lighter. . ppl keep looking at me.. this ah lian sittiing downstairs the block drinking her water.. HAHA..
finally saw yi liang and daryl.. took ciggs frm them.. then later bernice shuana everyone all come out le ...then i wanted to eat so we went westmall food court eat my MEE HOON KUAY!after that pei ber go mac then chewping came with us.. we chatchat chat there.. then went interchange for another ciggax..we chatted there for AGES.. major bitching session.. and they kept me updated on what the hell was going on.. bt ii was still blur.. lol..hahe.. laughed at shuana most of the times cause no one listening to her talk.. so funny., halfway kinda missed darling so call him bt he never pick up.. then shuana say she try to cal..then he picked up her call!! lol sua..bt after that he called me back.. soo.. ii guess forgiven bahx=x=x
today guai kia so go home early.. then went serangoon eat then go visit relatives..
nw ii wanna go sleep le.. no mood.. lol... just nw was talking to kailin.. kind of miss tlaking to her.. yupps..
so confused.. haish.. wad to do wad to do?? ii knw wad to do.. i'm going to go sleep.. lol.. hope ii can jsut sleep and dun wake up..
Monday, July 2, 2007
*all over again*
woke up.. played with my cousin.. then sms darling to see if he wake up liao.. lol KNEW IT he still sleeping lyk a pig.. so ii go shower do my things first.. then BERNICE GOH YI HUI called.. lol.. heard the sound of her voice scolding me for nt telling her that i'm back =x=x hahax.. wwanna give you surprise ma.. lol..chatted with her for awhile.. she kept me updated on whats happening in this world.. LOL..
after that decided to call darling wake him up.. ii bluff him say is 2 o clock liao.. =x=x.. he say wan go town watch transformer.. then ii was lyk DIAO.. dun wan dun wan.. lol.. then he say he dun care.. so ii bo bian lor.. =x..
after that got ready and that idiot ask me go all the way down to enter to find him.. lol.. so sat the stupid mrt for ONE HOUR.. as usual.. the air con nt even strong enough so have to smell everyones smelly sweat.. lol.. while they get to smell my paris hilton perfume =p=p .. LOL..
finnaly reached went up to rink to find him.. hahax.. have this weird feeling sia.. lol.. then ii realise this is the first time we meet each other as stead lor.. OMG.. hahax.. so weird.. bt after awhile weirdness was gone le.. heehee.. and peace is restored in the world.. went to eat koba.. at the same time TRIED to persuade darling NOT TO WATCH TRANSFORMER.. bt no choice.. lol.. ii dun even knw gt what other movie nor.. hahax.. guess who i saw there?? ANG DA.. hahax.. so weird lor.. dunno if he roconise me.. bt i guess he did since he look at me and am chio.. haha.. then ii told darling " that guy there is my long long time the ex lei.. ii stead with him for 1 week then break cause i dun like him bt sandy did.." LOL.. funny memories man..
then went to far east eat ice ccream walfer.. hahax..then darling made me feed him.. which was quite fun.. lol.. cuase unlike him i'm quallified in feeding people =x=x... no la.. hahax.. actually i drip abit of ice cream on his hand=x=x lol..after that guess who ii saw? esther.. lol.. she looks different from pictures.. then darling say to me " your rival lei" LOL.. shes nt my rival anymore lo.. hahax..
after that cabbed down to cine.. heehee.. at town walk walk walk.. then we decided that we will go watch it at lot 1 with akira they all.. LOL..
after that took bus to vivo.. cause i this SUAKU never go before.. hahax.. thend darling showed me the places he use to work at.. hahax.. funny sia.. ii can't picture him working.. LOL.. he keep bulling me lor.. want make me fall off escalator.. push me here.. pull me there.. he really tot ii barbie doll lo.. lol..
then we went up to the roof walk walk.. then he try to hit my hand i keep move away then he miss..2 times! then ii laugh at him.. then he say very easy ask me to do lor.. so ii try to hit his hand.. 1st time.. HIT! then he stun then say again agaun.. 2nd time oso..HIT!.. hahax.. then he say ookok last time.. then at first ii say dun wan dun wan bt in the end ii oso HIT! lol.. this is called fast reactions my dear.. hahax..
after that sat bus to go back to je.. at the bus play game on darlings phone.. lol.. so fun mans.. after that he dun let me play liao.. lol.. idiot.. so i lie on his shoulder and fell asleep.. hahax..
after that take train to go lot 1.. no freaking place to sit so must stand.. wtf is this man.. haha.. then met akira there.. again scold me cause ii never tell him ii go back =x=x=.. lol.. sry la kor =p.. he keep disturbing me lo.. idiot.. dun even knw hw he knw my mother is come back for operation de.. he and his lil army uniform.. LOL..
then went to watch TRANSFORMER.. which ii was still trying to persuade them nt to watch.. bt still ii loose.. hahax..
then we decided to watch is 8.00 show.. kelvin and chen yang came then they pei akira go home change.. then me and darling go eat long john.. at there saw daddy's stead siia.. hahax.. so chio.. eat until full liao go up to cinima nor..
darling keep asking me what ii wan buy then ii was lyk " stop making me eat lo.. ii eat so much liao.. i so full you want to make me fat arr?" then akira ask me " aiyo you scared jackson run away to ng yu jun ar?? you keep stick to him like superglue like that.. " LOL.. ii jsut smile hahax.. kelvin was laughing.. darling am chio.. idiot man.. lol ... then stupid akira want to action his love bite.. bleahx.. go die lor =x=x.. hahax
after that went to watch liao.. at first it was SO FREAKING BORING.. ii was thinking to myself " omg omg omg... i'm gonna die.. or fall asleep.. " lol.. bt after awhile ok la.. and darling keep stuffing pop corns into my mouth.. lol.. ii seriously think he wanna make me fat.. akira say ii become so skinny liao.. hahax.. wad siia.. happy till wanna fly liao.. woo.. haha..
transformer.. okok la.. some parts quite funny.. hahax.. ii think lots of ppl enjoy it cause most of the cinima iis full.. bt as darling said i'm jsut an idiot dunno hw to watch.. hahax.. bt ii still think the show nt too bad bahx..
after that ji tao they bring me go take cab then ii go home liao lo.. nw blogging.. lol.. i'm ment to be sleeping because i'm so tired.. bt ii want to make sure ii get every detail right.. lol.. its like this year january all over agains.. but ii hope the bad things won't repeat its self.. bt instead get better.. hahax..
dissapointed that daddy today never come.. lol.. nvm.. still got other chance to meet up de.. plans for tomorrow are.. ii still dunno yet.. lol.. ii wanna go find my bernice.. hahax.. standard de everytime ii come back ii must go find her.. and also darling tomorrow at night gt hockey so he go home rest.. so can't meet him tmr =(( nvm.. banni tmr never go sch so made plans to meet him before sch then we go 213 wait for the rest then maybe after that go bugis lor.. good for me so ii easier to go home.. lol..
__*___ ii love you baby so so so much! <33>
# and yes ii know i owe you something # hahax
Friday, June 29, 2007
THURSDAY THE BIG DAY!
was awake at 3 am and could nt sleep.. guess ii was too excited.. lol.. woke up at 6 got ready and everything pack all my make up costume and lots of FOOD! since ii have no pockets i just had to put my 10 bucks in my dancing shoe.. lol.. best way to keep money EVER..
got there first person ii saw was connie and then talk to her until paisley and the rest came.. then we got on the bus.. ii sat with paisley and then we were talking most of the way about disgusting things.. LOL.. she was telling me hw ppl comit suicide on the freeway and in the morning people have to come and scrape the bodies out of the road.. then we talk abt cows and kangaroos getting hit by car.. and hw one time ii saw this guy driving with one hand and eating realling disgustingly burger with the other hand.. LOL.. best conversation EVER.. hahax..
then reach le jsut slack around see the other schools we were compeating against then frm belridge high ii saw FIONA! she came give me a hug.. lol ii just hugged my biggest competitor! lol.. their school win every year.. which kinda sucks.. lol.. oh well..
went to the auditorium and PARTYYY!! hahax.. it was awsome! so like a concert lor! even the teachers started dancing.. so funny mans.. then it was time for rehersals.. we got to see the other schools rehearse.. all damm good nor.. then our turn le.. chris so damm cute.. tell me " Nicole i'm getting nervours and i'm nt even doing much in this performance!" and monique oso scared.. her first time on stage.. ii keep consoling all of them.. YOU"LL BE FINE! was my phrase of the day.. lol.. everything went really good cause after we reherse all the other schools said we were one of the best.. us and belridge was the biggest competittion.. i iwas sooo PROUD. hahax..
had lunch!! was PIZZA! me paisley and tash share 2 pizzas.. lol..i ate so much it was funny..
after that had time to go chat with chris liao.. we ate my starburst sweets.. no choice ii had to share with paul oso.. hahax.. and moqiue my lil cutie baby ate so much.. hahax..
soon we got ready put and make up and did our hair and stuff.. yupps.. we looked like SLUTS AND WHORES.. hahax.. guess what?? we had to put make-up on the guys, chris and paul too! lol.. they were freaking out so much it was so funny.. hahax. ii went up to them " don't worry guys you all look so pretty.. hahax.. " they looked like punkish fags actually =x=x no la.. lol.. love them to bits lo! well ii dun lyk paul.. hahax.. bt ii love everyone eles!
again soon we had to do the actualy performace! everyone getting nervous back stage.. and then me kelsea and chris gave each other support! hahax.. ii love you guys! everything went GREAT!! the best time ever! ii can't wait till they show it on TV TV TV TV! wooooooo ... hahax.. it was really the best.. frm there everything went great.. Chris came tickle me frm behind as soon as we got off stage and then we high fived everyone eles! yeah baby
then we could enjoy enjoy party party all the way liao.. was enjoying with our back stage crew! woo. laurie,rob,alex,luke and claud.. and then there as me monique siena kelsea PAISEY and last but nt least chris and paul.. got to see a different side of all out boys mans.. hahax.. esp alex.. nw we are okok le.. ii use to hate his guts before.. hahax.. the only person ii got along with was rob and laurie they are gawjus babies man.. just that in school with their group of fags ii just dun like talking to them.. so i'll always remember this day mans! thanks rock eistedford!
and then hw nice of chris so come running to me and let me drink his sprite cause ii left my powerade outside.. and i and paisley became so much closer.. lol.. LOVES! we spent like msot of the day together since we are the only year 10 girls.. yupps yupps.. had fun.. so we had to pack up and wait for results le.. everyone was saying we don't want it to end nw! rock eistedford was so FUNNN!! and tiring.. bt everything was worth it.. we made a name for our sch.. and our principal they all was so proud i'm so happy they came and support us =DD then when i was packing my stuff chris again came frm behind me and hug me saying " Nicoleeee.. i don't want this to end aye.. i'll proberly like not be able to talk to you guys anymore if rock eistedford is over.." hahax.. then i tell him nt to worry we'll proberly get into the finals and then all rock eistedford people can all hang out again! woooo.. hahax.. yupps.. and i was thikning " shit chris your girlfriend is gonna kill me.." hahax.. bt in the end nth la.. connie wasn't there.. and we are just so damm good friends.. ii became so clsoe to everyone.. we are like FAMILY MANS!
we got bored so me paisley and chris starred to pull out the CAUTION tape.. hahax.. those yellow police kind ones.. hahax.. then everyone started to copy too.. ii love the caution tape mans.. i put mine around me.. lol.. mine is " CAUTION TOO HOT! lol.. Chris put his around his muscles and say " CAUTION TOO BIG! " and paull.. ahem ahem.. shant say.. hahax.. me paisley jess and all CAUTION TEAM!! ii love the caution tape mans. thats hot.. hahax..
the results came out and WE GOT INTO THE FINALS AND WON 8 AWARDS! high fives going around mans.. then jsut for fun we went to ut make up on rob alex and laurie.. hw sexy mans.. lol.. they look lyk aquas frm thailand =x=x.. lol.. so funny.. went back on the bus with them hw nice.. and then got to take pizza home..
then took out my phone saw a sms frm sukii.. i have no line so can't reply.. bt ii also didn't knw what to say.. guess some things can't be changed.. and let bygones be bygones
so freaking tired when i reached home.. bt it was a great day.. and here i am bloging.. yupps betetr go shower le..
PEACE OUT
Dance dance dance =DD
will things turn out the way i expect it too? or will i just be crushed again?
Friday, June 29, 2007
* *ROCK EISTEDFORD 2007 BEST EVER! <3333>
1 week no time to update.. hahax.. today is my last day of school! yeah baby! it is also one of the best days of my school life.. as ii got lotts of attention with people asking me abt rock eistedford and everything.. lol.. and with my hair all done up from the concert and everything ii look like ii just came back frm a huge party.. hahax..
Rock Eistedford really rocks my life mans! ii never will regrette it.. because of it ii knw so many other people and get closer to other ppl oso.. ii will never regret knowing CHRISTOPHER CARTER! lol.. your the best man!
just a breiif summary of my past week..
FRIDAY & SUNDAY.. Rock eistedford rehersals.. after that came back... had to cook lunch.. and my lunch exploded in my microwave =x=x i'm so hopless mans.. besides dancing my ass off ii think ii cannort do anything eles.. LOL..
Monday had cabaret night rehersals.. tuesday oso..Tuesday at my classes got this stupid lady wanna quarrel with me.. lol screw you bitch.. hahax.. tash cannort Handle her so pass to me and brogan.. and ii make her nth to say.. HA..
And tuesday WANEROO TIMES NEWS PAPER THE ROCKEISTEDFORD PIC WITH ME SIENNA BROOK PAIZ AND BEC WAS ON THE FRONT PAGE! hahax.. awsomeness lor.. everyone keep asking " hey nicole was that you on the newspaper?" wakakakas.. i'm loving it.. =p
and by wednesday ii was so EXCITED to go back to classes.. LOL.. And then at night was the performance.. so fun.. it was great! i just hated the waiting part.. while waiting ii ran off frm the dancers to go find Patrick and all.. jsut to disturb them abit.. hahax.. then we soon had to perform and it was GREAT! bt then teacher told all the people frm rock eistedford to faster after the performance is over to go home and SLEEP!! cause next day we got ROCK EISTEDFORD COMPETITION!! btw ii wanna thank debbie for coming and support my cabaret night performance =DD and thanks steven for your support frm myspace hahax..
# end of part one #
* * i knw its fading.. am ii holding on to something ii just know issn't true? * *
Thursday, June 21, 2007
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If you wanna hate someone don't hate them but still expect them to love you
yesterday play Audition with Daren and Desmond.. lol quite fun bahx.. nt bad nt bad.. level 9 liao.. hahax.. jyjy! we went CLUBBING.. hahax..
today go school normal lessons okay nor.. brogan bring my b'dayy present and michele bought me a " V " to drink.. cheers mans.. love you guys.. hahax.. bt in the end ii forgot to take my present frm silly brogsie..
Ella and lucy got prob then ella don't want with us anymore ='(( bt ii think its ok cause nw she is friends with her old friends again bahx.. then make until she and lucy quarrel then lucy scold me cause i told brogan then ii WTF lor.. then ii can't be bothered to quarrel with her lo.. bt nw we okay le bahx..
I got into science extention class! wohooo.. lol.. naomi and tayler all got in oso.. and my BESTFRIEND steven.. lol.. we can be science buddies le finally! yayy.. lol. with our classes and white chemistry coat =x=x no la.. lol..
Told brogan today ii have 2nd thoughts about leaving PCC le.. was so looking foward to be mindarie kia.. bt.. ii she bu de to leave now!!! then she ask me dun leave lo.. maybe ii won't bahx.. ii have lyk almost everything here.. so... ya.. ii really dunno..
after school dancing.. lol.. fun! cause this is rock eistedford and we make the rules.. bleahx.. teachers bye bye! although they still come and li siao.. the guys come elp with the props and all.. lol MUSCLE SIA.. so funny lor.. then laurie keep disturb me..
me and sienna got chosen for the PHOTO SHOOT mahx.. so fun lor! lol.. POSERS.. then later the rest of them lyk nt happy nt happy lyk tt.. then me and sienna said what you want us to do? they choose us wad.. blah blah.. then i was lyk screw them la.. wadever..
just cause they are JEALOUS.. then connie abit lyk nt happy then ii went to talk to her she say she dun blame me and sienna she is just piss off cause no one tell her today got photo shoot.. then ii say bt no one knew oso lor.. no ones fault lor..
then emma oso.. then me and sienna won't take any of their shit so we just say say say.. then emma come talk to me to sort things out.. she say she dun have anything against me at all and blah blah.. she say is the other girls.. screw them lor.. ii don't care what they think as long as her connie and tash dn wu hui us can le.. aiya ii hope everything will be fine lor.. emma said tash and connie jsut want more attention cause all the attention is being given to me and sienna..
dots.. then chris say " why don't you all go take digital camera ownself take picture and put on my space " WTF lor i was so piss.. chris carter you don't smile and wink at someone and then when your girlfriend come you chicken out and say shit.. but nvm.. after that everything was fine le and we are back to normal.. me and kelsea his lil sluts.. LOL.. tomorrow no classes jsut dance dance the whole day! wohoo.. although ii kinda want to go to class.. bt anyways.. me and kelsea gonna stock up on POWERADE! then chris gonna being sweets to share with US ONLY! heex.. ii oso gonna bring.. bt nt gonna give to those other bitches.. bleahx.. only MY bitches.. cause seriously i've came to a point where ii don't care anymore.. so yupps..
my poor amanda girl today cry cause of paul.. haish.. hate to see her lyk that.. cause of one guy make her till lyk that.. this world is so screwed up mans.. hope everything will be fine soon... ella and lucy.. amanda and paul.. me emma connie tash and sienna..
thats all bahx.. ii wanna try to hel pdebbie pass licence..
PEACE OUT
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
* I hate all teachers! teachers=enemy *
nothing much to say only i'm damm contented with my maths marks.. yupps yupps..
so many sch trips and chacnes for me to leave perth.. LOL.. which i'm definately gonna go for..
is lyk 7 more days to our cabaret performance yet our dance issnt even ready yet.. and ii seriously tried my fucking bet and even tried to teach emma lor.. bt guess what? my dance teacher will still never see it lo.. in her eyes only got kalia and emily.. even hw shit nicole.d dance she oso never see.. and no matter hw much effort ii put in she oso wun see until lor.. screw this man.. normally ii dun care what teacher say cause to me they are the enemy..
to think we actually tot just cause she is our dance teacher that she is different.. bull shit mans.. ii dun care anymore.. at least out of all her STAR DANCERS i'm am the ONLY one is the rock eistedford competition so HA.. we'll see who is the last one laughing.. gets me so piss off when she say i'm nt sweating enough so that means i'm nt putting in enough effort.. i'm was so damm DRAIN lor.. to put in100% effort and to get this shit.. tears were lyk filling up my eyes le lor.. nothing we do will ever be good enough k full stop.. everyone already try their hardest we just need more practice.. wadever la.. bitch.. ad then ii hope she felt guilty because after that she gave us our costumes and started talking very nicely to me.. should nt have wasted my that few drops of tears.. arghh..
nothing in my life ever seams right anymore.. haish.. dunno wad eles to update..
oh ya wanted to say this for very long le.. JOYS KAILIN & ANQI =)) ii know what you guys are going through.. ii hope everything will be okays.. hope a miracle will happen bahx.. i'll always be here for you all de no matter what! cheer up kiiex.. my granfather died cause of cancer.. so ii know..
_*_ please just give me a break *_*
Did mr mc mahon really die??
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
*_* Do you knw what? I hate you! *_*
dunno what to update oso! just to frustrated with so many things lor.. screw you hockey monkey! can you believe they still havent sent my skates out yet?!
Dancing dancing and even more dancing.. rock eistedford competition is coming! LOL.. its so fun! that day they put so much fucking make up on me.. lol.. ii swear ii've never had that much make up on my face.. they say cause need to make the hip hop ppl look " bad" well duh.. since i'm a "drug addict" ii suppose thats fine.. hahax..
everyone look lyk DRAG QUEENS! lol.. daniella said ii look lyk a GEISHA! wtf !! lol.. laugh till stomach pain.. then connie ask me dun worry she said ii look fine jsut that ii nt use to having so much make-up.. then guess what chris said?? " don't worry! you all look lik WHORES! " aww.. thanks man.. _i_ hahax.. bt he let me eat his sweet so ii guess he is forgiven.. lol.. only special people gets to eat chris carter's sweet..
If we get to the FINALS we get to go to BRISBANE! so hope we will get in bahx.. lol.. *cross fingers*
I FAILED my first test in lyk 2 years! wtf.. lol. georgraphy.. fuck you understand.. the teacher dunno what she is teaching wad.. today keep say say me then ii say back her.. LOL.. then she ask me just get out of class?! anyways class was finish she ii just left..
hm.. what eles.. seams to be missing out on alot of things ii wanna update.. nth much bahx.. only today lessons was fun.. English gt brogan buddy and steven new best friend.. hahax.. idiot.. katia sweetie girl.. make me laugh.. we 4 th most talkertive in class.. soo.. teacher hates out guts.. lol..
Art today.. i was THE MODEL! lol ii stand on the TABLE in the middle of the classroom and everyone had to draw me.. heex.. then michele say" Nicole.. you just HAVE to be the CENTER of attraction right? " hahax.. you knw me too well gurl!
Science ii kenna move to the back.. lol.. fine nvm.. have to leave my amanda and brogan.. bt nvm.. i iask patrick to sit next to me.. lol. and we can be BBFL! hahax.. altho seams lyk alot of things happen bt still it was nt a bad day for me.. bt if my day went so well why do i still feel so empty?? haish haish..
debbie is back le! yayys.. lol.. going to play audi with her nw..
-NEUTRAL-
Monday, June 17, 2007
THANKS EVERYONE I HAD A GREAT b'DAYY
finally have a chance to update but going to make this quick because i'm dead tired.. yupps.. anyways just wanna say i ireally enjoy my b'dayy altho ii didn't have a party lyk i i wanted to.. but yeahs.. birthdays are special days where its all about YOU! bleahx.. really thanks to everyone who made a special effort to me nice to me.. and everyone was treating me like a princess and i really appreciate it lotts! in the past maybe i didn't treasure as much.. bt nw ii do.. and also suprised that some ppl whom i rarely keep in contact with still remember my b'dayy.. heex..
so summary of past few days..
watced shrek the third!
debbie ton at my house! funness she had laughing fits.. laught for 5 mins non stop?? lol
AFL sport on my b'day was sooo fun! and y group sang me b'day song.. wakakaks.. then we played with kate's lil ball at lunch throw here throw there.. heex.
went town for shopping
DESMOND IS LEAVING TONIGHT! =((
yi li shun feng! all the best yeahs? will never forget you! lol.. 1 year plus was very enjoyable.. and listening to his crazy laughter just makes me crack up laughing oso.. LOL.. so yupps yupps.. will miss you knocking on my window!
went out last dinner with them today.. lol.. too bad debbie didn't come.. we ate CRAB agains.. bye bye desmond! have fun in your BUISNESS CLASS ride back to singapore.. bleahx..
darling they all today go eat steam boat.. eat until forget abt me liao.. LOL.. ii miss you darling! so much so much lor!
_*_ HAPPY FATHERS DAY! *_* 91 daddy <33>
# try as hard as you can bt you are only fooling yrself if you think you can be me and take over my life #
Thursday, June 14, 2007
# 91 DADDY!!! NTH MUST HAPPEN TO YOU OKAY!! WHY YOU SO NT XIAO XIN DE!! NUER WILL WORRY ALOT FOR YOU DE KAYYS!! <33>
today sch was great.. lol today was a good day.. fucking tired nw.. bt it was a good day.. lol.. cooking was great.. i am back with nicky again! yayy nicky your my fav partner forever!! best partner ever.. lol.. then later must plan to make cake la.. i'm making "ice skating cake" hahax.. shape of a figure ice boot.. LOL..
then bradon came talk to me.. we started chatting chattin lo.. lol so cute mans.. he say he will write me comment on my space soon.. you better lo bitch! hahax.. our whole conversation started wtih levi saying "move bitch!"
and knwing me ii dun take shit frm anyone so ii reply with " shut up bitch!"
and then brandon extra come " hey sup bitch!" then ii started laughing..lol you WHORES mans.. lol. even tho they are guys bt still they are whores and bitches to me.. wakakkax.. me and brandon lyk became closer liao! despite the fact ii use to hate his guts and point _l_ to him everytime ii see him.. lol..
then after that nicky and amanda just stare at me then ii was lyk " what?" LOL.. and we all cracked up laughing.. they di siao sia!!
after school dancing.. dance my ass off mans.. bt ii knw its ll worth it.. lol.. plus ii always recieve compliments so.. thanks very much! hahax.. my dance buddies seanna kelsea and chris.c hahax.. he always disiao me and kelsea lei.. always " hyiie my lil sluts" or something eles de.. lol.. bt we all have fun.. and make fun of the jazz people.. BLEAHX..
after dancing came home tuition and then went off to whitfords with debbie and christine.. bought a mug for my dad early b'dayy present he was happy.. lol.. hope that will help him leave me alone and stay out of my buisness lo.. LOL..
have physics test tomorrow.. wish me best of luck. i'm DESPERATE to get into the top science course next term.. or i'll bang my head against the wall.. LITERALLY..
stop here bahx.. 1 round of audition and i'm off to bed.. see if darling will call me bahx.. hahax.. keep DOTA DOTA .. forget abt me le lor.. =((
* * lol i'm fine with this.. 2 can play at this game.. This is MY game.. no one does it better then i do..you can't beat me at my own game.. HA * * ( lol.. what a bitch! XD )
TOMORROW IS NICOLE LIANG PEI TINGS B'DAYY! YAYYY
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
* sometimes ii just get so frustrated! *
haiyo.. keep having MAJOR mood swings man.. one min i'll be fine.. then the next min something will really piss me off and make me damm FRUSTRATED lor..
Today dance until so damm piss off.. ii just want to break something or run off and cry lo!!! Then till nw still havent confirm which skate to buy.. pissed off man.. keep no size no size.. HOCKEY MONKEY! FCUK YOU UNDERSTAND?!! In the end the only skate left that i'm happy with is NIKE BAUER VAPOUR XXV bleahx.. ii dun care hw much it cost.. I WAN IT.. so..
I GOT IT =x yupps.. hope then dun come tell me no size or i'll go kill them.. so thats one good thing abt today..
after that went hockey.. peter piss me off mans.. always waste my time waiting for him.. lol.. idiot.. then finally kieren help me with my stick THANKS SO MUCH KIEREN =DD since the day i've started hockey he is always there to help me.. and even tho he is the most pro he wun lyk say we suck =x even tho ii knw ii suck =x=x.. debbie said the reception guy very cute.. ii tell her ii see him lyk every tuesday and other days that ii go rink oso.. see him see until dun wan see le.. lol.. =DD bt yeah he is cute bahx.. go for him mans debbie =x=x
hockey train until so PEK CEK!! ii only got ONE goal.. damm piss off.. debbie say cause ii never concentrate.. lol TODAY II REALLY TRY SO HARD LOR.. try my damm fcuking best liao.. play till so angry ii wanna follow those guys.. hahax.. get off throw helmet throw stick throw gloves! bt ii will kenna scolding from hayley.. plus spoil my image.. so control control control.. my slap shot will FLY okay debbie.. you just wait and see XD
that day so funny.. me and the other hockey peeps sit there slacking.. then those "speed roller bladers" withtheir lil outfix and helmets came and then we just stare at them then keep di siao them LOL.. so bad lax.. too bad.. lol.. they're losers =x=x
after that when ii go outside le the guy training the roller blading ppl come and scold out hockey guys.. then actually ii outside waiting for my dad come pick me up then ii look inside saw ian am chio.. lol.. then ii go in then me and him look at each other and laugh.. LOL.. by the time ii go in the guy finish scolding liao.. WTF.. hahax.. no show to watch.. let the guys play play with my stick then go home liao.. lol so damm freaking funny sia.. debbie too bad you nt there.. bleahx..
tomorrow got dancing again after sch.. then got tuition.. bt hope after that can go out with debbie bahx.. i'm dying to get out of my freaking house or i'm gonna go crazy soon!
anyways ii going to play a few rounds of audi and then gonna catch up on my beauuuuty sleep.. yesterday sleeping le alfreda call me.. " jie jie wad you doin?? "
then ii say " sleeping!"
lol mei mei you so cute siia.. these few days cannort wake up lo.. lol.. k bahx.. stop here..
Monday, June 10, 2007
Don't push me too far.. just knw where you stand.. i'm nt a stupid person..
so damm confused nw can someone tell me what to do?? anyways thanks to everyone that has been chattin with me giving me advice and concern =DD much much appreciated
That day chatted with alfreda zhu tou =x she call me.. hahax. hw sweet.. with her sweet kuku voice.. lol no la.. her voice to MATURE lor.. nt lyk mine right?? sucky xiao hai zi voice.. LOL..
then the next day woke up then got ready.. christine and debbie come my house first.. then after tt we went SHOPPING! bought lots of stuff.. esp my LOVELY BOOTS! ii love it! hahax..
argh hate this pic.. lol..
after tt we went to this cool tattoo shops.. chatted with the ppl there then ii ask if they do piercings they say no.. then say ask me to go to this other shop.. hahax.. scary lo the shop.. see ppl put tattoo. omg!
then after tt went to eat jap food.. yum yum... say pasty da jie jie there.. then we ordered drinks and ii kept the bottles cause i'm just so lame.. lol.. and debbie informed me that the toilet paper in the toilet was PINK and ii jsut had to see it.. hahax
after that went back to her place slack until nearly 12 plus then ii go home.. lol.. then sms darling he say he no mood.. then ii ws planning to go sleep de.. then ended up going online then chat chat chat with chris and other ppl until ii forgot to go sleep.. hahax.. then ii finally decided to go sleep.. then just at that time darling called me.. LOL.. so ii chatted with him for awhile then he tired so he go sleep liao.. cause he was drunk =x=x.. hahax no la he wasn't really.. then ii oso went to sleep cause next day got dancing..
PICTURES!
ii better get more presents then this! lol.. guess whats in da box?? debbie dun let me open yet.. she ay when my actually b'day come then can open =((.. hahax..
my lovely project.. put in so much effort! lol i'm proud of it =DD
just came back from dancing
* * Special thanks to joys for helping me find lyrics and then help me to type the han yu pin yin =DD xin ku ni le!* *
MY BIRTHDAY IN 5 DAYS!
Thursday, June 7, 2007
- there was a line, you've just crossed it -
Today was actually quite a good day to start.. everything started falling into place finally..
in cooking got my marks for my assesment.. damm proud =DD A! yeah baby =p then today me and nicky kenna split up =(( then she go with brandon ii go with levi our "cooking buddies" as they claim.. At first ii ws lyk omg! stuck with levi.. i'm so screwed mans.. but it was fun actually =DD brandon and nicky infront of us.. they keep competing see who's partner better.. lol.. all of them mesmerized by my EYES.. yupps.. ii definitely love my sexy green eyes..
I let levi do all the dirty work =x=x " levi do this.. levi do that.." then he say " hey you are very DOMINATING arn't you?" idiot.. hahax.. of cos la.. thats why you better do things they way ii want you to.. wakakaks..
shan't say too much but both of them were so sweet.. lol.. brandon and levi.. then later we all had our lil bitching sessions.. lol.. whores..
The rest of the day went fine.. after sch go dancing.. then after tt came home dead tired still must tuition and guess what my mum told me " hey erm you knw your friend frm yr grandfather's sch? yeah she died".. ii was lyk stunned.. WTF?? idiot mother.. lyk tt tell me.. so UN-SENSITIVE MANS! first 3 persons name that came to my mind was lyk " mei juan? amber?? JASMINE>?!!" then ii called my grnadmother to confirm.. yupps its jasmine.. sad story..
ii dun want to write too much here cause ii see no point.. we were not very close but yet still ii have this weird feeling.. guess that is what happen bahx.. only when you loose someone will you realise hw much they mean to you.. thats what ii always believe.. she is such a sweet girl.. last time ii didn't have time to meet her.. then ii promised the next time since i'm in pasir ris i'll go her work there find her.. but nw.. guess can't anymore.. =(( and i never got a chance to skate with you again!
bottom line.. life is short.. so just enjoy it and dun make too many mistakes that you will regret so much..
Had a lil chat with xiuhui yesterday we both have the same point of view =)) hahax.. thanks for everything anyways girl.. i knw you will be reading so thanks you here for yr concern yesterday =D
___* Faggart... Bitch.. Whore..*____
8 days to my birthday!!
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
* good luck in jail paris !*
Paris Hilton today go to jail liao ke lian.. ppl pls cut her some slack mans.. leave her alone la.. keep ka jiao her one leiix.. lol.. if ii was her i'll jump on top of the paparazi and slap them upside down rightside up arr.. LOL..
tsk tsk.. cannort violent cannort violent cause ii told 91 daddy i'm a GOOD GIRL =)) hahax.. daddy yesterday tell me dun be so violent =x=x then ii told him ii was a good girl.. hahax..
sianz last few days really no mood to update guess i'll just do a quick summary nw bahx..
THURSDAY
go whitfords gai gai with christine and debbie.. then we play TIME CHRISIST 4 ! think ii spell wrong.. lol.. t that game so damm fun sia!
FRIDAY
whole day slack.. after tt get reay and go to the base for tt function thing.. we play pool.. play table tennis.. take pic with da airplane.. lol eat eat their disgusting food.. LMAO.. it really sucks kayys.. i'm nt being fussy.. then later we watch the jack neo show " JUST FOLLOW LAW" so damm funny lor.. hahax.. while watching chatted with pasty da jie jie.. lol.. told her ii might be going back soon then she say most prob she will come with us.. wakakax.. then she say " good not then you can see your boyfriend le!" LMAO.. hahax.. then she was talking about him.. ask about skating and how ii know him everything..
then ii say ii know him very long le.. only that just recently den stead lor.. hee hee.. talk about alot of last time things.. haiish.. then she say " good wad.. being friends first then stead is always better" yupps yupps.. ii agree with her..
at night desmond they all come my house play mahjong again.. then we must wave at each other through my window.. cause i'm his lucky star so he will win.. LOL...
SATURDAY
debbie bomb me so we never go town.. then at night went to eat crab with desmond they all.. he treat =DD yummm.. ii love crab.. hahax.. snow crab leiix..
SUNDAY
morning go dancing.. fun.. then after that debbie desmond brenda daryl christine blah blah all came to my house.. after tt brenda and daryl stayed over to play with my bro.. wtf they so noisy canns..
MONDAY
woke up then went to carmel's house.. so fun lor! ii expected it to be boring.. but we play with her horse.. then ii rode her horse.. then jump on her trampoline... and play with DYLAN... my sexy eyes new boyfriend=x hahax.. then debbie that whore wanna steal him from me! ahahahax.. dylan is a dog btw everyone =x=x.. lol.. but he is so damm cute.. love him lor.. keep kissing me=x omg gonna have pimples liao.. hahax..
had fun bahx..dun wish to write too much.. carmel didn't want us go home.. hahax.. feel sorry for her living at the hills.. sure very bored de.. but we had to go.. so we go eat then ii go home liao..
TUESDAY
and today is back to school.. *yawns* seams lyk soo damm long since ii chat with darling.. haish.. also cause we both busy and he nw holiday so late come back and i'm so tired these days i'm already sleeping lyk a pig.. miss him so much lor.. glad that he is having fun but ii dun wan him forget me oso nor... hope we will have time for each other soon...
- 10 days to my birthday! -
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
-17 days to Nicole Liang Pei Ting's b'dayy! -
Today in art teacher wanted to mark my hlafdone but almost finish "music underground" poster! LMAO.. The ii got an A!! yayys.. but for my other drawings was a B.. so altogether about B+ maybe?? dunno bahx.. but still quite contented..
Really must jiayou jiayou on my studies le.. fuck lo.. today gt back chemistry test ii was lyk going to fiant lor.. * BANGS HEAD* ii can't believe how shit ii did lor.. 62? come on lor.. haish haish.. Jackson.M was practically laughing in my face.. lol.. i dun care.. screw him mans!
Today went to coatch my classes.. saw karen then talked to her about work and stuff.. argghh.. dun think ii can go work le.. all cause of my father stupid "travel order" and the law shit.. write here oso o use la.. no one will understand.. but yupps.. i'm going to be a poor bitch mans..
Scott's lil bro and 2 sis came to our classes today.. hahax.. his lil bro so cute siia.. lyk him lyk tt.. hahax.. the sisters oso quite pretty bahx.. can tell he dun lyk his step sister.. lol.. its ok boy!
Was helping scott to change his skate then peter saw me then come talk to me say " hey you play hockey with me right?"
me " ya.. hahax.. why?"
him " then what the hell are you doing in this * point at my figure skate and costume*
me " er.. hahax.. i'm coatching classes la"
LMAO LOR!! btw tash siad we got our jerseys le!! yayys.. not as pretty as ii would expect it to be.. ii saw kierens.. i'll only get mine next week.. cause tomorrow no training.. SADDED..
gonna go study nw bahx.. must really really start studying le.. and i'm so damm tired.. dunno whyiie these few days so tired lo..
Desmond so cute siia.. come play mahjong mahx.. then ii outside watching TV.. thn cause they must go take chair le then desmond tell me say " Nicole go into your room the table and sit there"
blur me: " huh?? whyiie?"
he say : " cause is our rourtine mahx.. you sit there playing com ii come take chair sun bian knock on yr window and wave at you and say hyiie ma!"
me " hahax.. okok.. "
lameeeee...
I LOVE PIRATES OF THE CARRIBIAN the best show EVER lor.. hahax.. can't stop talking about it in school! I think today darling they all go watch..hahax.. miss him lor.. today never contact him.. he oso never sms me.. but know he busy watching movie or at town bahx.. so see if he will contact me today anot lo.. lol.. can't wait for this weekend.. LONGGG WEEKEND!! can play play play with debbie liao..
NICOLE HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE.. i cheated in my SnE test today.. ii really can't fail it lor! and is nt lyk ii copy other ppl work.. is ii ownself in advance write my essay then just bring to class and copy it ma.. and ii only refer to it sometimes.. lol.. so altho is bad is nt as bad issit? aiya my life is so sucky.. dun think anything can get worst then this..
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
* Being a bitch is a GREAT skill to have =p*
so many things to update omg fun fun fun and total fun lor!!but shall just to a brief summary bahx lazy to type so much..
today woke up and did my hair.. temporary colour.. came out damm nice lo.. ii was satisfied.. brownish redish! hahax.. after tt got ppl come my house.. then got one lil boy cute cute de.. but hor he PLAY WITH MY SOFT TOYS! hahax.. bo bian lor.. small boi.. later ii dun let him play he cry.. but all my soft toys very precious to me de nor.. all ppl give me de.. ESP my zhuzhu!! hahax..
after awhile ii got ready to go PARTYYYY.. hahax.. reached there gave everyone hugs and gave steph her present.. hahax.. the guys were playing pool so we went di siao di siao abit.. hahax.. after tt we all oso got play.. hoho.. PICTURES! ii lazy to type stuff hahax..
the whole party was fun lor crazy with MILLY! tt crazy biitch! hahax.. then dancing most of the time was just me her steph LUCY idiot CHRIS and DYLAN.. hahax.. dylan pro XD and they both all just lyk retards lyk tt lor.. so funny.. rest of them only know how to EAT and play POOL.. hahax.. then brandon and his bro damm funny lor.. ii keep disturb his lil bro mahx.. when we talking then he come i'll push him away then chris and mark all those will help all push him.. wakakakax.. ke lian.. but we play play nia.. ii today lyk torture so many of them lo =x.. they xi guan jiu hao.. lol.. 
tsk tsk.. how can a person younger then me lift me up from the ground sia! hahax.. all my fault la.. chris and dylan they all dunno run go where.. then ii go bored so ii go disiao him(shit ii forgot his name again) and he lift me up from behind lor.. WTF i was screaming.. hahax..
the whole day was fun.. 2 idiots jumped into the pool.. hahax.. we ate cake! yum yum.. dace lyk idiots *ahem me dylan and milly!* play pool.. and basically disturb each other.. and hugs all around! hahax.. ella today lyk no mood.. hais dunno whyiie ke lian girl..
lucy baby!
michele besti! who btw spilled her coke and it splash on my feet! arghh.. lol..
dylan idiot! why would any guy squeeze himself into a tiny girls jacket?? ahax.. and lucy's idiot fingers block my face.. lol..
SWEET PICTURE!
after all the fun everyone started to leave le so hug them good bye.. then later suddenly guess who came to pick me up? DEBBIE! hahax.. so we went to my house.. ii was still on "high mode" so we decided to get drunk.. hahax.. nth better to do.. 
out shot glasses
then later ii action my break dance moves and she took pics of it.. i shall only upload the nice ones.. lol..
-Drink Drank Drunk-
^ havent you learnt your lesson?^
Monday, May 28, 2007
Loving you everyday every hour every min every sec!<33>
hahax nth much to update nor today went to watch pirates of the carribian 3!! its the best show! loves it mannns!! woooo.. 3 hours sia.. and thenending was nt what ii wanted it to be.. but oh well.. its just a show.. lol
science teacher simply loves tourturing me siia.. dun wan return our test back until tuesday.. then ii ask her" what is my marks?" she say she forget but she think ii didnt fail.. then she say dun wan say so much later ii get dissapointed?? WTF mans!! wonmen you are tryinf to kill me manns.. ii cannort stand not knowing de lor!! arghhh
haiish.. can someone help me?? lol.. ii need to buy ice skates! and a good pair oso! lol.. at first order my CCM V7.5 and was very happy then later they e-mail me say run out of stock.. WTF?? k nvm.. then ii pursuaded my dad let me buy nike bauer flextile 12 or something lyk tt.. quite nice de.. then guess what?? they say tt one can't export out from america??? sucks man! so my dad trying to see if can ship to nay of his friends there instead.. but the prob is can ii get in on time?? THAT is the question lor.. ANYONE CAN HELP ME THINK OF BAN FA?? II WEAR SKATES SIZE 5 OR 5.5 =))
after movie debbie came my house awhile.. again was gonna drink our 20% chocolate alcohol but in the end oso never cause she gtg liao.. she come awhile nia.. tsk tsk.. nvm bahx.. next week =DD my alcohol wun run away you fang xin.. hahax.. then ii started showing off to her moi break dance kinda.. wakakax.. and teach her but she sux=x then she took pics of it.. guess what?? wanted her to send to com so ii ca upload.. BUT SHE DELEATED IT! lol nvm.. can always take again de.. lol..
boring broing.. ii must use this weekend to study.. ii really must.. but tmr i'm going to stephs party.. wohoo.. heex.. hope it will be fun altho ii nt really in the mood to go out but yupps..
gonna be doing this science experiment thing.. with martin! 2 of us got chosen! wohoo.. miss out 2 hours of class.. hang out with this phd science guy he will make us drink dunno what sugar water.. then make us prick our finger for bloog then do test on our blood.. LOL.. which requires us to FAST.. means after 10.30 dun eat and next day can't eat breakfast! omg! lol.. ii can take it la.. breakfast niia.. plus martin say after that they will give us cereal so we can enjoy! wooo...
idiot father at night pluck my home phone out and the house go alarm so ii can't walk out?? wtf rights.. hope he tonite dun pluck it out.. really wa chat with darling lorr!! argghh.. miss him so so much! lol..
- 38 days to go! -
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate the way you sweet talk me
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
I hate to way you are always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate the way you make me laugh
even worst when you make me cry =(
I hate it when you are not around
or the fact you did not call
But most of all ii hate the way I DON'T hate you
Not even a little
Not even at all...
Monday, May 20, 2002
she was bored.. so wad did she do?? started drawing on my ass then took pics of it =x=x=x
my sweet baby pig <33>
Face paintings!
and nw i'm off to study le.. hahax.. toodles =p
* just go run away and be happy together... *
Monday, May 20, 2002
tsk tsk.. must learn how to play yr cards properly.. that is one of my number 1 rule.. and what you do ii can do back.. maybe even twice as good.. so.. wo bu xi han =)) ii dun give a shit either..
anyways here are pics of me and my cheeky debb dawwg.. hahax..
MANGO VS DURIAN
deciding which ice skate to buy!!
XXXX leii!!! 4 X ok akira! bleahx... =x but too ex for me this poor person to afford..
willl upload the pics ii took yesterday soon.. gonna go makan nw..
was just chattin with stanley.. tt idiot boy.. hahax.. suddenly come talk to me.. he say suddenly miss me lotts and my voice.. hahax.. yupps we used to be lyk best friends in primary sch lor.. ii remember.. was just thinking of tt group a few days ago.. yupps yupps.. because of ii help him cheat in social studies paper ii got a ZERO.. but tt one ii didn't give a shit.. lol.. all the lan jiao things we do last time sia.. won't forget it.. ii was never born to be a good girl.. lol..altho ii wa a prefect in primary sc =x=x they always do break dance and all these craps with the maly girls gang.. hahax.. they taught me hw to do freeze.. till today i'm still occtionally practising it.. heex.. ii do miss my pri sch life.. cause obviously ii had a good life.. and altho a even better one when ii went to bukit view ii kinda miss the life ii elft behind sometimes.. lol.. playing in the playground when it is raiing.. running lyk idiots and saying tt it is wild wild wet.. LOL.. CHILDISH.. ii feel bad abandoning all of them for my new life.. cause ii know all of them still think of me all the time ( who woulden't =x=x ) lol.. always ask sandy where ii am.. toutched toutched.. some of them.. dissapointed of seeing what ii have become?? or tret me different cause you want me to be yr backup in case you got any probs?? hahax.. i'm such a diff person nw.. yupps but anyways.. iif anything were to happen to any of them ( those whom ii actually give a shit about) ii would stand up for them anytime anywhere anyplace.. yupps yupps..
stop my crapping here.. just remenising the past after stanley came and chat with me hahax.. some of them still thinking i hold grudges against them.. well for any of them reading.. you all are my primary sch mates no matter what ii had a great life in primary sch and it would be nth without you guys.. and the past is the past.. so ii dun hold those past grudges anymore =DD
* * iif only ii knew before things would seriously be so so so different* *
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
curret mood : Fucking PISSED OFF
arghh.. idiot com lag lag lag.. play audi till so du lan lor..haish forget it i'm just plain SUAY lo these few days.. No comments..
MONDAY
went rink after sch for match.. was just messing around with da girls.. lol.. we tie our hair lyk idiot lyk tt.. hahax.. until we look lyk try hard cheerleaders =x=x the guys just stared at us.. lol.. WHAT?? we are GIRLS after all mahx.. =p.. so fun lor.. laugh till stomach pain.. Note to self : bring to rubber band for silly hairstyles next hockey session.. play halfway someone hi kieren then his stick fly and slash tash.. omg.. ke lians lor.. then she cry kieren left his stick go chase after tash and hug her.. so sweet nor >,<>
tuesday after sch Slade fetch us go rink again.. to go coatch our classes.. lol.. he just finally got his licence lor.. he drive scary sia.. maciam initial D lyk tt.. LOL..so fast.. everyone get their licence le anyhow drive de nor.. do DONUTS! hahax.. *ahem ahem* Fraizer*ahem ahem* Hope when jess get her licence she wun be lyk them lo.. hahax..
then at night went midarie! it rocks man! so excited about going there until today they say JUSTIN GREEN oso going..ARGHHHH ... ii tot the best thing about going there is cause Justin green and Nicole.Dewey won't be there.. fuck it mans.. hope he doesnt get in.. or not i'll make sure ii find a way to make his life hell until he have to leave mindarie oso lor..
Tonight got hockey! yayys.. tomorrow got science test.. wtf lor.. and home ec assesment due.. OMG! better get studying nw..
- Ciaoz -
Sunday, May 13, 2007
lol.. i'm lyk back to normal now?? my emo moment has passed.. LOL.. ii went back read my old post.. THAT post will never fail to make me smile =DD plus listening to the song"best friend" by aqua nw.. what a cute song..lol
ii know no matter what happens how much ii go through at the end of the day ii will still have my DARLING.. dar ii love you so much canns?? will never regrette anything as long as ii can be together with you =))
________***________****______***_________
For you ii wont't be selfish
For you ii won't be greedy
For you ii won't be calculative
For you ii won't be self-centered
For you ii won't be flirt
For you i'll do anything
For you i'm willing to give up anything
For you i won't lie
For you i'll keep my promises
For you ii won't be a bitch =x
Why?? Because you mean more to me then anything in this world =)) ii love you for who you are i'll love you no matter what.. and ii promise i won't let anything come between us! you are most important in my life! ii may not be the perfect girlfriend.. ii know its hard to bear with me and my silly-ness.. hahax.. but ii promise ii won't let you regrette choosing to be with me=))
omg so rou ma.. =x=x=x *blush blush blush*
dunno what happen to me today.. mood keep swinging lyk siao lo.. i'm going to go sleep nw.. before ii start feeling hungry.. hahax.. and oso i'm so tired liaos. *yawns* cannort fall sick.. cause ii must sing o tuesday.. and tomorrow got match.. lol.. Nicole jyjy!
Friday, May 11, 2007
today was a really great day! everything would be perfect if ii didn;t have to go home and facee my prents.. lol..
shan't say too much.. but was very fun.. game were good.. tug o war we slavada girls came in second! wheets wheets! strong siia.. lol.. then see ppl play the egg thing so funny.. me kailia and jackson.m was sitting in front then ii tell him say " you want move back?? ii think we gonna get hit by egg!" LOL.. coutney got egg all over her hair.. yucks man.. hahax.. ke lian.. anyways games was fun..
then later went for face painting.. raise so much money lor! ii shout " who want me to paint thier face?? 1 dollar only!" alot of ppl " me me!! ii wan! paint my face! " ii was stun lor.. they all trust me to paint their face.. yupps so that went well.. elle painted a pink heart and a mole on my face.. funny lor..
talet show so funny.. the best performace ii was waiting for is for claud and the rest to rap about JUSTIN GREEN! that mother fucker.. hate him so much.. nw his own peeps turn against him.. HA.. they rap rap then say what " Mr green you better watch yr back!" everyone cheer sia! wheets go claud.. fuck you understand justin green?? fucking faggart.. LOL.. hate him so much since last year.. nw finally this year.. JUSTICE IS SERVED! good job claud! altho he only did it for claudia.. but eveyone eles still wins anyway.. too bad justin has a fucking attitude.. he thinks he owns the place and everyone he thinks he so good looking.. NEWS FLASH! so what if you are not bad looking? you are a fucking faggart.. we all HATE YOU!
ya very breif summary of my fun fun fun day.. lol.. the teachers performace is the funniest.. They all dress in our uniform and act lyk pai kias ( just lyk us ) damm funny lax.. laugh till stomach pain.. today Mr.D brought his lil baby daughter mahx.. he came to the face paintings there to see us.. then he bring his baby talk to us say " this is nicole.. blah blah.. my salvado girl.. this is kailia ii know her face is scary and full of paint..." dots dots.. hahax.. what a sweet daughter he has.. she smiled at me.. =DD finaly ther is peace between me and Mr.D.. seee.. if you dun come catch me for my uniform .. everything will be fine.. salvado house needs talent lyk me.. and if you dun piss me off i'll participate more.. and everyone wins =DD
i'm so damm tired going to sleep nw.. *yawns*
PEACE OUT <3
Thursday, May 10, 2007
YESTERDAY
yoyo wassup mans.. hahax.. thanks moi hockey peeps for cheering me up yesterday nor! went in a bad mood came back can't stop laughing.. loves them all mans!
i must admit i was very very happy with my performance yesterday nor.. play screamage then my team is me jess jessie and fraizer! our team rocks man! too badd you dun have kieren but our team still kick ass.. hahax.. had so much fun nor.. but damm tired cause only 4 of us then cannort swap off..
i got a goal! 1 on 1 with goalie nehx! hahax... bleahx.. vernon =p=p i got a goal pass him.. kieren keep saying him siia.. hahax.. lyk tt oso can let me get in.. lousy goalie! but i was so happy.. hi 5;s going around.. hahax.. thanks alot of fraizer yesterday and jess oso help me so much.. and oso jess cheer me up the most.. funny sia she.. lol..
ii collided with debbie lyk 3 times while trying to snatch puck.. hahax.. but it was fun.. ke lian.. hayley.jr lyk abit wad lor.. shout at her.. but aiay AC mahx.. bo bian.. she slyk tt de la debbie.. dun take it personally.. you must take time to get to know her.. she is quite nice outside of the floor..
we all getting our gear off they just keep diao siao each other la.. then later jess and jessie all say " i'm telling hayley! you are bitching!" blah blah.. cause coatch yesterday never come mahx.. so we had the boys to train with us.. then wadever lan jiao things they do we will " orh hor.. ii go complain to hayley!" hahax.. then later we keep disiao about tt time coatch make us have MEETIng just cause ppl bitching about other ppl. wtf?? ka lan jiao wei only then must meeting.. pls lor.. lol..
so then they keep " oh thats bitching! i'll tell hayley!" then i "ya and we'll all have to go for MEETING next week!"
jess cracked up laughing lor.. at first ii didn't think its funny.. then she ask fiona all " did you hear what she say?" then she tell them they all laugh lyk siao lor.. then the whole night keepp.. MEETING! MEETING!.... MEETING!!LOL.. when they say ii realise hw freaking funny it is lor.. laugh till stomach pain.. you had to be there to understand just how funny it is.. lol.. even FRAIZER joined in.. then ii there finding my shoes then ii say " who took my shoes!! MEETING!! NEXT WEEK!!! 7.30!!!" LOL..
jessie say all my fault ii started this whole thing.. and she tot ii was always an "angel" hahax.. then all go home le hug fiona and then go home called darling awhile then he tired liao so go sleep nor.. heex..
TODAY
nothing much but tmr no lessons! yayy..gonna have lots of fun tomorrow.. today dancing was GREAT.. hahax.. they gave me and chantel a main solo part!! yeahs!! k stop here bahx..
PEACE OUT =p
Monday, May 6, 2002
Another week has passed! tomorrow is monday again.. seams lyk debbie is my regular weekend tonn-er hahax.. and ii give her singlish/hoikien lessons=x=x which she fails very badly.. tsk tsk girl.. hahax.. lazy to type stuff just gonna upload pics which speeks for it'self.. lol..
lack of sleep lor.. these few days.. hahax.. debbies baby la.. cry cry cry.. ii scared le lax.. dun wan children anymore =x=x anyways.. went shopping on sat and bought lots lots of clothes.. spent over 100 + dollards =x opps.. lol..
messy hair.. me zi lian-ing after 4 km cross country..lol
debbs and her baby.. ahhhhhh
us in hip hop mode! lol.. g unit yeah yeah! =p=p act onli lor.. =x
ii left debie drunk in the bath tub
what a ugly and scary pic of me =x
yesterday chatted with darling.. he is so jian mans! hahax.. tot he just disturbing me niia ask me to say " I nicole liang pei ting will love jackson neo zhi wei forever 1314 3344 only lvoe him.. " blah blah blah.. and ii really said it.. lol.. ii didn't knw he was recording =x=x idiot lor.. ii sound lyk a act cute ku ku lor.. damm paiseh siia.. hahax.. so bad lor you darling.. then suddenly we chatted about the past again.. then taking about "hao gan" hahax.. he say he last time got dui wo you hao gan before.. just tt ii dunno niia.. hahax.. and tt time ii setad wib terry and he is my kor.. then ii tell him tt ii all along oso got dui him you "hao gan" but just that didn't think it will be possible for us to be together so ii oso did't say anything.. omg mans! hahax.. so we so long got dui each other you " hao gan" then both dun dare say.. wakakakax.. nvm important thing is that nw we are together le! love him so much! he love me too =x hahax.. no one can seperate us.. hor hor hor?? bleahx.. stop here bahx..
Friday, May 4, 2007
[[ INJECTION DAY ]]
today at PE we all play afl football ( lyk rugby )hahax it was quite fun lor.. ii was ready to kill Nicole.D lor.. shes a bitch mans.. lol.. fuck it.. she no right to have same name as me... her flimsy hands she never hold the ball properly nor.. then ii hit the ball out of her hands and pass lor.. they she shout " what the hell are you doing mans!" then ii give her stupid face and say " we are allowed to do that bleahx" then she say "shut up".. dun wann waste my time with her lor..
Bianca so funny mans.. tt idiot.. her glasses keep dropping then she no glasses maciam blind lyk tt.. lol.. then she say " wait stop everyone!! my glasses my glasses!! then we all stop ii say " hey stop give biance her glasses" so we put back for her everything ok liao right... THEN we snatch the ball from her and run.. lol.. then she say " just shut up mans!" to dunno who then teacher giv her time out 2 mins?? wtf??? The Nicole.D ask me shut up not counted mehx?? wtf lor..
anyways.. it was fun.. ii got tackled to the ground lyk 3 times.. hahax.. one time ii dive in to snatch the bal frm someone.. another time is dunno who drop the ball the ii dive to go take it oso.. then other ppl and Nicole.d very bu shuang with me (sore losers) then the all jump on top of me trying to take my ball.. hahax.. my team memebers all shout " NICOLE DON"T LET GO!! TREAT THE BALL AS YOUR BABY" so damm funny mans.. ii die die never let go.. then ii stuck at the bottom squashed mans.. injurjed liao lo.. all buly me.. fuck you understand.. hahax.. but ii dun care oso.. no cake mans.. HA Nicole.D you suck.. use your body to push me out is no use de nor.. ii play hockey okays =)) brogan rocks man.. she scored the 2 goals for our team!wohooo... 5 fives going around all game.. hahax..
after tt go lunch then go classes for 20 mins only THEN MUST GO GET READY FOR INJECTIONS LE!!! OMG!! lol.. scareded okays.. ii have 7 piercings and nt scared of any of them but ii totaly hate hate hate NEeDLES! it freaks me out lor.. me and michele keep chicken out then go to the abck of the line again and again.. LOL.. got ppl never go in cry.. lol.. come out cry.. come out say nth de... come out say pain.. scareded scareded.. they all keep pursuade me nth de nth de.. then i calm clam abit..
suay suay ii got the rough nurse nor.. NOT PAIN???? BULLSHEEEEET LOR!!! the pain is lyk.. omg de nor.. feels so weird de feeling.. but nt say very bad.. its just sore.. then me eyes watery watery but ii force myself cannort cry.. hahax.. then later they keep us there for 15 mins observation mahs.. then ii can't help but feel l;yk laughing lor.. then michele dunno say what ii burst out laughing lyk siao lor.. we had laughing fits mans.. lol.. dunno wad happen oso lor..laugh till my tears come out that ii was trying to not let out lor! hahax.. shan't go into detail but my hand nw is damm sore kayys... plus cause debbie keep hitting it.. THREE TIMES!
ii told michele all if whoever hit my arm i'm punch them so hard they'll till they feel my pain.. then in science conrad purposely poke my arm lor.. ii ji tao angry and ii punched him.. idiot he go complain o teacher .. then teacher ignor him..HA.. lol..
after sch ran my 4KM CROSS COUNTRY!! ii ran with chrissie the whole way.. yong bu fen li man! we 2 were so proud of ourself.. ii came in 184.. out of my whole school all the 400-500 ppl who ran! wohooo!
hahax.. thanks to getting takled to the ground..LOSS OF BLOOD.. muscles sore from running and the mother fucking injections and still getting hit on my arm after tt.. i'm in total pain mans..
hahax.. ii think i'll be lying on my bed cannort get up tomorrow.. lol.. good luck to me!
_**__ 184 184 184 wheets!_**___
Because my love for you is too deep ~
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
reach there saw fiona and kate fiona come hug me! lol yayys.. was shocked.. but yeappx.. hahax.. ii love fiona! ii love all the others too! there is 1 or 2 ii dun really like but who cares right?? we are a team..
sit at our di pan there then got some lyk lil kiids keep starring at us then danielle so fierce siia.. shouting at them "WHAT YOU LOOKIN AT???" lol.. think theyall scared of us le.. opps=x=x
team meeting right.. wtf lor.. has nothing to do with playing hockey.. but cause ppl keep ka lan jiao weii all this.. then all the ppl give us big lecture.. then ii was lyk DIAOX!! they say what as a team you have a problem with someone go tell coatch dun lyk go bitching blah blah.. say we are the most bitchy team and everything.. so lyk hope frm nw on everything wun be lyk tt le nor.. just a big misunderstanding.. ii love all of them.. very very much.. lol.. they say our team cannort fall apart we are the only girls team left!! so many opprtunities given to us we should take it nor..
training quite fun bahx.. nw got debbie le! hahax.. then me debbie mickey and kate went with kieren go practice doing stuff with puck all.. hahax.. ok bahx.. then everything was fine and ii was quite proud =DD until SLAP SHOT TIME! hahax.. kieren tried to teach me slap shot.. but apparantly I SUCK! hahax.. ii think debie slap shot nicer then mine.. lol.. at least got fly abit above ground lor WTF WTF WTF.. kate shooting oso better.. i'm lyk " arghhh! screwwww thissss!! i wan my darling teach me!! =x=x" hahax..
later we go in teams to drills.. again i'm in kieren's team.. wohoo.. with tash and danielle.. lol... not too bad bahx..
hayley is a great coatch nor actually.. feel bad cause she was pissed off cause got ppl tell her some of us say that we dun want her to coatch us all this.. wtf lor?? no coatch then can go hong gan le.. hockey always got so much troubles de.. today with hayley kieren fraizer and vernon help us ii think was lyk abit better training bahx.. although ii didn't sweat much,, i'm still tired.. lol.. wanna just fall on the floor and die.. but tomorrow is PHOTO DAY.. i have to look perfect..
dunno where in the world darling run go to liao.. lol. just nw call his hp he never pick up.. DOTS.. miss him so much lor..
- NICOLE IS GOING TO FIND A JOB FOR ONCE =D -
Sunday, April 28, 2002
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 Friday, April 20, 2007 Sunday, April 15, 2007 Monday, April 9, 2007 Thursday, April 5, 2007 Thursday, April 5, 2007 Sunday, March 31, 2007 Sunday, March 31, 2002 Friday, March 30, 2007 Thursday, March 29, 2007 Monday, March 26, 2007 Sunday, March 18, 2007 Saturday, March 10, 2007 Friday, March 9, 2007 Thursday, March 1, 2007 Sunday, February 25, 2007 Wednesday, February 21, 2007 Tuesday, February 20, 2007 Monday, February 11, 2002 Thursday, February 1, 2007 Saturday, January 27, 2007 Thursday, January 25, 2007 Wednesday, January 24, 2007 Sunday, January 21, 2007 Friday, January 19, 2007 later reach the nice air con west mall went to buy drinks go toilet then go arcade.. at first peii banni watch hiim play street fighter then later "tuo guang guang" so good give me one token play.. hahax.. so play my bubble game lor.. then he wan VS me ii win!! yayy.. wakakaks.. then went for our ciggs agaiin.. saw one of bannie's friend.. hahax.. then very fast gam liao.. lol.. ii friendly mahx.. hahax.. he ask me next time help hiim dye haiir.. see lo..iif ii still in singapore sure help hiim de.. wakakaks.. Thursday, January 18, 2007 Sunday, January 7, 2007 _*_ you said we'd still be friends.. but why are we more lyk strangers? *_* Thursday, January 4, 2007 Wednesday, January 3, 2007 [[ my second day back in singapore ]]
The difference between ME and YOU is that II actually have FRIENDS.. bleahxx..
ii passed my level 5 figure skaing liao.. wohooo.. today went shopping.. bought play boy necklace.. heex.. shoes.. clothes.. blah blah.. ii lazy to update but it was fun.. lol.. here my randome pics.. 
yr ticket to enter my club.. hahax.. PINK tickets.. heex.. 
Tinkerbell deck of poker cards frm debbie dollie =)) 
placed filled with SHOES! 
fucing TOOTIE frindge.. lol.. must go clip..
lol it would be a perfect world is everything was PINK 
we are idiot crazy girls.. but we have FUN.. hahax
I MISS MISS MISS MISS MY DARLING SO SO MUCH.. LOL jus nw playing audi ii make one room called " ii love jackson =DD " then playing with debbie and other ppl mahx.. hahax.. ten ii think hao saw it then came in.. opps =x=x tio spotted liao.. hahax..
I'm HUNGRY nw.. 
MONDAY
First day of sch.. go back, guess what??? kenna DETENTION.. fuck lor.. teachers really want to kill me leiix.. hate this stupid schh.. fine lor.. send letter home to my parents somemore.. teacher lyk to say " she is a nice girl but has alot of issues with her uniform" go fuck yrself upsdie down lo seriously.. but yeah ii kinda missed sch apart frm that.. had to do my speech.. which went kinda well.. ii got quite good marks for my theater arts performace oso.. but still ii wasn't happy with it.. wish ii had done better.. then maths ii got 38/52 compared to other ppl is not bad.. but still ii'm also NOT happy with it.. aiya forget it ii also didn't put much effort in so ii should not expect to get back good marks oso. NICOLE MUST JIA YOU JIA YOU THIS TERM LE!! GAMBATEII!!
after sch go back get ready for hockey match.. ok bahx.. quite fun.. but still miss debbie! lol..
TUESDAY
not much.. quite normal boring day.. everyone is still facinated with my eyes.. lol.. mitch and claud keep di siao me nor.. idiot guys.. lol.. everyone either say my eyes very scary or not say my eyes very cool then keep looking at them.. LOL.. then ppl ask me" issit you put contact lense?? "
ii say " nono ii had eye transplant" LOL idiot suaku's lor.. bleahx...
then science right damm funny lor we had to do experiments.. naomi and tayler keep playing aful lor.. laugh till stomach pain.. then later teacher pick tom and alex to demonstrate qxperiment lor.. everyone knew something sure go wrong de.. LOL.. in the end damm funny lor cause doing the "pop test" then alex hold the test tube then tilt his head on his shoulder.. i was thinking " what the hell is he doing?" then he ask tom cover his other ear!! LOL.. he scared later the explosion very loud lor! ee yer.. hum ji.. hahax.. teahcer say wun be loud de... then suddenly "POP" quite loud.. then tom got a shock then he shout " oh fuck! " everyone stare at him.. then he start laughing say " omg i'm so sorry didnt mean to say that" everyone just cracked up laughing. hahax..
went for dinner.. then had this PINK BOTTLE OF WATER so damm cute canns.. then ii took a pic of it.. after tt debbie come my house ton.. gave me my zhu zhu and jersey.. hahax.. omg my zhu zhu so big fat pink and cuteeeee! heex.. THANKS DARLING! MUACKXX 
then me and debbie the whole night play lyk siao.. then ii talked to darling.. he had to sleep early cause next day he got sch.. LOL.. so then ii continue to crap around with debbie.. she bought me a pink top, TINKERBELL poker cards.. heex.. and ear sticks.. hahax.. ii love the tinkerbell cards the best!! thanks! we played audi most of the time.. AUDI SIAO!! PARTY PARTY!! 100 days prayer is the best best song ! bleahx 
debbie loves taking stupid pics of me =x
TODAY
desmond they all came my house play mahjong.. he bought me ice cream =DD after tt we all and debbie all went to thai restaurent eat.. lol.. eat and laugh laugh so much lor.. LMAO.. heex.. nw i'm so FULL! tmr must go sch.. sianz 1/2 lor.. lol.. friday debbie coming my house again.. and my dad going back to singapore and then to dunno where.. yupps yupps.. and he'll buy me this new internet phone.. got number de.. so singapore ppl can just ji tao call me and pay singapore rate only.. is lyk maciam i'm in singapore and they calling me.. heex.. so i'm looking foward to that bahx.. no need keep buying card to all darling le nor.. heex..
Today is e and darling the 1 month.. ii can't wait till is 7 month .. 8 month.. 1 year... 2 year... lol.. as he said yesterday.. FOREVER AND EVER.. lol.. he made me say " I Nicole Liang Pei Ting promise to lvoe Jackson Neo Zhi Wei forever!" hahax.. and ii ment it.. no matter what i'll never stop loving you darling!! seriously i'm very very happy.. but at the same time disapointed and ii think its abit unfair to him.. cause i'm here and he is there...
HA me and most of my ex dun really last till 1 month de.. or at least happyly last until 1 month.. haiish.. i'm lyk so unlucky with past relationships?? i have no problem getting guys.. my problem is keeping them.. but frm nw it will all be diff le.. that day iris wrote to me testi " ANOTHER BF AGAIN?? tsk tsk.. " hahax.. ya maybe my past relationships is all nt very sucessful bahx..i'm nt as lucky as her..hahax.. but this time is diff le.. and i'm sure ii wun have to hear my cousin say " ANOTHER BF?" to me again.. heex..
so darling i so lucky to have you! heex.. and yr mine.. can't run away! lol.. and ii wun let other ppl snatch you oso! bleahxx..
audi audi
i'm freaking bored.. and ii finish watching the whole season 2 of desperate housewifes.. hahax.. so i'm gonna update about my week so far bahx..
Thursday decided to go rink with naomi.. and oso cause she want go see conor as he was working.. so went nor.. anyways the rest are all proberly working so i go see them osos bahx..
so nice to skate lor.. so lil ppl.. and lyk ii so long never go skate for fun liao.. always go is lyk privet lessons and hockey only.. hahax... then can skate fast oso.. but my leg got blister liao =x=x so annoying lor connor... keep showing off.. just cause he can skate better ( i under estimated him ) he purposely wanna prove that he is betetr at me.. argghhh... ii wanna kick his sorry ass with my skates mans.. cause my skates are so much prettier then his.. bleahx.. he keep looking at my skates then lyk bu shuang bu shuang lyk tt.. hahax.. then speed skate almost won him but didn't.. so pissed off lor.. so not satisfied.. hahax.. forget it..
so today woke up and decided go rink again cause very unsatisfied about yesterday.. so ii tot today go early then no ppl.. then skali.. WTF mans go le so many ppl line up until outside lor.. somemore must bring daryl and brenda all.. cause they were disapointed tt ii didn't let them come with me yesterdayy.. so fuck lor.. skate shit arr.. so many lil kids.. argghhh!!
hahax.. i have an advantage is tt yesterday ii got free water cause georgia working.. then today can get big slushie when other ppl got small one.. cause tash give me.. wakakakax.. thanks girl! monday got in house match.. can't wait to play nor.. but ii want my stick stick stick!!!!
today run speed skate only with emma georgia and a few other ppl.. hahax.. wtf lor.. skate halfway towards the end my wheels lost grip and ii fell mans.. lol.. now gt blue black le.. me and georgia started laughing.. hahax.. then actually ii dun wan continue le.. then she pull me say come lets continue la.. hahax.. so okay lor.. continue.. lol.. cute la she..
can't wait for debbie to come back on monday.. hahax.. miss her! today was talking about go adventure world de.. but then no chance le.. cause nw auttum le so they gonna close.. nvm bahx.. end year we all go together =DD
nw darling at hockey.. waiting for him come back nor.. lame ass.. say wanna bring our zhu zhu go hockey .. hahax.. wad siia..
_** HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE!**_
Back to sch in 2 days!
The worst thing in my life just happened and no one can do anything about it.. wtf is this mans?
my dad won money playing mahjong yesterday.. then uncle toto all persuading me to go study uni or not next time no money for my parents blah blah.. and ii knew in my heart that my parents have money they can survive on their own and nothing will seriously go wrong and all their stuff. and ii only thought about enjoying life go poly and just get by..HA just as all this happen.. ppl had to come rob my fucking house..
screw australia mans.. this is seriously the biggest shock of my life..
we left the house at six go to my parents friends hse.. had dinner play watch I NOT STUPID TOO.... came back around 10 plus.. ii needed to go toilet so ii just ran into my mum's toilet..then ii looked into my mum room saw lyk very messy.. frm far so ii though my mum was so desperate to find clothes that the made a big mess.. when ii close the toilet door i iheard my mum shout " oh shit! " and called my dad.. seriously ii froze in the toilet.. ii knew imidiately that ppl came into our house.. and ii tot they were still in the house.. that feeling is just the worst feeling ever.. its lyk a nightmare.. and i'm not waking up..
but no one was in the house.. i was shaking.. my dad caleld police.. i igo check.. and when ii found out my money which ii spent so long trying to save was gone ii was so angry and determined that if ii find that person in my house i'll kill him/her/them.. my whole room was in a mess.. funny thing is that they didn;t take my i pod or my cam.. they just went throuw all my jewely.. took my ang pao money.. blah blah.. won't go into detail but yupps.. now ii'm totaly BROKE..
worst of all.. they broke in throught my sliding door.. so there is a big hole there nw.. and guess what? fucking australia polcie won't come.. they say they will come tomorrow or MONDAY??? how am ii suppose to sleep in peace knowing there is a big hole in my sliding door??
haiish.. my mums ex bags all stole lor.. ii was planning to sell them all when she gives it to me.. all worth lyk thousand over dollars lor.. gucci LV.. haish haish.. ii dun wanna say anymore..
ii jsut want to say ii hate australia.. stealing is so wrong.. we have insurence and everything which wil give us money and stuff but can't replace the stuff lor.. they will give my mum money to buy new bags but ii know those bags are her collection and very precious to her.. and to me.. cause ii was gonna sell it.. in case ii really no money next time =x=x ii hope all off them burn and diie.. there are proberly motly girls lor.. a guy to break in but girls took the stuff.. cause they didn't take much electrical stuff.. and acording to what ii can see.. yeappx. a big group of ppl.. and mostly girls.. ii can't believe our neighbours didn't notice?? the glass was very badly smashed... and ii think i'm cut again..
my stomach hurts alot nw.. i'm so against stealing nw.. ii stole stuff before.. but ii swear never to do it again.. haish haish.. why am ii so suay?? ii hope everything will be better frm nw... at least ii still have my hp..
in SINGAPORE this would not happen.. ii stay on the SIX floor for one... no way ppl gonna break my windows and climb in. my nighbours right next to me so they will obviously know if someone breaks into my house.. and ii stay condo so we have security guards.. haiish.. ii hate australia i hate australia ii hate it to the core!!
no more money for me to buy shoes or ice skate anymore.. dots.. my feelings are lyk angry?? abit scared?? and so damm insercure mans.. ii wish there is someone here to console me.. lucky my dad took pics of all mummy expansive bags and watches s we can proberly claim quite alot of money frm insurence bahx.. ii just really want those ppl to get caught.. but here is not lyk singapore... ii know they sure can get away with it de.. which really irritates me.. and oso cause ii know they are girls.. it irritates me even more..
argghh.. spent the whole day baby sitting brenda and daryl.. LOL.. tiring lor.. seriously ii think i'll be a terrible house wife.. kids lyk me =p.. but. .i'm scared of them.. hahax.. i think will still have to baby sit them ever more lors! wtf.. hahax.. but ok lax not that bad..i just wish debbie was here..lol then will be more fun norr.. we can go crazy.. and she can protect me frm daryl=x=x.. my kong long really suffer due to daryl.. hahax.. but he can be quite cute sometimes too.. i sitll cann't get over the fact that he is so much younger then me but he sk8ting is so much more pro then me?? hahax..
dunno what to say le.. but i've been having the worst mood swings lately.. dunno what happen to me.. ii dun usually go emo..but sometimes ii do.. then the next min i'll be my high and happy self again.. hmms.. haiish ii dunno lax.. lol.. this holiday is such a draggg.. ii just can't wait till wednesday.. ii seriously miss all of them so much already.. my hockey team!! you guys mean so much to me! jyjy!
Today played audi with darling,hao and his other friends all.. hmm.. lol quite fun bahx.. then later debbie ask me to play with her and zh.. zh seriously have some attitude issues lor.. and i was being sarcastic to him the whole time.. and then ii forgot whyiie but ii said something then he scold me ccb?! wtf lor.. ii was damm close to dropping water then ii was lyk ?? audi oso nt maple cannort ks.. then can do what siia.. hahax ii was gonna start !#*$#%$$ him liao.. but give debbie face.. ii keep quiet.. see how PRO he really is.. hao lian shit mans.. what 188bpm ??? kns lor pls.. play with me 140 + loose until pants drop le.. bleahx.. iif you think i'm gonna let you have my debbie you must be dreaming mans.. she deserves sum 1 better then you.. so you can go fly a kite.. change yr fking attitude b4 you even ask her 4 patch lor.. ad seriously if you break her heart again i'll break yr bones lor.. ii dun care how much bigger you are then me.. ii seriously dun give a shit =DD thanks for yr co-opertation..
just nw the wine bottle fell smashed and made a big mess.. wtf.. had to help clean up lo.. ii think ii cut myself but ii can't find the glass piece?? ii hope ii dun have a glass splinter stuck at my hand.. or not ii dunno what to do oso.. the other day had a wood splinter and ii bravely pulled it out.. damm pain canns but at that time ii was busy worrying about other things.. ii think.. even iif ii have a glass splinter wun be enough to kill me bahx.. ii just worry too much.. lol.. stop here for nw..
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Liang Pei Ting loves Liang Zhi Wei
I promise you my unconditional love
yesterday hocley was so tiring ok.. hayley didn't coatch us.. her brother ben did.. LOL.. he is a gd coatch.. but training can kill us de nor.. heex.. did you ever see anyone squeeze out SWEAT from their socks before?? hahax.. iif you havent then obviously you havent met KIEREN.. its so damm er xin lor.. hahax.. he took out his socks and then he sqyeezed the sweat out of it.. yucks man.. then he clean it on jess then jess clean on me.. ii was lyk wtf? hahax. disgusting mans kieren.. and then after that he wore it! hahax.. i was gonna borrow jersey frm him then ii after tt ii change my mind.. hahax..
debbie not here then jess is my hockey buddy.. hahax.. hayley say next week training gonna be frm 6 until 8 plus then we gonna do lyk exercises for one hour then hockey the next hour.. wtf lor.. hahax.. bo bian lor.. we suck.. need more training..
after hockey me georga,jessie and the rest was sitting outside mahx.. waiting for our parents to pick us up.. while fraiser tt idiot bua stun with his car.. we was lyk " he is a idiot and he is gonna loose his licence soon if he does not end up in hospital" really lor.. then georga said all of us look lyk hobo's ( homeless street ppl )
me: points at her hockey bag " yeah with our big big bags"
geroga:point at my skates " with skates as a form of transport" LOL
me: points at her stick " yeah and weapons to defend ourselves"
we btoh just cracked up laughing.. hahax.. then i was asking about figue lessons on saturday mahx. .then they said ii should go to the figure dancing cause georga and jessie oso doing mahx.. then they jio me go.. then jess say " wa.. nicole.. you doing so many things sia.. what are you doing arr??" then ii was lyk " dancing, acro (sometimes), hockey, figure and last time v ball.." LOL.. yeah ii agree with jess.. i'm seriously too busy liao.. hahax.. ii dun lyk to stay at home ma.. find excuses to stay out of the house..
TODAY
reach sch got ready and stuff went to da sc hall le.. everyone got ready for performance norr.. hahax got our mics ready and everything.. hahax.. then ii was so damm nervous lor.. ms doherty come talk to us say " you guys will do well right?? ii know you all will .. god luck!" after tt perform liao everything went well.. hahax.. one more i can add to my list of performance where ii didn't screw up or get stage fright.. i'm always scared BEFORE.. but when i'm on stage i'm fine.. hahax.. yayys me..
after performance our dramma teachers came up to us and keep saying we did really well.. i was lyk yeah baby .. hahax.. then Mr D stop me when ii was going to class mahx.. ii tot to myself " shit.. what have ii done wrong nw" then he come talk to me say
"Nicole that was really good performance! you are so brave! "
ii was thinkin to myself, nw then he know ar.. lol.. ii ame to sch on the first day with all ym seven earings and breaking almost half the sch rules.. of cos brave la.. or not stupid mehx.. hahax..
then later he ask me if ii can sing.then ii " errrr??? maybe??" hahax.. then he went on and on about joining the choir to performe for our house ocations and perform a skit and everything then ii say " hmm k la.. ii dun mind anything" then he say " great nicole" and ii faster ran to calss before he realised my top earing was still on =x=x hahax..
I was damm happy with the performance mans.. everyone was lyk complimenting us.. hahax.. ii the whole day keep " thanks thanks thanks" hahax.. all my teacher oso " you did really well nicole! " hahax.. thanks everyone =p
in english class ms gray gave back or essays.. okok la.. she said ii did well.. ii think ii was shit but ok la if compared to others is not bad.. is cause my expectations and too high le.. so ii stress myself too much.. hahax.. then english was so damm fun mans.. then ms gray keep saying me mahx.. we had to do a practice run of our speech then some boys do le she say " ok let a girl try" then ii was busy talking to monica mahx.. monica keep saying me.. hahax.. li siao leiix she.. tt stupid ger... she say " ya when you was on stage ii was thinking to myself, hmm nicole has a nice body.. " i iwas lyk LOL okays girl.. checking me out =p then we laughing.. then ms gray say nicole! why not you go do yr speech.. gogo.. then ii say " dun wan la" then she say " iis aw you this morning! you have no problem speeking infront of public.. this morning was whole sch nw is only one class... come on you can do it.." then everyone keep " come on nicole gogo" then ii sianz 1/2 lor! hahax.. then bo bian everyone lyk tt le.. hahax.. then josh they all li siao lor... keep wheets.. hahax.. yeah so did my lil speech thing..
ms gray smack alex across the head.. ii was lyk omg! hahax.. so funny.. then she give him tissue.. LOL.. then later got mini talent show.. claud luke and mitch do their lil beat box thing.. hahax.. and crap around all lesson.. yupps yupps.. fun fun
after sch went dancing.. rock estedford.. then the other ppl who dun really know me keep looking at me then say " hey! you were that girl perfoming this morning!" ji tao paiseh lor.. hahax.. then they say ii did very well so its all good.. hahax.. holidays maybe must go back for extra dance practce lor.. wtf.. lol.. but hmm yeah its on of the very little things i'm good at so yupps i'll go!
- I NEED A JOB!-
early in the morning called darling.. hahax.. cause ii miss him =p=p and also he was ment to call me last night but stupid singtel simple sucks so he didn't recieve my sms till late in the morning =x=x
after a few mins went back to sleep le.. he keep disturbing me cause of my "morning voice" hahax.. stupid lor..
woke up got ready and went for figure.. and yayy ii pass my level 4 le! pro pro.. iif only my hockey was just as pro then good norr..
came home the debbie and me decided to go whitfords shopping.. and she told me all about her party.. debbie.. wheets! hahax.. we keep lyk singing and dancing the whole day lor.. still in party mode.. loll partay partay partay =x
we went to ICE and tried on all nail polish.. hahax.. ii bought 2.. one lyk bright hot pink and another is lyk shiny purplish de.. then debbie bought 5.. and she got a mascara free.. not fair! hahax.. 
was trying to take the colour of my nails =x=x
went to eat ap food.. walk around.. we got a liiiiitle bit crazy today and everyone was just lyk looking at us.. hahax.. ii dun care.. lol.. 
went to buy pair necklace.. i'm bad girl she is good girl.. the lady working there so funny lor.. she talk to me mahx.. then say " wa so you guys sharing one each for this pair of necklace ar?? who is the bad girl then" debbie said " nicole!" lol.. then the lady said" ohh.. i see whats going on..." lol.. me and debbie just cracked up laughing.. cause that was ment to be my line lor! 
fun fun fun.. after tt we went back to my hse first.. then ii went to pay audition.. so qiao tt hao came into the same beat up room as me norr.. hahax.. he say " PS! so qiao.. lyk tt oso can meet until you" hahax.. then ii say him mahx.. cause he call me PS.. then after tt he started calling me da sao.. LOL.. ii was lyk err?? hahax.. bu xi guan.. but better then him alling me PS.. hahax.. ii won the beat up.. lost the cheorography.. wtf lor.. hahax.. he keep saying himself noob then ii lost so means ii even more noob??
anyways later got ready to go " clark quay" lerrs.. saw alot of ppl park car at our road there.. cause got one indian family move in oposit us.. then me and debbie shout.. " SOOT DE LA PI PO! " hahax..
pics taken at clark quay.. it was freezing by night time lor.. and my feet were killing me.. hahax. .stupid shoes ii wore.. but they were cute ok.. hahax.. 
our backview! 
trying to show off our good girl and bad girl necklaces!
sadded! i miss my darling! 
she will miss KADE when she goes bck for holiday =p=p
We tired breaking in!
after tt went for dinner.. to celebrate my grandmothers b'dayy!
greedy nicole always eating! hahax.. eat till my stomach so big then debbie keep say ii 2 months pregnent! hahax.. cause today ii wear the shirt is lyk pregnent shirt lor.. hahax..
Nicole! tt lamp post is not jackson lor! =x=x
ii drank some red alcohol thing.. and it was so nice! hahax.. my face went all red after tt.. but ii so wasn't drunk.. the alcohol oso not cake de lor.. dunno whyiie my face red.. then my mum say is cause of good blood circulation.. blah blah.. hahax.. then after tt me and debbie keep siao.. keep singing "ii wanna love you" cause tt song is so cool.. hahax.. thats about all bahx.. . saw a gondola on the river there cause got ppl's wedding.. hahax.. then ii keep say ii oso wan tt ii oso wan tt!
fun fun fun dayy.. bought earings and 2 nail polish.. teehees.. debbie going back on monday le! will miss her! hahax.. dun have her means i'm going to be the only noob at hockey.. hahax.. sadded.. nvm ii have fiona jessie and jess all.. loves them! they have league match tomorrow! jia you jia you! they got high chance of winning the lil joondalop boys!
# enjoy yr 2 weeks back in singapore debbie! #
Rachel's moktail party
came back frm school stright go online find darling lol.. budden he sleeping.. lol.. so ii go shower and get ready first nor.. later debbie come le then ii help her make her hair and stuff then she got ready to go for her river cruise while ii got ready for my partayyy.. hahax.. 
the whole day was a rush lor.. darling finally woke up.. chatted with him for awhile and then had to continue getting ready le.. so he went back to sleep lor.. so pig.. hahax..
anyways.. soon debbie had to go for her river cruise le.. so we took pic before she left.. after tt a french artist came knocking on our door.. we bough a painting frm her.. lol.. i wish ii could paint lyk her nor..after ii was finally ready ii left for rach's party
reach there rach's sister open the door.. lol. she quite friendly.. emma, steph and lucy were there first.. then gave rachel her present then all of them come hug me.. wakakas.. once ii walk into her room they all was lyk " omg nicole your dress is so cute! the pinkness just doesn't stop with you right?" lol.. yupps.. ii was pink pink pink.. so pink for da party... hahax..
took photos.. then da rest started to arrive..vicky was soooo pretty lor.. *jealous jealous* hahax.. then they started serving us moktails after moktails.. lol.. try all diff flavours.. most quite nice la.. one of them was not very nice.. me and annette gave it to michele =x=x.. hahax.. so fun lor.. the whole night ii was laughing all the way until stomach pain... michele me and jorja was pretending to get drunk on moktail.. so funny lor.. hahax.. cause moktail is no alcohol de mahx.. only for one rach's siste put some in it =x=x i was so scared my face would start going red cause my face very fast red de nor.. hahax.. ii rememebr tt time at chalet with darling.. hahax.. and town with kim also.. face red lyk tomato lor.. lol..
so most of the night was spent taking pics, dancing our butts off, singing lyk crazy ppl and drinking moktail after moktail.. lol.. there was a long line to go toilet =x=x.. lol.. halfway everyone started taking off their heals le cause cannort take it.. lol.. then ii scold them.. say hey cheater.. hahax..
rach got one friend nt frm our sch de.. all brie.. she so pretty lor.. lol... she came talk to me ii was stun.. hahax.. cause she come say ii very cute then my dress very pretty.. hahax.. (i was hoping it was the other way around) then later lucy and annette go disturb me mahx.. ii forgot what ii said then they " no no ..thats just..no nicole" me.. hahax.. always lyk tt de. lol.. then brie say nvm she also always kenna lyk tt.. lol.. then all 4 of us started laughing.. then the song " girlfriend" came on..LOL.. and we started dancing again.. best songs tt day was" sexy back, i wanna love you, hit me up, barbie girl, hey mickey" lol.. lots more.. barbie girl everyone started singing then we found out it was really a slutty song.. hahax.. then cause when we young we listen to it we dunno ma.. then still sing till so shuang.. LOL ..
fun fun fun night.. went home at around eleven.. was so damm tired.. cause the whole day was so draggy.. and also ii had spot in sch.. we had to do 100 push up and 100 sit up.. wtf right? hahax.. and going through the whole party with my high heals was so NOT easy.. so ii was damm tired,, plus next day must go figure.. so slept lyk nobodies buisness.. hahax.. you know sometimes your body is so tired you sleep until forget to breathe?? that happend to me.. and it was scary lor. dunno if its cause ii got flur or wad but literally ii was ghasping for breath every nw and then for awhile.. and then ii was ok le.. lol.. ii seriously though ii was going to die =x=x
= you got my temperature rising lyk el nin yo =
happy b'day girl! 
our late night out! 
Pic taken at town! 
i dunno whyiie my eyes so big =x=x
Me and debbs walffer.. heex.. so yummy hor.. our table number so qiao lor! debbie convinced me to keep it as souvinier.. lol so ii did =X 
debbs snap shot me at da "secret lan shop" we found it.. lol.. all asians there playing warcraft all this..
quite fun bahx overall.. shan't go into detail.. but yupps hahax.. hope debbie enjoyed her b'dayy!
darling edited my pic.. heex..
I love the way you smile
I love the way you laugh
I love the way you am chio
I love the way you burst out laughing hysterically
I love the way you laugh at me
I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way i know as long as i'm with you i'll always be smiling
I love the way you make me jealous
I love the way you make me admit that i'm jealous
I love the way you are scared of me being jealous
I love the way deep down i know that there is nth to be jealous about because its other ppl that should be jealous
I love the way you bully ppl
I love the way you tell me not to let ppl bully me
I love the way you teach me how to bully ppl
I love the way you bully me
I love the way ii know you wun let anyone eles bully me
I love the way you lyk to tease me
I love the way you immitate me
I love the way you know me so well you even know my patterns
I love the way you call me name
I love the way you look at me
I love the way i always will feel safe when i'm with you
I love the way you say you love me
I love the way you treat me
I love the way you are just so sweet
I love the way you tell me you'll never let me fall
I love the way that i can always be my stupid self with i'm with you
I love the way you love me just the way i am
I love the way you act cute
I love the way you will always find me cute no matter what i do
I love the way you can't feed me properly
I love the way you make me repeat all the silly things ii say
I love the way i know that you are smiling to yourself while reading this
I love the way you react when ii disturb you
I love the way you never want me to put down the phone
I love the way you complain
I love the way you whistle
I love the way i can tell you everything
I love the way you always think about me
I love the way that i know i can always joke with you
I love the way you do stupid things
I love the way you skate
I love the way you tie yr skates
I love the way you tie my skates
I love the way you spoil me
I love the way you give me tt stupid face
I love the way that i just know you so well
I love the way that 5 years ago i had a crush on you
and 5 years later here we are together
and i know 5 years from now we will be still be togther
forever and ever
I love yr eyes
I love yr nose
I love yr fish ball cheeks
I love yr hair
I love yr arms
I simplylove everything there is to love about you!
I'll love you in the morning, i'll love you in the night
I'll love you every hour every min every second and i always will.
Jackson Neo Zhi Wei you mean the world to me!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ii have a lil ribbon on my hair.. lol.. its PINK.. ii know ii look stupid.. but still.. its pink! lol.. darling keep laughing at me lor.. humph.. 
this are the pics taken on debbie's new hp.. hahax.. she very ke lian nor.. once she got her new phone ii flooded it with my piics =x=x sry girl! hahax..
today started the worst headaches lor.. was going to die. later ii found out whyiie.. lol.. haiish falling sick again nor.. ke lian ke lian.. later goin for hockey.. fun fun.. last few days quite alot of things to updte but i'm lazy to update.. hahax.. i love michele! we appliied to go to mindaire next year le.. yayys.. then ii can wear as many earings as i want.. and dye my hair any way ii want oso! plus plus.. wednesday no sch and me and michele can go mac after sch oso.. yayys.. hahax.. if ii get into mindarie then she wun go back to england until after we both finish year 12 lor! sadded! then ii will go back to singapore and she will go back to england ='(( and we will never see each other again.. lol.. DRAMMA!
ii just order all my hockey stuff yesterday.. plus my PINK MISSION STICK!! which darling keep cao beh-ing me about.. hahax.. cause ii die die oso want to buy the stick just cause is pink.. then he shoot me say " ii tot you say ii more impt then yr hockey and yr pink colour lor??" heex.. sry la darling.. then am ii more impt then yr DOTA and yr MAPLE ?! =p
btw all the things added up to $400+ lor! debbie told me yesterday.. and ii havent told my dad.. ii say plus shipping cost will be quite ex but he dunno that is 400 + he is going to kill kill kill me lor.. but nvm ii got back up plan.. hahax.. all my arguments plus plus plus ii can tell him that my maths test got 92 !! whee.. heex.. at sch we all lyk to act lyk nerd lor.. hahax.. so when ii go back my test and iif ii got good marks ii go over the the NERDS and di siao them.. hahax.. then they will " omg thats really good.. good job nicole!" then ii will " hee hee ii know =DD "
hmms hmmms.. can't think of anything to say le bahx.. stop here nor..
# fuck lor.. ii dun care if you dun lyk me.. i dun care if everyone pities you.. ii just can't believe that even ii actually pity you only to find out after that what kind of person you are.. yes.. REN BU KE MAO XIANG.. okays.. dun be a lil innocent gurl at be so nice to me and then behind my back dunno say what lor.. nt happy just say lor.. ii know that is partly my fault so if you have the guts then come confront me la.. dun go complaining to ppl.. #
* A girl can do anything a boy can do, and they can even do it in high heels* =p
ii know i said i'll blogg about moi weekend but debbie havent sent me pics yet so just gonna blog about today..
came back frm sch never eat anything.. just drank 2 cans of " V " which apparently is ment to give you energy.. got ready fetched debbs and went down to rink.. saw everyone there but coatch and kieren they all not there yet.. ii go tie skates first then get gear and everything.. ii was so scared lor.. and ii still felt so freaking hungry..then ii keep thinking cause ii drank the " V " i will have energy soon.. but ya.. ii was wrong.. keep complaining the whole day that i was very scared lor.. ii nt scared of the other team.. they are lil boys.. ii accidentaly made one of them fall down while taking the puck frm them =x=x ii just dun want to let my team down even though ii know there is a 80% chance that we will loose..
i'm lyk half angry with myself cause ii lost the puck so many times.. but then again it is my FIRST game.. and ii did manage to take the puck of them a few times.. argghh.. today is just so frushtrating cause hayley and kieren left us alone and join the other team.. know that they are tryint to let us be independed but is very spoil mood lor! lil hayley was so pissed off at everything and then ii felt guilty cause ii sucked..
towards the end of game " HAWKS " arrived.. lol. .cause their match is next.. then ii though ii will get distracted.. cause will be so stress cause josh is watching.. then iif ii suck the next day when go sch this is what will happen..
josh will say " guess what?? ii saw nicole is hockey yesterday"
other ppl " ohh.. is she any good??"
and josh will be lyk " nah she is shit.. "
!!!!! then ii will be very xia suay!! soooo... ii was lyk even more stress when he come.. but skali when he come ii lyk play better cause ii die wan face so just skated my butt off.. still apart frm that the rest wad shit.. ii was at wrong position lor.. then fuck danielle go shout at me.. CCB.. she before that keep complaing that she hate ppl keep swearing at each other and at he.. blah blah.. cause everyone very hot lor today.. play until no mood.. then keep fuck here fuck there.. lol.. then she dun lyk ppl scold her vulgarities then she still go shout at me.. ii was so tempted to tell her " shut up you fucking fat cow =x" but coath was just there so ii just diam diam lor.. arghh..
ii was so elft with no energy.. but my brain was so alive lor.. then ii realise thts what the drink actually does.. lol.. diff frm red bull =x=x... thats why everyone drinks " V " in the MORNING.. so today ii learnt a lesson.. and nw ii'm so awake.. just finish ordering rest of my hockey stuff.. going to call darling soon..
was not in a good mood when ii was going home and all my mum could do was freaking cao beh me all night.. argghh.. sometimes ii really feel lyk punching the wall.. but ii learnt frm naomi that that only makes you angry-er cause yr hand is going to hurt so much.. lol.. must just train harder this wednesday and hope ii can do better next monday.. haish haish..
today so rush lor.. rush to order my stuff.. rush to go rink.. rush to come home and finish riting my palm cards.. rush to finish updating my blog.. lol.. i'm so freaking worn out and tired ii just wanna die.. but cause ii was so stupid to drink TWO " V " nw my mind is so awaken and ii dun think i'm be able to sleep anytime soon.. lol.. stop here bahx..go call darling le..heex..
Sunday, March 25, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING 
today is my darling's b'dayy.. ii drew this pic of us for him.. hahax.. ii scanned it into the com so it doesn't look as nice as the original.. heex.. so cute riight?? i draw him so nice then oso quite look lyk him bahx.. then ii draw me lyk so retarded lyk tt.. hahax..
miss him sooo much now lor.. and he is sleeping lyk a pig nw.. hahax.. he woke me up at 4 yesterday..but it was for the right reasons so i'm happy! heex.. i hardly smile when i am being woekn up in the middle of the night but this time after ii saw his sms ii could not help smiling to myself lor.. heex..
Today is also debbie's b'dayy!! She celebrated it early and i'm waiting for her to wake up oso so she can send me all da pics we took the past few dayys.. hahax.. ii will update about tt later when ii get the pics!
("v") 723 forever ("v")
# 25/03/07 ii only love jackson neo zhi wei the most!#
tired tired tired *yawns* came back frm church le.. yesterday desmond they all came my hse watch soccer.. then uncle toto ask me to say that chelsea will win then ii say "chelsea will win" hahax.. then he so happy cause i'm his lucky star.. bleahxx.. in the end chelsea really win olay olay.. we won $1000 ++ ii wasn't thee to finish watching the match cause ii was too tired so ii go ZzZzzzzZ
after tt my phone keep ringing.. cause got sms and then my phone oso no bat so they keep reminding me no batt.. then so it woke me up lor.. at 4 plus.. saw my sms all frm darling.. hahax.. he went cini watch movie then at tt time was at cab going home mahx.. then he say he very lonley blah blah.. ii found it so funny and i was laughing to myself.. teeheex.. so ii woke up and call him lor.. in the end we chat until 6 in the morning.. LOL.. and ii just want to remind myself here that I WON DARLING =p=p cause he went to sleep first.. heex..
We talked about some stuff that make me kinda miss the past lo.. even tho the past wasn't all that good.. forget it bahx.. should treasure the life ii had nw.. at least ii know i'll always have my darling =))
he told me that actually akirah wanted to buy our number for 4D mahx.. 723 then plus a 1 behind.. so 7231 nor.. then right skali that week when akirah never buy right.. IT COME OUT FIRST PRIZE LOR!!! FIRST PRIZE!!! wtf lor.. hahax.. our number lucky right darling?? too bad akirah didn't buy nor.. in the end when akirah buy then the number jump lerrs.. sadded..
when ii woe up ii told everyone in my house.. lol.. cause ii felt kinda proud.. then on that week where 7231 come out first prise actually my uncle got buy de.. he buy " 7123" too bad norr.. hahax.. lalas. i overslept and was woken up by my mum and dragged to church. hahax.. ii was yawning all the way.. drank the wine there today.. CONFIRM CAKE LOR.. hahax.. after tt they gt sell cute lil cup cakes then ii ask my mum buy 2 both ii eat =x=x hahax.. eat liao happy they sent me and my bro home cause ii wanna sleep and they wanna go out.. sianz 1/2 later still must cook for my bro ZzZzZZz.. tomorrow darling start sch le heex.. =p=p I MISS MY BAOBEI DARLING SO DAMM MUCH LORR CANNS..
just came back frm figure.. today went for lessons and it was great lol.. ii just cannort jump high enough for waltz jump lo!! btw ii just want to write here so ii remember.. ii won brogan today! yayys.. ii cae earlier.. my sk8ting is usually better then her but she is imrpoving so so so much le norr,, heex,, today have SPRIAL competition.. lol.. and guess what ii won? heex.. cause ii can do the best sprial! bleahxx..
after tt wanted to go to da sake shop to buy my hockey skates but so damm ex.. so they give me website ask me order frm inline warehouse nor.. heex.. the guy there is so damm cute canns?? debbie oso agree.. got eye brow piercing.. he oso got play hockey de.. then ii tell him ii train on wednesday de then he say he sometimes wednesday got go help oso.. hahax.. so see when will see him again bahx.. proberly will be VS-ing him and we wil sure loose oso.. hahax.. he wrote down the website for me then let me try the skates to see ii what size norr.. he help me tie everything.. hahax reminds me of darling tt time tie skates for me norr..
yesterday ii was so damm tired so ii slept then left debbie to play com then when darling sms me ii cannort wake up.. so sorry darling!!
thats all bahx.. going back to the website and order more stuff.. lol.. gonna go broke le lor.. save so much money then have to spent all on moi hockey stuff.. but nvm bahx.. hope it is WORTH IT!!
*_*!chiong chiong chiong!*_*
Sk8ting = life ( according to hayley )
Morning went to school got 2 freaking test in a row first is the english essay.. which went OKAY ii guess.. next was maths test ii was SOOO unprepaared for it.. wtf?? i'm 100% going to FAIL it so so so bad.. ii NEVER fail maths.. lyk never.. last year ii got all A's for maths and nothing but A's lo.. damm du lan.. guess this year won't be as easy as ii though lor.. haiish damm stress.. ii always just aim to pass and get by.. now that i'm aiming for A's must actually work harder le.. which sucks.. cause i'm a lazy person.. i'm only hardworking in sk8ting =x=x
anyways after the test were over we went to DA BEACH! it was so fun just messing around with chrissie brogan and the rest and diving under the waves.. wohoo... the water was so warm today.. the only bad part was unfortunately ii met my parents there.. =x=x.. hahax.. that sucks they were waving at me lyk my fans ii was lyk OMG... my friends all keep telling me " nicole its you mum its you mum!" " yaya ii know get over it " lol..
after the best sport class again steph came running up to me with the big smile on her face ii just smiled at her thinking what she up to nw.. then she said" come on nicole we have to go play chess" then ii " wtf?? omg so sorry ii totaly forgot lucky you remind me!! " cause ii promise her i'd join our salvado team and play chess with the other "smart people" hahax.. ii said ii was not smart enough to play chess but still she made me do it so ok did it in the end cause jackson.M was going to play oso.. hahax.. guess what?? in then end I FREAKING WON =DD ii was against alistar and obviously i'll have far more supporters then him.. naomi connor david all salvado ppl.. heex.. then play until left 30 sec before time out ii keep ask him dun waste time cause times up then = draw mahx.. ii dun wan draw .. ii wan WINNN cause i just love winning,.. plus he was ONLY left with his king.. LOL ii had my queen caslte and all the important pieces lo.. in the end ii check mated him.. but ii didn't know.. ii tot he was just taking a long time to decided where to go.. then jackson.M turns aroung.. tt clever idiot =x=x and he was lyk " omg thats check mate!! " ii was soo soo happy.. hahax.. actually alistar keep saying not counted cause times up times up.. bt jackson.M keep help me say say say until ii wan.. wakakaks.. yayyy... ii actualy really won.. ii just didn;t realise! but it feels good to win.. esp when i lyk kinda dumb person =x=x
just came back frm fiona's hse wiib debbie she ton-ing at moi hse today.. we were ment to watch hockey game.. but we lyk talked and laugh more then actually concentrating on the game.. i saw JOSH play.. wakakakx.. saw him hit the other guy.. after tt he was suspended for 3 games.. lol.. bleahx.. thats just too bad for him.. but he was pretty good at hockey.. no comments.. dun really want to VS him will be lyk so paiseh cause ii suck lo.. ii want to VS him when ii get better and can so kick his ass.. but ii think tt day might never come.. lol..
iit was funn today at fiona's hse.. her doggie to cute.. lol.. tomorrow go figure.. sunday maybe go watch seniors hockey game.. monday in house competition ii not playing that one... tuesday maybe extrea training.. wednesday normal training.. OMG!!!! but ii love hockey and ii love being on skates so it doesn't matter to me.. maybe tomorrow ii going buy my hockey skates le.. cause apparently my name is on the team for in house competitions.. which maybe can be a good thing.. lol.. so yupps.. have to at least get my own skates.. i've saved enough for it ... ii HOPE...
-TINKERBELL 77-
* somethings are forever.. but ii guess ii was only illusioning when ii said sisters are forever *
I'm ment to be studying.. lol.. but here i am blogging.. so many things going through my mind ii just feel lyk crying.. haiish.. Today is damm damm hot.. 40 + degrees so ii feel lyk dying.. guess the heat made me think too much agaiins..
ii suddenly though of D-A-N-T-A-S + B /DNT.. it will live on forever although things are too different nw.. anton didi told me something about the D-N-T thing.. you guys used to be the 2 most important ppl in my life.. ii guess ii have dissapointed 2 of you.. but ii love you guys so so much.. 1 of you disspointed me too.. i guess after that incident everything changed.. although it was between both of us if affected everything.. but my heart will always hold a place for you guys,, cause ii know deep down you can't forget it as well.. seeing frm what anton didi told me..
I really should even be toutching the com nw i have so much work to do i'm gonna fail fail fail lyk siao.. my first eng test the marks are out.. i got A =D shocked.. cauuse my eng sucks.. but ii'm so happy ii got A.. for it.. heex...next is eng essay and at the rate i'm going i'm so going to fail it..
last few days ii did have fun.. lol.. didn;t have time to touch my books.. saturday went skating bought my costume finally =)) its bright metalic blue.. after that went sizzelers with da group... had lots of fun.. hahax.. we made a mess so we had to leace in a rush.. in the process claudia managed to steal a whole big pineapple. lol.. we could not stop laughing it was just so damm hillarious..
sunday ppl came over met debbie they all.. and they tonn-ed at moi hse.. wtf.. they tot chalet lo.. so many of them.. hahax.. chatted wiib darling then they all keep disiao.. so noisy.. finally they fell asleep.. then left me and debbie we watched 15.. hahax.. soon jackson was tired le cause next day he got sch so cap the phone liao.. yayys ii win him le! sleep later then him.. bleahxx.. hahax.. then me and debbie watch the whole of 15 until quite late then we went to sleep oso..
next day planned to go beach but it was too damm fucking hot so we went swimming.. daryl though me how to dive and everything.. so nw ii can dive le yayys.. heex.. after tt went for dinner then ii go debbie's hse.. which used to be abs hse before he went back singapore.. nw debbie staying there.. hahax.. miss abs so much lor.. tt idiot..
thats about all bahc. stop here..
_*_ Born To Skate =DD i love skating _*_
# # # you mean the world to me..you just dont know it # # #
These days i'm just so damm tired all the time.. i'm going to die of exhaustion soon.. so many test and assignment comming up lo.. sianzation.. not in the mood for any of that.. stress lo.. its so damm fucking hard aiming for A's that i know i can't get because i'm not working hard enough.. arghh.. everytime i try to put in effort it just doesn't work out nor.. sick of it mans..
woke up in the morning and saw the bruises on my arm frm yesterday.. omg.. its quite a bad bruise.. i then realised that ii rarely get bruises and stuff.. lol.. i remember one incident in sec 1 where i fell in pe when we were playing b ball and everyone rused to see if i was okay.. ii remember thanks to norsiah ii fell.. lol she felt so damm guilty mans.. cause i made her feel even more guilty.. hahax.. and ber took tt chance to get out of pe.. then bring me office take medicine help me put all.. heex.. so sweet.. the past the past the past bahx.. haiish
Today in home econs we made cheese cake.. lol.. i'm really hopeless in home econs and i 100% fail as a house wife man.. too bad to the person who's gonna marry me.. lol.. lucky nickey is my partner and she helps me with most of the stuff.. tayler so funny lor tt idiot girl.. use the mixer until the spoon drop inside then the mixture flew everywhere and all over amanda lucky me and nickk stun the we stepped back so only abit was splashed on us.. at first ii tot the machinese just spoil then i aw the spoon bended and stuck in the mixing thing i just cracked up and laughin lyk crazy.. teacher keep laughin oso nor.. lol..
poor michele dun lyk her home econs cause she is stuck with tom.. well he is not THAT bad.. due to our sir names i always get stuck next to him if go by alphabetical order.. cause he "s" ii "t".. today he never come sch our classes so quiet lor.. not use to it.. miss his nonsence stupidity mans..
in the end decided not to go out today.. it was finally thursday when everything will close at 9 rather then 5 but still ii decided to stay home.. can't be bothered going out cause so damm tired lo.. but i promise da group i'll join them at sizzelers on saturday.. heex.. we'll pretend to be 12 so can get in cheaper and just sit that crap around and eat all dayy.. yupps should be fun.. rachel is having in party soon.. looking foward to it.. heex..
I dunno whats my problem.. sometimes i just feel lyk slapping myself to make myself wake up and stop being so damm selfish and sensetive.. seeing those stuff really piss me off.. but i think ii piss her off oso anyways.. so we are even..
*_* One Word .. TRUST *_*
Going to da circus tomorrow and get to missout lyk most of my classes.. yayy! plus going to da circus with all my gawjus gals.. Chrissie tt sweet idiot, Michele besti, Brogan, Caitlin dumb blond and alot of da others.. hahax.. i'm sure we'll have tons of fun missing out on classes and messing around at da circus
Friday's sport class was damm funn kayys.. me brogan chrissie and michele are lazy pe buddies.. next week for pe we are going to DA BEACH ! can't waiit... lol.. we waled to the park for pe then did one min circuit things.. obviously i partner with my sweet michele hahax.. we had fun being idiots.. then on the way back brogan and chrissie spray water at each other then all of a sudden they start spraying me.. WTF? hahax.. den by the time we reach school we were DRENCHED okay.. lol.. teacher never scold she laugh at us.. lol.. and talk to us alot oso altho we are so damm lazy at pe compared to the rest.. she rocks.. the best pe teacher mans.. miss caufield i just call her miss cauliflower =x=x
i wanna get more colour contacts.. my dad is going back to singapore tomorrow i wanna get him to buy me fresh con purple lenses.. heex.. i'm going to find some here.. altho is damm more ex.. going ICE... heex.. the best shop.. going with chrissie all.. maybe bahx.. havent confirm yett..
i'm NOT in a good mood today..haiish.. everything is just making me frustrated.. i know i'm thinking to much but thats just how i am.. anyways today went church cause i'm a holy holy girl =D then later after eating we went to this "ice palace" thing.. hahax.. eat shaved ice.. i ate the manga ice thing.. hahax.. so damm nice.. then later see da lion dance =DD i just simply love watching lion dances.. not to mention the cute guys inside the lion.. lol.. i wont mind if da lion ate me =x=x opps.. hahax.. lion dances really cheers me up.. i remember tt time mui mui jiiex ask me to join lion dance but my parents dun allow.. wtf..
* * Resist the temptation * *
Nicotine ~
Training rocked today.. lol.. ii just came back.. dead tired but ii'm going to blog anyways.. and can't sleep so early oso still must finish homework and oso peii tt smelly baby nor he always complain ii so early sleep derrhx =p=p BLEAHX..
Went training thens aw jessie and jorja yayy they are back.. hahax... they ask me if want enter league but ii say dun wan first cause ii no confidence to play yet.. until when ii get better abit then play norr..
first do lyk drills and stuff then later we had to play this "chicken out" game.. hahax.. all us girls VS hiim.. lol.. tt guy omg i forgot his name.. but nickname is donut ok.. hahax.. so we must lyk charge towards donut and full speed and donut will charge at us oso then later at very last min he will go to the side so he won't hit us.. its damm SCARY okay.. at fiirst ii tot ok la he so yandao at most crash into him nia won't die .. got helmet.. lol.. but in the end ii was lyk " shit he is twice my size lor!" in the end is i chicken out.. hahax.. so yupps lost tt one.. me, hayley a.k.a buttercup and natasha a.k.a tash was the chickens cause we chicken out when we not ment to.. oh well.. hahax..
but coatch never scold me cause i'm new.. bleahx.. my coatch is the best.. hayley a.k.a comet.. lol..
then later we must play this "sumo wresling thing" must lyk find one person about same size then you 2 go in a circle then see who can push each other out.. at first is me and "buttercup" then later change to me and Fiona a.k.a shreak.. hahax.. cause in shreak the show got the chracter Fiona so shes called shrek.. wakakaka.. not cause she is uguly or wad la.. we 2 keep laughing lor ii keep falling down.. hahax.. but she say ii getting stronger liao.. heex.. of cos.. she say she didn't expect me to push so hard oso.. heex..
later we played our game then we had to choose number and nick name.. 7 jessie a.k.a Prezel and another girl fighting for 7 in the end jessie took 7 so let her take nor.. ii wanted 23 then but my coatch's numbrer was 23 nor.. hahax.. sadded.. too bad baobei can't have same number as you.. so took 77 lor.. then must choose nick name they come up with so many stupid one siia for me.. hahax.. go what "mini me" or baby with an I so "babi" in the end decided on TINKERBELL.. heex.. frm peter pan.. cause tinkerbell is so tiny and ii oso so small.. so i'm tinkerbell norr. heex.. ii think that name suits me.. ii love it.. wakakakx.. my hockey name.. can't wait to get my pink tinkerbell 77 jersy!!!
** V ball v ball ii love volleyball !! **
Ahhhhh !! We lost by ONE POINT!!! one stupid point!! i was so sad ii felt lyk crying lo.. lol.. but then again we had fun playing.. i'm so proud cause I WON BACK OUR SCORING POINT! yeah.. everyone was lyk " yeah go nicole!!!" heex.. the other team sucked.. but bo bian first person to reach 25 win lor.. so not fair.. should have lyk timing or somthing lo.. but aiya loose then loose lor.. ii want to say ahh stupid alex lost our point or not we win le lor!!!! arghhh.. nvm jia you jia you next week..
Yesterday Daren sms me wish me happy chinese new year.. ii was shocked when his name appeared on the screen cause at first ii tot is kor kor sms me mahx.. so when saw it had lyk mixed feelings lor.. then we started smsming nor.. he ask me how ii am hows valentines day and everything.. he gave chewyi flowers.. zai zai one lor.. hahax.. forget it.. i knew that he will finally sms me de.. knew this day will come cause he can't forever dun care me de.. know that once he got prob sure come find me de norr.. ii was so tired yesterday ii didn't even have much energy to reply so ii just ask him cheer up lor.. can see that we not going to be as close as before but this is a start bahx..
maple! 
hahax so cute right the hearts around me and kor kor.. heex.. cause of our couple ring.. bleahxx.. everyone xian mu =x=x=x.. we are getting married soon.. wakakax.. everyone rreading who gt play maple is invited to come.. he keep complaining must buy alot things so ex.. bleahx.. ii know you very good de right baobei?? hahax..
got dance and hockey tomorrow.. can't wait can't waiit.. dance is lyk so damm fun.. my teacher rocks..
i'm level 17 le =D yayys.. hahax..Friday cause kor kor go out then quite late then come back so daddy pei wo play maple! wakakax.. help me up 1 level.. heex.. he give 100k mesoes plus one rose lor.. teeheex.. so many ppl wan buy frm me de.. but ii promise daddy that ii wun sell/trade/give anyone de.. hahax.. now ii have red rose.. steven have yellow rose and daddy have white rose.. we took pic yesterday =p=p.. 
My huskey,which ii want to call XiiaoSon =p=p.. me-daddy- and steven ah beng =x at subway..
then at night riight ii was lyk damm tired cause of da fitness test so ii went to sleep at lyk about 10.. hahax.. then kor kor 1/2 but ii told him when he reach home le bomb me phone until ii wake up.. lol. so 12 plus he bomb lor.. ii managed to wake up! bleahx.. so call hiim then we went to play maple.. hahax..
First we go kill pig there until we level up.. hahax.. 
then after tt go kerning city there gaii gaii.. then he found one new place to train le lor.. at sub way there.. hahax.. not fair cause my level go there very hard to train plus confirm die de norr.. hahax.. sadded so now must ownself kill pigs.. hahax.. kor kor lyk everyday buy cash card lor.. hahax.. but he oso got buys things for me la.. he bought me a huskey.. so cute lor.. hahax.. then he give me 1m mesoes lor.. justin so jealous.. then everyday keep caobeh me say wad ii so much money so must give him oso.. wtf lor.. ii gave him lyk 70 k lor.. make hi shut up.. oso actually cause my father ask me give him.. then he say will buy cashcard for me.. hahax..
so funny lor my father ask me " wa how come you got so much money?? "
then ii say " ii got alot friends who play maple then they give me money lor.."
"then how come your bro no money??"
then ii say " cause h no friends =x=x=x=x
hahax.. then my father laugh.. wtf lor.. really wadd.. iif kor kor daddy and rest of moi maple friends never help me ii nw confirm still noob de nor.. hahax.. 
me, kor kor and his husky "XiiaoXin" at bar.. lol 
Daddy-Steven-XiaoSon-Me-KorKor-XiaoXiin
btw daddy is the gurl but he got alot of acc so he is both girl and boy.. hahax.. 
>,<
must admit ii was abit scared of going back to school lor.. hahax.. but when ii arrive liao everyone started screaming and hugging me =D esp michele.. hahax.. most of my classes was okay bahx.. altho ii miss michele being in my classes =(( but at least she is in my options bahx.. heex.. can't wait for monday.. today got cooking.. ii mad mini keiches.. then bring hm le my mum and ah ma say very nice.. wakakas.. of cos la.. ii made it with my own very precious hands.. anyways first day back at school was good except for my earings being confiscated WTF.. Mr D sucks as a house co-ordinator lor.. so strick then keep target me.. wtf.. anyways lazt to update bahx.. update soon..
* I WAN OLD VERSION OF V3 SKATES!! =D *
*_* be thankful that god sent me BROTHERS *_*
THURSDAY
suppose to go kailin's sch find her de norr.. so went to meet aloy first then we suppose to together go take bus find kailin.. guess what?? we are both idiots who never take bus b4 so we took wrong direction.. WTF..scary okay.. lucky ii not alone.. we ended up in WOODLANDS.. at least not johor.. hahax.. so mrt-ed back and went to 213 to find da crew..
reached le chatted and slacked by 213 had our usual ciggs then we decided to go wei an's hse slack while kailin went back with hongzhao.. went wei an hse then go sleep.. hahax.. bo biam damm tired le nor.. when woke up saw stupid ming kwangnext to me.. ah le.. hahax..he didn't go sch mahx.. then saw hiim quite happy bahx... play play slack slack awhile then went to down to eat le.. finish eating wei an sent bernice home then me banni aloy boon kiat and miing kwang bus-ed to west mall
being with them in the bus was one of the best bus rides ii ever had.. hahax.. first ii sat with ming kwang lor.. then later they very di siao so i change place then banni behind me keep disiao disiao so ii chang eplace again change and change and change then they all keep disturb me. hahax.. in the end went back and sat with banni.. then ming kwang behind disturb..
reached west mall my turn to caobeh.. ii was on some kind of sugar high or something.. haha..keep cao beh cao beh and di siao they all until they can't ta han.. hahax..dun have wei an so no one say me back ii can shoot all f them until they nothing t say.. wakakaks.. ii did alot of stupid stupid funny things lor.. entertain them abit.. hahax.. too much energy liao.. funnes.. later wan to go home watch show lethen ming kwang send me to mrt station =))
LAST DAY FRIDAY
kailin they all pon sch then berr kenna caught.. wa lan.. spoil her modd lor jitao.. plans all go down the drain bye bye liao.. hahax.. so kailin went off to west coast with hongzhao and ii went down to 213 say bye bye to everyone.. bought ciggs and slowly give out bahx.. hahax.. last day le mahx.. saw kwang mao lor.. hahax.. still cute as ever with his dimples.. ming kwangand lee keen got case nor.. ji tao spoil mood again wait for them to finish come out then puay and stuff.. sadded.. me and yi liang there act blur.. hahax.. wan help them say stuff oso will tio gan.. so shut up lor.. altho ii still got help them say stuff..
later went west mall with them eat, cigg, slack Anton didi saw me lor.. hahax.. then he sms me say my real person very chio hair colour very nice.. ask me tc all those then when i come back he sure pei me go out de..then later ii cabb-ed down to coasta sands to meet moi baobeix jackson =p=p .. earlier then planned lor.. cause ii wu sim.. right kor kor?? if you are reading this.. hahax..
reached there.. kor kor open cabb door for me.. aiseh.. hahax.. then after awhile as usual ii start to disiao him already lor.. me and my nonsence.. too much energy liao.. ii asked him to jump into the swimming pool =x=x .. went into the chalet le kor kor tell me sure very sianz they just slacking and watching KIDS CENTRAL.. hahax.. at first so paiseh lor.. but ii very friendly de lax.. very fast make firends.. hahax.. sawthe kor kor's friend tt ii disiao yesterday.. hahax.. then he keep saying me.. we watched fiary odd parents.. slack around and decidedwhere to go next.. then later go " sign contract" oso.. hahax..
after tt was hi 5 lor.. ji tao sianz ii take blanket cover my head.. hahax.. then they change to channel 8 got kuai le yu.. so we watch nor.. funny siia.. hahax.. then they keep debating wan go out eat not wan go play lan not tomorrow wan bbq not nw wan go ride bicycle not.. then it started to RAIN wtf lor.. so no more plans.. stay in the chalet slack.. but slack until quite fun oso bahx.. 3 reasons... 1, aircon.. 2, got kor kor pei.. 3, kor kor friends very steady one.. hahax.. fun to disiao =x
later they finally decided tt we wan order KFC but they all dun wan to call and make order lor.. wtf.. so in the end ii did it,.. hahax.. cause my ang mor good wad =x=x.. they all keep saying the "T" one.. ang mor sucks.. hahax..tt lady who pick up the phone right.. ccb one lor.. kor kor friend keep disiao cause tt lady ii think is indiand or malay.. ii laugh until cannot ta han lor.. beg them pls dun make me laugh cause ii must make orders.. hahax.. must wait for 1 hour.. so in the mean time watch the 7 o clock show norr.. funnes..
tt ppl next dorr is damm caobeh lor.. then kor kor and his friends keep disiao.. hahax..all his friends all tall tall nor.. hahax.. ii feel lyk a shortie.. only 1 or 2 still okok size but still i'm the smallest size.. hahax.. then kor kor say me xiao mei mei lorr.. then ii use one thing sure cek him until he buay ta han.. just call hiim " ah wei ge" hahax.. funny lor.. his friend all laugh.. bo liao some 1 keep farting then no one admit we keep blame here blame there.. hahax.. i keep saying is kor kor fart de =x=x..
finally KFV arrivedeveryone was starving.. eat le we went out to buy stuff at downtown east there.. all the way they all keep disiao siao lor.. hahax.. esp kor kor's tall tall friend.. hahax.. compared to me is lyk giant norr we at the super market there damm caobeh.. hahax.. got one section is toys de then we keep play play play lor.. kor kor oso very funny one.. got one toy phone then he at there disiao say wad " this is the latest model phone.. must sign 3 year contract.." blah blah blah.. later they bough few vodaca drinks all diff flavour and ciggs.. kor kor friend actually wanted to buy lighter then ii say no need ii have.. then he look at me big big eyes.. hahax.. " aiseh" walked back and talk cock all the way.. they no bottle opener so opened it using the gate.. hahax.. drank all the flavours.. all quite nice de bahhx.. drink till me face red red lor.. wtf.. hahax..
went back chalet play slack watch tv then soon ii gtg lerrs.. so kor kor and his 2 friends pei me go take cabb lor.. then say bye bye to them le..
just nw chatted wiib ming kwang for awhile..nw waiting for kor kor's miss call norr.. he keep saying me never give hiim good bye hug.. ah le.. hahax.. so i isay will give him big big hug when ii'm back..723 forever!! sadded.. ii really enjoy my 27 days back here.. she bu de li kai.. but will be back again in 11 months.. ai zai mai kia.. time will fly by really quick this year ii hope.. thanks everyone for everything.. alot of ppl nw abit du lan wiib miie but ii still love you all all the same.. take care everyone =))
- Ai yi ge ren dan zhi dao ni men shi bu ke neng zai yi qi de gan shou ni liao jie ma? -
woken up by kailin.. tell me say they all pon sch.. hahax.. gangster lor yi ge liang ge =p=p.. so ii woke up got ready and all these wait for mum to leave then ii left da hse lerrs.. went poly clinic find them as usual.. then saw hui li jiiex lor!!! and her baby... her baby is soo damm cute manns.. me and kailin keep playing with hiim..
after tt ah boon came le.. on his friends bike.. aiseh sat sat bo chio siia.. hahax.. then later after they got their mcs we went to csc.. wanted to play audition norr.. then later no space.. tmd.. so we chatted with da uncle there for awhile and he sold me red bull for only 1 dollar.. bleahx... hahax.. later went to see hongzhao and ah boon play pool then ii went down to 213 to find banni they all.. kevin and weian ji tao pangseh me lor.. wtf.. but lucky gt junyong peii me walk to 213..
reach 213 lerrs.. lee kin tell me tt ming kwang fall down then bleeding.. hahax.. careless lor he.. sprained his hand somemore.. ke lian leiix... then later went to see da 1 -1 battle le hor.. which was so damm boring to watch.. we peii ming kwang wait for cabb to go home then went to 213 slack while waiting for kor kor's phone call.. hahax..
chatted wtih yi liang daryl they all.. yi liang is moi new gd fwen.. hahax..stop scorrer lor he yesterday.. hahax.. then later ask them they all dun have.. so bo bian cap lorr.. me yi liang edmund and daryl cap.. so 1 person 4.. each person cap $2.. the ii went to buy lor.. hahax.. daren jun yong they all at first say me lor.. " you can buy first not??" so ii keep tell myself die die oso must buy for them or not no face.. hahax.. sat sat bo chio sez.. wo mai de dao... .wakakakax.. bleahx..
kor kor call me le. sayhe just reach home all that so ii went to westmall with chewyi.. went to buy my earings which are so fucking ex lor... then later kor kor call say he ok le.. so went toiletthen pei chewyi buy sweeets.. then later went down to mrt station lerrs. skali right when ii just got into da train kor kor call say he reach le.. hahax.. confirm angry one lor him,. ii tell hiim ii still at the mrt in west mall.. hahax..
reach liao we went to eat koba.. hahax.. nice lor.. ii was so damm hungry mans.. then later went in skate le.. akirah and steven keep saying me lor.. cause ii late.. ta ma de.. then kor kor help me take out skates frm da locker tt time is so freaking wet lor.. hahax.. but nvm got skates to wear already very good norr.. kor kor help me tiie.. then cause we reach is 4 liao.. so have speed skate.. so ii let korkor wear his jersy first norr.. actually he ask mego speed skate oso derrhx.. but ii just came never warm up yet.. confirm fall down.. hahax.. so didn't go lor..
after tt resurfacele went skate lor.. and disiao ppl oso.. hahax.. rink the ppl all quite good to me de nor.. hahax.. aiya but all is oso cause akirah and jackson is my gan korr.. tt whyiie all so good to me.. hahax.. 
then as usual lor kor kor pull me go skate.. hahax.. today teach me how to "break" and skate backwards.. hahax.. okok lax.. steven keep disiao me cause ii dunno how to break.. then jing de oso gt come lor today.. jackson akirah they all dun really lyk hiim.. hahax.. then we all keep disiao hiim nor.. once he start to bua stun riight jackson will go disiao him liao.. hahax.. steven let me wear his "glasses" confim gong kia lor me.. wear the glasses.. heng myeye sight good.. hahax.. kor kor wear the glases even more lyk bai chi lor... hahax.. so funny..
after that skate skate skate.. go disiao ppl all that then time pass so fast lor.. finally is 7 liao.. speed skate.. hahax.. this time ii join in.. my first speed skate nor.. also must wait very long before can speed skate agaiin.. hahax.. kor kor encourage me to go speed skate de.. haha.. he and akirah keep ask me run inside or not sure kenna bang de.. hahax..
speed skate the feeling is hen shuang lor.. hahax.. no words to discribe.. finnally got the courange to attempt to run.. hahax.. ai zai.. no need scared anything de.. i'm nicole tan wad... hahax.. keep telling myself " nicole tan your kor kor is most pro skater kayys you wearing his jersy dun let him xia suay " confirm fun lor speed skate.. hahax.. your heart will beat very fast de.. towards end of speed skate ii hold kor kor together run.. hahax.. so fun lor.. didn't want to get of the ice.. but bo bian.. later so tired lor.. out of breath.. so sit down rest awhile.. sunbian take picture.. hahax.. 
tsk tsk.. they all keep calling me ah lian.. kor kor then is ah beng lor... hahax..
fishball face couples =p=p 
today skating was damm fun lor.. sort of can doll backwards cross le bahhx.. hahax.. thanks kor kor for teaching me =p=p.. ii tell hiim ii come back tt timeconfirm train until at least better then jing de.. hahax.. akirah they all keep disiao me randy orton randy orton.. lol.. ii lyk randy got wrong mehx?? hahax.. thenii tell kor kor tt iif ii next time got a son ii sure name hiim zhi wei derrhx.. then he say if he got one daughter he will name her pei ting.. hahax... jia lat lor he.. flu until his nose red red.. hahax.. ask hiim buy penadol he oso dunno how to listen de norr..
today is skate till the latest de nor.. hahax.. towards the end lyk only me and kor kor skating lyk tt.. wakakas.. the rink is ours =x=x.. then after last few rounds with kor kor then go take out skates le.. must say bye bye to the rink.. sadded lor.. nvm.. hahax.. decmeber will com very soon.. 11 more months.. pls pls faster pass!!
gave akirah kor the plaster ii promise to give hiim.. hahax.. princess plaster.. cute one lor.. sadded ii no more liao.. left the rinkat 9 40 lyk tt.. korkor help metake out skates then later must give him back his jersy lor.. hahax.. she bu de leiix..hahax.. actually he say " you take lor" but see his face.. ii know tt one is his baobeix jersy.. let me wear ii very lucky liao.. hahax.. so he say want we go make one " jackson and nicole jersy" at queensway.. hahax.. best idea ever.. and the number is going to be "723" hahax.. nice right?? lyk tt then spcial wad.. cause ii lyk 7 he lyk 23 so 723 lor.. lol
after tt akirah and jackson kor peii me go take cabb.. cabb-ed home and reached at about 10.30.. heng never kenna scolding.. hahax.. shower liao called kor kor then nw updating blogg lorr..
wan go sleep liao.. no time play audition.. too tired.. hahax. play tomorrow bahx.. 
*_* the skating pros are my bros =p *_*
*wo zhi dao ni xin li hai you wo.. zhi shi fang bu xia ta *
monday early early early tt ccb wei an call me wake up go find them nor.. cause he,ber,banni and kevin pon.. ok lor then bo bian wake up get ready then left for westmall polyclinic.. wtf waited damm long for bernice's turn to see doctor norr.. then after tt weall cabb-ed to weian's hse.. then ii was so fcukin tired to slept on his bed for awhile...
ii know they oso wun let me sleep long de nor.. they so disiao.. so ber first disturb come jump jump.. then wei an keep shaking me.. " wei nicole.. wae up leiix! wake up leiix! " finally they win lor ii wake up lor.. then we all watch this super disgusting ghost movie lor.. er xin one leiix.. very saddening oso norr.. later went 213 wait for ming kwang lee kin they all.. then went csc saw sandy playing audition.. imidiately addicted to it le lor.. hahax..
after slakcing at batok decided to go home le.. then when ii was about to go into the train baobeix jackson kor tell me tt he is still at IMM.. so had this feeling of wan see hiim norr..so ii told him ii go find him awhile.. then he say " wa so good arr??" hahax.. of cos lor.. nicole is very good derrhx..
went to imm le saw karen jiiex.. hahax.. she confirm tot tt kor kor is my boyfriend de norr.. lol.. kor kor looks damm funny in uniform lor.. lyk so guai lyk tt.. hahax.. then went giat see kor kor's fwen eat chicken lor.. they all so tall wan siia.. hahax.. one of them tell kor kor say ii very chio =x=x then ltr peii hiim walk awhile more then he pei me walk back to mrt station lerrs..
TUESDAY
something interesting happen today lor.. they all everytime disturb me and ming kwang then ii tot play play niia so ii oso play along lor.. skali he really jiio me.. face to face nor.. shant say too much bahhx.. ii didn't accept didn't reject just replied with one sentence " ii left 4 days only lorr " hahax.. he younger then me mahx.. hahax.. see first lor..
later we cabb-ed down to clementi sports hall with kevin's money.. hahax.. rich poo bor.. shant say how he gt da money bt tt whole day he supply us wiib ciggs de nor.. hahax. went to watch da match.. a very disapointing but still ii 100% support my b ball boys no matter what cause they all very good to me =)) well most anyway.. then saw tt kevin there oso.. chat chat with him awhile then we go liaos..
wei an they all wan go eat so peii themthen later going to late le to ming kwang peii me go mrt station.. later went homeshower everything then go god parents hse for dinner.. reached home 10 plus.. called kor kor chat awhile then go sleep lerrs..
*_* B BALL BOYS JIA YOU JIA YOU *_*
* * rinks funness * *start of something new
so long no go rink le it changed so much lor.. make alot new friends oso today.. wakakakx.. comfirm fun lor today! special thanks to jackson korr and lixin darling.. and also to daffy for paying cab fare =x=x 
woke up in da morning called jackson cause tot he havent wake up.. skalli he woke up long ago and still playing dota.. diaoz diaoz diaoz.. hahax.. got ready then mrt-ed down to jurong lor.. reach le was talking to huiwen on da phone discussing if she got come all these.. then saw jackson korkor waiting for me at taxi there.. wakakaks.. never change lor my keai fish ball face kor kor.. hahax.. so cute norr..
we went up arcade first ii play one round of para para and failed.. wtf.. hahax.. paiseh lor jitao.. so we stright go rink lor.. find akirah theyy all.. he oso another one.. never change still very disiao one lorr.. hahax.. then they call the ppl tt suppose to bring my skates wtf he say 3 plus then he coming so akirah they all puay with hiim then he ok he 2.30 come.. hahax.. so me and kor kor went in first lorr.. go there slack slack awhile.. they all keep ask me take rental skates but ii dunwan.. hahax.. then later korkor ask me iif hungry not then we 2 go eat first norr.. he treat =)) so good norr?? help me pay enternce oso..the uncle tt sell food there still remember me siia..gan dong..he say "hey very long never see you le" then later akirah come sayy we go eat bo jiio..the uncle tell akirah " dun dian den pao leiix" hahax the first one who wu hui today then me and korkor keep saying "dun have la dun have la" hahax..
then as usual lor.. slack then he keep disiao me.. hahax.. then anyong come liao.. he disiao me even more lor.. hahax.. anyong still same oso.. never change de.. seams lyk ii just saw them yesterday niia.. hahax.. then ii ask kor kor go skate first lo dun wait for me then keep psycho hiim to let me wear his precious yellow jersy.. hahax.. in the end he let me wearr liao yayys.. hahax..
soon my skates arrive lerrs!! yayys..then lixin and terry oso come le.. so qiao.. daffy and joey theyy all oso.. so everyone wear skates and get ready to skate lo.. ii suaku dunno how to tie skates so korkor tie for me norr..hahax.. lixin keep disiao then me and korkor wan to gek terry gek until cannot gek liao.. hahax..
me and jackson kor go skate first.. knn scary lo k when ii first go on the ice 1st reason , 1 year never skate le 2nd reason, ice very weird cause very thin, 3rd reason got alot of xiao hai zi and "mercedes" lor.. cb one leiix.. hahax.. so jackson hold my hand lor.. until ii got abit used to it le then try skate myself.. but still prefere to hold kor kor norr.. hahax.. then the uncle neo keep disiao me and jackson norr.. lol paiseh leiix.. then ii say " no la he my kor kor la..." then later he say is surely start as kor kor only wad.. disiao lor.. hahax..
later lixin came in le and help me stick one diamond at moi eye there.. wakakas.. then we all took pics norr.. 
make kor kor take pic with me.. hahax.. 
alot of disiao one lor.. one is this steven.. hahax.. number 1 lyk to bang into me one.. hahax.. 
dun have to write much bahx.. photos speak for themselves.. one word..FUN!
after photos we went skate.. korkor damm disiao lor.. keep bully ppl de.. hahax.. but nvm ii oso keep kenna disiao lor.. me and lixin.. but we oso got disiao ppl.. disiao here disiao there.. umber 1 disiao is kevin,steven,akirah and JIAWEI.. miss him lo so long no see him liao.. see me only disiao disiao disiao.. then he kenna makeby jackson and akirah they all.. hahax.. bleahx stupid jia wei.. he came with his gf.. quite chiio de norr.. skate long le used to it le then can start doing my cross overs and other lan jiao things liao.. hahax.. after second resurface.. we went take more pics while slacking.. 
hahax.. disiao pics lor.. after tt ii pei lixin then kor ownself skate then later he go zZzZzZz sleep.. hahax.. he sleep damm cute okays
cute horr?? hahax.. ke ai ke ai de kor kor
me and lixin skate skate then scold those mercades ppl.. hahax.. then so lan lor the ice alot water so can kick and splash ppl.. kor kor teach me how de.. then terry oso very extra disiao lor.. me and jackson gek hiim until he buay ta han liao.. can see.. wakakaks.. alot of jay chou songs played today then anyong act yi ge come next to me and lixin then sing sing sing.. hahax.. too bad he left early norr.. sadded..hahax. then jackson keep saying me.. " anyong go home le leiix never say bye bye never say byebye?" hahax..this is a super long post man.. alot of things to say but shant go into detail.. everyone keep thinking me and korkor and couples lor.. later we xi guan liao so dun care tt much about it le norr..
everyone keep disiao one leiix.. kick me water.. hahax stupid.. but me and korkor oso got go kick those noobs water norr.. hahax.. the biggest splash was created my stupid jiawei.. aimed at me and lixin but kenna alot of ppl then korkor and akirah they all chiong to go revenge.. hahax.. funny siia..
lots and lots of disiao fun nor.. then later they all keep make me then the stupid jiawei make me fall down norr.. knn lorr.. stupid jia wei.. hahax korkor came to my resque..hahax..shant say too much.. towards the end terry keep disiao one bunch of girls lor until later kinda got "tai ji" terry and his shooting lor.. akirah and his disioa then those girls and their friends wan angry but can't help laughing oso.. then me and lixin was in the mood to disiao so we chap inside disiao oso norr.. hahax.. those ppl buay zhi dong one leiix.. hahax.. we keep disiao and say them halfway they come por us lor.. hahax..say ii very sweet very cute then ask me how old and whats my name then me and lixin keep bua stun then so fun la "bully" them.. but in the end we ok liao.. they became our "Fans" hahax.. nicole and lixin fan clubb.. got one boy very funny lor like joey's pants! WTF right?? hahax.. weird ppl.. then me and lixin go disiao lor.. we ask joey " aiya he like your pants so much take out give him lax.." then we lyk tt the girls oso say we very ke aii.. then me and lixin keep bua alot of stuns give them lor.. hahax..lixin keep saying the boy " go la.. go take joey's pants" then the boy suddenly tell lixin "wa your eyes very nice leiix" DIAOS hahax.. joey damm cute norr.. sit there while me and lixin disiao then he tell me " you wan you come and help me take off my pants la!" hahax.. they all very disiao one norr
after a long awhile of li siaoing ppl with lixin ii decided to go peii moi kor kor liao.. ii pull him ask him skate with me then we 2 skate.. this time the rink gonna close soon le so very less ppl very fun lor.. we 2 try skate fast fast.. hahax.. then lixin come extra.. hahax.. she hold one had ihold the other.. later we went to say bye to our fans le then went back skate.. hahax.. towards going to close rink le very fun norr.. hahax.. jackson hold me he skate backwards ii skate forwards.. go fast fast.. hahahx.. so fun norr kate with korkor.. hahax.. got some "au quan gan"..
later rink close le... so me and lixin went for our last rounds before they chased us off.. we keep shouting "si jia wei si jia wei" then he come jip me then run lor.. hahax.. but cannort out run hiim on ice de lax.. he jia wei leiix.. mai siao siao.. then later kor kor keep shouting at hime " JIA WEI JIA WEI!!!!DON"T MAKE HER AR JIA WEI " hahax.. first time ii skate until close then got ready to leave.. kor kor help me take out skates all.. 
super super wet lor after skating!
hahax..then hui wen they all come le.. hahax.. ii went arcade with lixin then went to eat with them.. later say byebye to kor kor liao then let them disiao disiao abit.. and got SHOOT ICE WAR!! hahax.. later left le.. tookcabb with terry daffy ad lixin..terry in the cab ask me if issit jackson stead with me.. then ii say dun have arr.. he my kor kor only..then he lyk very jealous then say" jackson very rarely so caring to someone de. "hahax.. jackson is lyk moi real blood brother wad.. dropped them at serangoon then daffy gave me 20bucks and ii topped up the rest frm there.. hahax.. 
pic taken in cab
reachhome le called kor kor chat.. he go xiao xiao hse stay.. ii talk to xiao xiao sister oso.. cute lor she.. then me and kor kor chat until stupid things say tomorrow we getting married thn he buying my big big big diamond ring tomorrow wedding dinner don't invite "mou mou ren" hahax.. cause he tomorrow really goinng wedding dinner mahx.. then ii ask him " wa you got wedding dinner.. marying who siia??" then he say " nor nicole tan lor.." hahax.. stupid fish ball kor kor..
today is such a funn day lor.. hahax.. thanks to kor kor mostly. hahax.. xiie xiie jackson neo zhi weii =))
10/01/07 it ends here 20/01/07 its for the good of everyone..
LOVES DARLING CHEE LIXIN AND JACKSON NEO ZHI WEII REAL BLOOD BROTHER<33
*_* brothers <33>
morning wake up called dear and then he decided to come pasir ris the we together go clementi fiind kailin at clmenti.. end up waited for hiim half an hour lor.. knn right? but nvm lax at least in mrt not so sian got hiim peii..hahax.. entertainment oso..
laterreached clementi le had our ciggs then kailin arrived le then ii pei her go change boon kiat waited for us downstaris.. hahax.. kailin dun let hiim go up.. ke liian.. after that cabb-ed to clementi hall to watch b ball match.. guan kaii and ah quan kep disiao me lor.. very nonsence one leiix them.. hahax.. then we saw calvin there then keep disiao hiim then all his friends keep starring.. hahax.. later dear hungry liao so me him and kailin went to eat KFC.. yummy yummy yummy.. so long no eat le..later went for ciggs and talk cock with quan theyy all then ii left with dear to go find my baobeix bernice liiao.. hahax..he keep talking cock in the bus lo.. then ii was in the "huat poem" mood.. hahax.. then together xiao xiao shen huat lo.. the keep debating about poem..
reach liao then must waiit for aloy they all so boon kiat when to get ciggs for us..damm nice lor he got one super cold one.. hahax.. ii think is super menthol light bahhx.. song bo.. hahax.. then ii smoke most of iit dun giive hiim.. he keep caobeh... later aloy came liao.. then saw kenny oso.. he drinking red bull then ii ask hiim give me drink abit.. he say he waiting for sean so peii hiim wait lor.. hahax.. wait for my ke ai sean didi..
later boon kiat wan go peii aloy liao knn one so let they two ownself go lor.. hahax.. westmall ii can kind alot ppl peii me one.. so went to find wei an theyy all.. as usual at their normal cigging area.. the stair case there.. hahax.. quite alot ppl.. wei an, bernice,kenny,sean, "tuo guang guang shuai ge/ tyt clone" and "steam/ pasa malam suaku" hahax.. they 2 very cute one lor..hahax.. bernice attempted to make us "Seh seh" but attempt failled.. so no fun.. liao.. hahax.. later we went back arcade then later me and ebrr playthe shooting fish game.. confirm fun lo.. hahax.. die liao still put in token and play play till quite high level.. fun lor.. later yongteck say wan go csc then we all got ready to leave lor.. then walk half way ii realise my earing drop then everyone must go back arcade find. hahax.. my tt earing very mah fan de norr.. lol.. so many times lyk tt le..
later hz called and everything so we decided not to go csc le.. go pasa malam instead then wei an keep disiao lee kin say he suaku pasa malam never go before.. hahax.. he ji tai paiseh lor.. everyon keep making hiim.. hahax.. go out with them actually very fun de lor.. theyy all nonsence one.. later want take bus they all cap give me and berr.. hahax.. so good norr.. we went bus stop there slack and waiit for bannie.. another nonsence bro of mine.. hahax.. he come liao we hopped onto the bus and go pasa malam le... ming kuang a.k.a tuo guang guang keep disiao me one lor he..hahax.. keep say ii wan bu qi cause of last time but he oso very cute one la then we okok le.. he disiao me ii disiao hiim.. theyy all altho lyk to disturb me but all very good to me lor.. today ii noticed =)) my precious brothers.. hahax.. and not forgetting baobeix berr oso.. we play play play all da way frm pasamalam until toh guan there.. lazy to update but it was fun nor..
later went to sell ice cream actually.. quite fun de then something happen to spoil mood so ii ever peii them sell le go find wei an banni they all.. called them then wei an "tuo guang guang shuai ge" and "steam" run to come find me.. hahax.. they keep empasizing that they RAN all da way to find me.. haha.. after that we walked to the other block find kevin banni and kenny before we left on our long long but fun filled walk back to west mall all da way frm toh guan.. hahax.. keep disiao each other one lor everyone. hahax.. then kevin keep making me then ii keep wacking hiim lor.. irritating leiix.. hahax.. but he sometimes quite good oso la.. we play play play until he make my earing drop then missing lor.. then everyone must stop and help me find agaiin.. this time it was no where to be found lor.. sianz 1/2 ii keep saying he must buy menew one.. hahax.. banni actually tell me say " nvm lax.. ii buy for you kayy??" thanks bro but its ok.. either kevin buy or not nvm le.. idiot ming guang and lee kim keep disiao me lor make my hair everything kick my shoe.. hahax.. qian da right?? but they oso very cute de la.. treat them as my bro oso.. without them not entertaining le.. no more ppl to tuo guan guang and stream liao.. ayyeee.. hahax. after that sick of them so me and banni walk fast fast.. hahax.. kevin keep entra disiao.. but banni told me some things la.. then we chat chat..
later after peii them for a few more games ii had to leave liao.. so bannie wei an ming kuang and lee kin peii me go mrt.. hahax.. wei an ming kuang and lee kin ji tao funny lor.. nonsence one leiix they.. tried going down the excalator that was going up.. wtf.. me and bannie laugh until want pengs lor... later went to mrt station le saiid bye to them then mrt-ed back with kenny..
thats about all bahx.. no time to go into too much detail.. just very thanks to my brothers that cherred me up after the spoil modd incident.. hahax..
tomorrow going skating with my baobeix jackson korr and lixin all.. yayys. .can't wait.. will update soon
# 7 days left=(( #
=)) wei an, banni, ming kwang, lee kin, kevin and kenny =))
super funess dayy =p=p
met kailin at 213 and together waited for bernice wei an hongzhao and co to come out frm schh.. then as usual went for our after sch cig while deciding where to go later.. weian they all got kept back till quite late.. the b ball guys was having a match today so they met up and decided to go kopitiam eat. kailin pei hongzhao so me and dear decided to tagg along oso lorr..
it was a damm freaking hot day okays. lol.. and ii was wearing my black colur DX t-shirt and then they all di siao me and was debating at the traffic light who are the real members of DX.. dear keep disiao me say ii wrestling siao.. hahax.. so oso got watch wad.. bleahx..
later shared mee siam with kailin then arongkorn ah bing and co came le.. sat down chat chat lor.. later b ball guys left so we saiid bye then the rest left for timah which we didn't want to go to.. started raining soon. WTF weather right? one min hot lyk siao next min raiin.. so me kailin and dear was lyk sianz diao at the kopitiam there..
called lotss of ppl before deciding where to go.. finally we decided to go khee wei's hse to play mahjong! hahax.. at first abit paiseh lor cause me and dear dunno hiim.. dear damm shy you know.. hahax.. its so funny kailin keep laughing.. but the khee weii very friendly lor.. his hse oso very nice.. hahax.. so we went and play mahjong and enjoy aircond.. ii at first abit slow lor.. cause very long no play le.. then first round dear won.. hahax.. he still very shy leiix.. then khee wei keep telling him dun shy all.. after a few games we went for ciggs adn bear in khee wei's room.. shoik lor.. hahax.. plus listen techno
then later he talked to us about some things that i shant say.. that subject really got dear interested.. hahax.. pcb one leiix he.. then later dear not so shy liao quite gam with khee wei some more.. hahax.. por lam pa one leiix =x=x no lax.. hahax.. later went back and played more games.. hahax.. dear dear keep telling us stupid things about when he in lock up with one bangalah.. hahax.. we all augh till pengz.. hahax.then we 2 lyk keep doing stupid stupid things de.. then kaikin keep saying we two very peii.. hahax..
hahax.. so fun lor his hse really enjoy hahax.. no wonder kailin they all lyk his hse so much,, his personality oso very good norr.. hahax.. later hongzhao they all finish the match le then we went to eat roti prata then kater cabb-ed home with kailin and hongzhao... they sent dear home and me to mrt station,, thanks guys =))
TOWNING
woke up and got ready and everything then went on msn to chat with shuana for awhil.. later went to meet her at da city hall mrt then hopped on hermrt to go cini.. shuana keep caobeh say no ppl cause so early.. but it was already 1 plus.. hahax... plus ii also want to practice para para lor.. 
took some pics then went to play one round of para para with her.. wa lao 1 year no play skill not so good le lax.. but style still have.. hahax.. ii hope.. then we go take neoprints.. ii havent upload the neoprints ii took with her yet..will update soon
later we go k box then later terence and another guy come le.. we was at k box till lyk 7.. quite fu bahx.. shuana keep zilian my cam leiix.. then terence keep bully me one.. so bad lorr.. hahax.. at first they 2 tot ii lyk 18 years old or something keiix.. wtf.. then they know ii younger then them they start bullying me liao.. hahax..when we were about to leave lixin and jing hui came lerrx.. miss darling lixin so much mans ! the jing hui oso quite cute bahx.. she tot ii not schooling le.. hahax.. we just meet then very fast gam le.. hahax.. then we went to long john to eat lor..
later the rest of the group come liao then me and jing hui keep stick to each other cause we dun really know them.. hahax.. later went outside cini then vic jiiex came le!! we chatted for abit about australia and stuff lax.. maybe she wan go there study.. hahax..then later got one girl chattin with jing hui then after awhile she look at me then she suddenly ask " you look familiar..you are nicole issit??" lol.. jitao cha tio lor... never see be before leiix.. she frm tanglin sec oso.. then she say dunno what one girl frm my primary sch tell her about me.. lol.. then shuana keep disiao lor.. say wad " was nicole you famous le lor.. everyone know you.. porn star wad" wtf.. now they always disturb me lyk tt.. the hongzhao lax.. started it.. hahax.. then later we took some pics again!
actually got alot more pics de.. but ii lazy the edit and everything.. hahax.. then later after slacking outside we went to take neoprints 
later vic went of with her boyfriend le then we went walking around town lor.. we went heeren took one really cool pic lor.. on the "bridge" terence take for us derrhx.. later jing hui ask me one eat sweet then ii say ii no money liao so we just went in to "try" the sweets.. hahax.. 
thats about all bahx.. later went back with lixin and jing hui then at night conference.. ii smsed "Him" to ask where he is and everything but he doesn't seam interested in contacting me so forget it.. haiish.. jing hui told us stuff abouthoroscopes and the person you like the horoscope and stuff lor.. what she say is kinda true lor.. "he" is very tiong sim one only not tiong sim me.. jing hui say according to his horoscope he will be a good stead.. too bad bahx.. she say to get him to like you is quite easy de bahx.. cause i'm germini.. but aiya not on speaking terms le so lyk no hope even to be friend le lor..
sianz today dunno where to go.. sms berr and kailin but they havent reply yet.. stop here bahx.. 
one day never go batok meet them le but still miss them so much.. hahax..will upload more pics soon
*_* wo ai ni ni shi we de luo mi yo wo yuan yi bian cheng ni de zhu ying cai *_*
today went to 213 saw wei an xiao ben boon kiat and gang went for ONE cigg while waiting for shuana to come out then later chewping and chewyi came le so we went westmall go mos burger eat slack all those.. later berr come le then we go arcade all..
nothing much to update just any normal dayy lor.. later see hiim come le.. sat at da table infront of us.. sianz lor.. haiish.. see his tt face.. can understand whyiie he sms me tt time attitude tt ii dun really blame hiim but he see me lyk dun wan see me lyk tt lor.. haiish.. first day without "being with hiim " or rather on good terms is soooo touturing lorr.. forget iit
later jiahong and zuo jia wan come find me then we go mos there slack and chatted abit later sayy simin and alicia then went back to arcade with kaikin they all.. later go home le lorr.. it is a quite ok dayy iif dun count the part that had to do with hiim.. oso no mood to update le bahx.. stop here..
just now chatted with darling lixin and shuana mummy gonna meetthem in town tomorrow =)) update soon
*_*<33>
Tiong siim 32736
WEDNESDAY
took train to batok then walked to 213.. stupid bernice today skip school cause of hair.. alot ppl oso never go.. weian shao pi all oso never go.. so ber went to fetch kailin and sandy then ii went over to 213..
walking tt time alot ppl walking the other direction.. so wad lor hahax.. one bunch of malay girls sec 4 de saw me mahx. then say " aye... that is nicole le!" hahax then say alot of things ii just wave and smile.. hahax.. so happy so many ppl see me that time still remember me... all say ii look so diff..saw koh wei jie xiao ben and jun yong first.. chatted with them then miss chua and miss gopal come talk to me.. then after ask mego away dun hang around there.. WTF..as usual not one really listens they just keep going to another side and avoide da teachers niia.. sianz lor ii not in bvss le still must run away frm teachers.. but still miss those days bahx.. hahax..
later wei an shao pi banni all come le then we together walk go west mall.. they keep disiao me lor.. got a few sec 2 ppl follow them also. should be their gina bahx.. weian so funny lor they walk so fast one then almsot reaching tt time then he ask me " we walking to fast for you anot??" then ii say " ya la" lol.. hahax.. then wekeep talk cock. banni oso so stupid de lor..
later go food court then saw alot ppl again all stare atme then after 5 seconds realise is me.. hahax.. then just snile and wvae as usualy.. saw cy and jialing then go sit down chat with them for awhile.. later bernice brought my baobeix sandy liang twinnie hahax then hugged her then we 3 go buy tom yum mee hoon kuay to eat.. then saw guan kai edgar and da crew as usual with my line.. call the persons name and say hyiie tradmark by me.. hahax.. " guan kaii.... HYIIIEEE" lol.. he going up escalator then stare awhile at me then say " wa nicole leiix! hyiie! " hahax so cute la he.. edgar all oso lyk so shock to see me.. lol..
later we went for a few ciggs then walked around lor.. later say yongteck they all then ii wish yongteck happy b'day.. hahax..later we went mos burger slack.. me sandy and ber... and talk cock somemore.. later bannie weian and yongteck come to our table and chat with us for awhile then yt go cut hair le wei an and banni follow hiim.. later wei qiang and sandy gg le.. so leftme and berr slacking at mos lor.. then she wan go to her boyfriend house le so we go buy sushi and bubble tea while she told me about mr kong's wife working at bubble tea shop..
later pei her go wait for cab then go 602 find daren they all lor.. ii so dumb dunno how to find da place so ask daren come down wait for me.. then we go up 30 story lor.. shao pi sleeping then calvin and there lyk wan to sleep wan to sleep.. then spent to 2 hours plus peii daren lor.. hahax.. he keep sayingmy perfume smell so strong then keep playing my haiir all.. then chat chat lor..
later go home le.. on the way home came the message that shattered everything.. but nvm bahx.. i've grown up and ii just hope things will change in time bahx.. the last day before it crumbled.. but at least it was memorable.. i'm not really as sad as ii thought ii would be.. cause ii know ii havent totaly lost yet.. and i'm INDEPENDENT.. hahax.. ii have so many ppl who love me.. so ii dun really care about other things
THURSDAY
went town to pierce my ears.. hahax pierce one normal one and pierce the top bone oso.. wtf pain lor.. but not so bad ii can tahan pain.. pierce tt time not so bad is after tt then pain. see after my first day see how ii die after tt.. hahax..
went over to shuqun to pick up sandy and kailin then went over to 213.. then sandy went to meet weiqiang.. me and kailin went to meet hongzhao then went up for ciggs again.. ji tao seh lor.. hahax.. then banni and wei an they all come le.. saw BOON KIAT.. he cute ok.. now betetr looks le.. not so much look lyk drug addict.. hahax.. he reminds me of zuo jia.. so guai still say hyiie to me.. hahax.. later walking down tt time ii tel kai lin " kailin ii seh leix.. ii later tumble down the stairs how??" hahax.. later everyone came out le.. so we went westmall lor.. as usualy go eat and walk around.. jialing they all go back le so chewyi come with us lo.. we go mos slack agaiin.. then ii learning how to do "o" hahax.. berr action lor.. all of them keep disiaoing me.. only chewyi never say me.. hahax.. then took some pics.. will update soon.. slack at mos until 5 plus lor. wait for chewping.. hahax..then she com le finally see her.. thanks about all bahx took cab with kailin to clementi then mrt-ed back home..
Loves Bernice kailin shuana chewyi chewping and sandy liang <3>
- i'd do anything to feel yr arms around me again..
* ying wei wo ai ni ai tai duo le *
came on a 2 am flight to singapore therefore only sleeping for lyk 2 hours plus lor.. surprisingly for that whole day ii had quite alot of energy.. plannedwith everyone what we are gonna do and stuff but ii stayed home on the first day.. play with mycute lil cousin!
at night so many messages came lo.. after ii cap the phone with daren cause he ask me go sleep first is my baobeixtwinnie messageme.. then after smsing for abit ii went back to sleep.. few hours later is kailin.. then shuana then daren smsme at 4 plus say to bomb his hp at 11 to wake him up.. had very little sleep that night too.. but luckyly the next day n eye bags... YET..
day fially came so ii woke up got ready and called joey.. she chatted with xian yao until 6 plus lor.. tt stupid ger.. was ment to meet her first.. was running lateso ii rushed lor.. didn;t have time to finish making my hair or finish eatingroti prata..as ii expected miss j0ey lai was once again LATE.. but nvm cause when she arrived she treat me eat mee hoon kuay.. yayys... we saw jochim there oso.. chatted with him for abit..
later went csc with the intention of playing para para unfortunately the machine was screwed up as the right button cannort pres.. SADDED.. ii miss that machine so damm much and when ii wanna play its spoilt.. DIAOZ! so we went back to west mall.. on the way say shuana.. she on the way to meet her boyfriend and tampenise.. wtf lor everyone got stead but me =(( but its ok.. i'm fine with it.. later we saw yongteck.. he arrived first keep starring at me lor.. wo bu xi guan.. hahax.. ii know ii look different after one year but STILL! hahax.. later shao pi weian and everyone came le... yupps once again all of them starring at me.. hahax.. quite intimidating actually.. so left them at the arcade after lisiaoing wei an.. he now taller then me le lor.. wtf.. went to mos burger slack with j0ey.. she bombing xianyao to wake up.. later daren came le.. then we all go sit mos burger lor.. got shao pi's girl friend and yongteck girlfriend oso.. they okok bahx..quite pretty..slacking at mos burger quite long mejoey and daren sit one table then the rest sit the other table.. sawrabannie oso.. so cute la he.. me and daren keep " so called quarelling" in a joking way. .then joey wei nan but be stuck the middle person.. hahax..later kailin and hongzhao came le.. when ii saw them ii told joey.. " ii bet you right hongzhao will find something to disturb me about de" true enough he keep disiaoing me lor.. stupid kor..
after a few hours of slacking we went to buy tickets le.. go watch " spirit of the victim" its so scary ok.. before that we still had abit time so went arcade saw this girl walk pass me then later kailin was next to her then tell her " there there thats nicole!" hahax.. that girl was me baobeix sister bernice!! miss her so much lor! we sat and chatted awhile after going to smoke me first cigerette in over 1 year.. hahax.. wtf.. seh..
ii confiscated daren's ciggs and lighter but as usual that still won't stop him frm smoking.. but ii tried anyways.. later berr peii me go buy sushi then ii went cinema and she went of with kailin they all le.. itwas a M16 show but we all managed to get in.. hahax.. i was delighted!! sat next to daren the whole way.. he is 100% not scared at all lor.. wtf. hahax.. everyone eles was at least abit scared and all the girls( me joey and the other 2 girls) was lyk so damm scared lor.. hahax.. then daren keep disturbing me.. yt oso very wad one lor one of the scary parts he wanted to go scare his girlfriend ma.. but he shouted so loud it scaredme and joey oso lor.. hahax.. then me and daren siting behind me lor so keep saying him.. hahax.. stupid yongteck..
finally the movie was OVER thank goodness my legs all jiao ruan liao. hahax.. then joey pull me one sidethen point me atme and daren then she say " you and him ?? " then ii say no la nothing la.. then at first she was angry lo.. tot ii bluff her..after some talking she understand the situation.. so no harm done.. lol..daren went to smoke again so yupps reallysee no point in keeping his ciggs ii oso never quit so cannort really force him to quite so gave hiim his ciggs back lor.. then he know ii not reallyhappy liao then of cos tried his best to make me happy again which usually works cause anyone who knows me well will know ii angry only for awhile one.. hahax..
after that we went to eat.. well all of us sat and watch yt and daren eat..xian yao suddenly dissapear go home lor.. never tell joey.. then she lyk very not happy. can see de lo.. so she wanted go home then ii ask her dun pangseh me lor.. yongteck they all keep saying her.. thanks guys but ii know why she wanna leave and why ii dun wan her to leave is not cause ii dun wan her pangseh me but ii know shes going to cry and ii dun wan let her cry for no reason lor..but she left anyway so can't stop her..then later daren they all they all drank beer and stuff..at first shao pi keep dun wan then they keep saying him.. lol.. yoongteck very wad lor.. drink a few gulps niia.. then pretend pretend.. lol.. daren drank the most.. he ask me ii wan not then ii say" ii dun drink this one leiix.." hahax.. then he say ii action only drink vodca and stuff.. ii du lyk beer..
after that ii left le.. go gormbark meet bernice kailin hongzhao to wait for sandy.. we sat and playground and chatted lo..they all ought old chuncky squid for me to eat.. hahax.. thanks guys.. ii keep complaining that ii late must go home le.. they call me relax say ii stay longer they cap money let me take cab.. so sweet right.. love them to bits.. in the end sandy didn't come so we left first lor.. later sandy sms mesay sorry bomb me but its ok lax.. hahax.. won't blae my baobeix twinnie de.. they all cap about 16 dollards let me take cab.. we dropeed bernice at batok first then kailin at clementi then ii went home.. reached home at about 10.30.. mum didn't say much lax.. wanna thank hongzhao kailin and berr again for helping me cap money!! we took some pics too.. will update soon..
after went home le showered and all then chatted with daren until 12 plus then went to sleep le.. chated about alot of things bahhx.. hmm.. dunno what to think now..its total confusion!
today is yongteck's b'dayy.. HAPPPY BIRTHDAY! dunno who i'm going to meet yet today.. suppose go 213 but berr didn't go sch.. we should be going shuqun there wait for sandy bahx.. yupps update tonight..
- how will this story end?? will we finally be together? -